Saturday, April 7, 2007

   I'm Gonna Cry (A friend sent this to me in an e-mail,but do repost this if ya want)
I don't care if I lose friends over this;
Body: Month One
Mommy
I am only 4 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two
Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three
You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four
Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
but I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five
You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six
I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven
Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you're against abortion repost this

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Six Flags
We(my church youth group)went to six flags yesterday.I started out w/Ben,Sarah,Nicole,Daniel,Evan,& two sisters,1 is Amanda,I think.Well,that was the morning.After we checked in & went to the busses to get lunch & eat,they left & forgot that I was there & didnt tell me.So I got stuck w/the German foreign exchange students,which was ok.They were really funny.The boys kept hitting each other all over,including places that shouldn't be hit,& fighting over pennies!There was a concert before we left.Relient K ROCKS!!!!!I love them!!!Then we went home,arriving @ church round 1 30.Every1 was tired.I had been looking forward to a warm bed,but there were 5 people sleeping in my room.My cousins.So I had to share a bed w/my grandma,then slept 'till 9 fifty something,when the youngest of my cousins came running in screaming & yelling excitedly bout how it was snowing,& my grandpa made me get up to c.Every1 will b coming soon ,then I'll have to hide the Easter eggs round the house for my little cousins & bro.
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Thursday, April 5, 2007

   Band
My band,Concert A,got 1 2 2 on stage,and straight twos in sight reading.Symphonic band 1 2 2 and straight ones. Man,I was in tears when we got on the bus.My big brother had promised to come to the concert,and didn't.Everybody thought it was because I knew we got twos.FUCK THE NUMBERS THEY PUT ON OUR PERFORMANCES!!!!!!!!!!!!IT MEANS NOTHING TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!I KNOW WE ARE SUPERIOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It took a whole ride over to the mall,but I was mostly composed by the time we got ther,my mom was there,and she would get really mad and scream at me in front of everyone if she knew I had cried.
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Tuesday, April 3, 2007

   Music Time!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!I got band UIL today!We suck!!!!!!Nobody ever shuts up,so we hardly ever get in any practice!!!!!!!!!(Plus Mr.bunch makes warmups take a little over half an hour)Well,be wishing us luck and ONES!!!!!!!!!!!!!ones r good!!!!!!!!I'll tell you how we did when I get the chance.
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Friday, March 30, 2007

   I'll name it when the Name Hits Me...
All alone,
Noone to hold you.
Left to die,
All you know is noone cares.
(Just know that some one loves)

But you die, the world will just get worse,
He's carrying you there,just you wait and see.

Just afraid,
Noone to see you through.
You want to give in,
Nobody's stopping you.
(The world and you are different, you must understand,
they don't know your hurts, like I can.)

But you die, the world will just get worse,
He's carrying you there,just you wait and see.
(Just wait and see)

The whole world isn't against you,
They just don't know what your going through.
Just know that he's carrying you,
And you'll be happy, once more.

But you die, the world will just get worse,
He's carrying you there,just you wait and see.
You die, the world will just get worse,
He's carrying you there,just you wait and see.
(Wait and see)
(He's carrying you)
Oh,just wait and see.

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

   Brother
Yes.Kage Faia and I are brother and sister.We live under the same roof.We share the same computers(one in his room with games,and the one I'm on now,in the kitchen,with internet),bathroom,parents,grandparents and other family members(obviously),older half brother,and PS2.His room is on the other side of the wall from mine,and it drives me nuts.my parents are on the other side of the other wall in my room.Ah,yes.He is the terror that never shuts up.He is constantly coming and telling me of his accomplishments on those stupid Pokemon games,no matter how much he knows I don't care and would really like to be left alone.
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   LATE Happies!
Happy St. Patricks Day!!!!!!!I hope everyone wore green!!I hope so!!!!!!!Did anyone get pinched?I hope not!!I'm partially Irish.I'm Irish from my great grandpa on Ame's side of the family,and Scotch Irish and I forgot what you call it on dad's side.I'll come on and change it later.
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Friday, March 16, 2007

   I gottanother song for ya!!
The saddest thing is you could be anything that you could want.
We could have been everything.
But now we're not,
Now it's not anything at all.

The hardest part was getting this close to you,
And giving up this dream I built with you,
A fairytale that isn't coming true.
You've got some growing up to do.

I wish we could have worked it out.
I wish I didn't have th these doubts.
I wish I didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now.

I wish I didn't know inside,
That it won't work out for you and I.
I wish that I could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye.

After all the things you put me through,
Tell me why I'm still in love with you.
And why am I,why am I still waiting for your call.
You broke my heart,
I'm taking it back from you.
I'm taking back the life I gave to you.
Life goes on before and after you.
I've got some growing up to do.

I wish we could have worked it out.
I wish I didn't have th these doubts.
I wish I didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now.

I wish I didn't know inside,
That it won't work out for you and I.
I wish that I could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye.

It's time I said my last goodbye.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
It's time I said my last goodbye.

I wish we could have worked it out.
I wish I didn't have th these doubts.
I wish I didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now.

I wish I didn't know inside,
That it won't work out for you and I.
I wish that I could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye.
It's time I said my last goodbye.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
It's time I said my last goodbye.
It's time I said my last goodbye.
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
It's time I said my last goodbye.

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   Oh gosh!!!!!!
I just helped my little brother get his own otaku site,dammit!!!!he's such a terror,i had to do it or he woulda told mom and dad that i had this,and i would lose it,never be able to come back again!odearodearodearodear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i shouldn't have done it!!!now he wants a quizzilla and zeeks,or he'll tell them i have those too!!!!!!!o deep trouble!!!!!!!!!!!!!help!!!!!Wa!!!!!!!!!
anyways,go visit him!!He's Kage Faia.
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Thursday, March 15, 2007

movie night
I went to the movies with my mom and little brother,who never shuts up!while we watched night at the museum,MY SECOND TIME TO SEE IT!!!!!!!!!,he talked and talked and talked!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!!
Then my dad met up with us after he got off from work and we saw PUrsuit of Happyness.GOSH!!!!!!!i cried 4 times!!!!a new record, i might add!!!although i did like some parts:
"They can't even spell happiness.It's spelled with an i not a y."
"Dad?"
"Yeah?"
"Is Fuck spelled right?"


"Okokokokok.Here we go.
A man was drownding in the middle of the ocean.A boat comes up and says
'do you need help?'And the man said
'No thank you,God will save me.'
Then,another boat came by,and asked
'Do you need help?'And the man said
'No thank you,God will save me.'
So the man drownded and went to Heaven.When he got to Heaven,he asked
'God,why didn't you save me?'And God said
'I tried to.I sent you two big boats,ya dummy!'
So what did you think?"
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