Monday, February 7, 2005

   hey i'm sry
hey i'm sry again. i keep getting busy w/ h/w and friends and other things!
okay well i'm goin to 8th grade formal w/ my best friend phil!YAY!! he asked me. oh and he go's to catty and i don't. lol and out of the 150 kids in the catty 8th grade he couldn't find some 1 to go w/. lol oh well i aint complaining!hehehe!! i think my mom thinks me and him r going out cuz well we talk on the phone all the time and now that he asked me to formal...hehehe but i wish dom asked me that fruitloop! lol oh well. yea me and him got in a fight now i'm like i'm so stupid i shouldn't have said anything!! grr now i'm beating myself over it!! but i'll talk to him tomorrow hopefully. if he will still talk to me, cuz i was a bitch but i couldn't find something and i was pissed and he kinda brought something up at the wrong time >.< and i well flipped on him. oopies! anyway i g2g now byebyez probably b bac wed. to report wat happened at CAP.
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   not to sure
ok well today i joined CAP for most of you who don't know what that is it would be Civil Air Patrol. it is kinda like a bootcamp thing but its not as hursh. anyway that dom kid is in it and he didn't even acknowledge i was there i tried to say some n he walk to hell away n i said hi and he didn't even say anything bac. but oh well wat does it matter to him. but i hate saying it in here and i hope ppl don't i want pity honestly i don't want it. sorries are nice but thay can't help. and i don't want it anymore i'm just sick of it sry. the reason i put stuff in here is to get it off my chest and i don't think tell the wrong person or like go all bitchy on a friend. i g2g bye
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Monday, January 31, 2005

   Internet
grrrr!!my internet is takign forever!!so thats why i haven't left comments and posts but the posts i haven't have time this weekend games started again. but i g2g cuz this is gonna take 4ever to load in!!byez
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

Song
Missing
By:Evanescence

Please, please forgive me
But I won’t be home again
Maybe someday you’ll look up
And barley conscious you say to no one
Isn’t something missing

You won’t cry for my absence I kno
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn’t something missing
Isn’t someone missing me

Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won’t try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you loved me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me
But I won’t be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe what deep and cry out
Isn’t something missing
Isn’t someone missing me

Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won’t try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you lived me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?

And if I bleed
I’ll bleed knowing you don’t care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I’ll wake without you there
Isn’t something missing
Isn’t something…

Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won’t try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you lived me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?


okay this song is how i feal. and it is dedicated to Dom. he told me that it wouldn't work mon. :( and you can ask anyone that i am like the strongest person. i only cry like when someone dies or i'm really really upset, and i cried. i knew wat he was gonna say. and i thought i was ready. well guess not here is a poem i wrote:

He shot me in the heart
By the words he said
I guess he wasn’t that smart
And my eyes a getting red

I told him I’d was fine
But my true feeling still hidden
For I can’t tell him the true this time
I built a wall around my heart but who am I kidden’

I’d didn’t want to cry
But the harder I try
The tries keep on coming

I told him I’d was fine
But my true feeling still hidden
For I can’t tell him the true this time
I built a wall around my heart but who am I kidden’


tell me what u think.
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Song
Missing
By:Evanescence

Please, please forgive me
But I won’t be home again
Maybe someday you’ll look up
And barley conscious you say to no one
Isn’t something missing

You won’t cry for my absence I kno
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn’t something missing
Isn’t someone missing me

Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won’t try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you loved me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?

Please, please forgive me
But I won’t be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe what deep and cry out
Isn’t something missing
Isn’t someone missing me

Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won’t try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you lived me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?

And if I bleed
I’ll bleed knowing you don’t care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I’ll wake without you there
Isn’t something missing
Isn’t something…

Even though I’m the sacrifice
You won’t try for me, not now
Though I’d die to know you lived me
I’m all alone
Isn’t someone missing me?


okay this song is how i feal. and it is dedicated to Dom. he told me that it wouldn't work mon. :( and you can ask anyone that i am like the strongest person. i only cry like when someone dies or i'm really really upset, and i cried. i knew wat he was gonna say. and i thought i was ready. well guess not here is a poem i wrote:

He shot me in the heart
By the words he said
I guess he wasn’t that smart
And my eyes a getting red

I told him I’d was fine
But my true feeling still hidden
For I can’t tell him the true this time
I built a wall around my heart but who am I kidden’

I’d didn’t want to cry
But the harder I try
The tries keep on coming

I told him I’d was fine
But my true feeling still hidden
For I can’t tell him the true this time
I built a wall around my heart but who am I kidden’


tell me what u think.
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   I'm BACK!!!
well as u can see i'm back lol. well sry for not having a post for like 4 days lol i was at my friends house!!and we had snow days mon. n tues so thats y i was there lol i think there dog thought i moved in!!haha anyway i have to go there again lol we are helping each other get in shape!! well me n my friend (her sis) are more helping her get ready for her prom!!lol but it is helping ourselves has well haha i g2g to there house BYEZZZ<33
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Sunday, January 23, 2005

   well...
well not 2 much is goin on rite now but *SNOW*!!! there are good and bad thins about snow.
Good: its fun to play in. gets us out of skool(on week days)
Bad: you have to shovel it. and it has to be so damn cold!!
Okay who thinks the same?lol well i'm waiting for ppl to come on AIM and i did all my h/w >.< lol soOoOoOo yea i'm bored!!!!lol i wrote or or should i say finshed a chp. to my book!!ok well i g2g be bored byezzz
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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   better
i'm better!!!YAY!!i still have a bit of a cough but nothing bad!!*breaths* i can breath again yay lol!i'm in a good mood!Oh i'm writting a story!!lol i wrote 5 chapters!!n i think its abou 8 or 9 pages long!! well i'll some how get a link to get u to it!!n if not then well... i'll just put a chapter a post lol and in 5 days u will read my book, but it aint done yet!!hehehe. well i know i said i was making a quiz that kinda died lol sry it takes way to long to write then make it a real quiz lol n i don't have to patients for it lol. well i'm gonna go byebyez
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   still sick
ahhhh!!i'm still sick!!i stayed home once again!!ok well i'm gonna go bye
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

   sick
i'm sick!! my head feels rille hevy n my nose was like i could breath throw it at all(but i can now thx to meds) n my throut hurt but thats is feeling better to juss my head hurts now!!i stayed home from skool n they got out early anyway lol snow!!i would b out there playin in it but i'm to damn sick!!well i'm gonna go lie down!cuz if i move to damn fast it feels like i'm gonna pass out!wat fun!!bye
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