Tuesday, November 6, 2007

   Kamasutra!!!
idk, my dads watching a smex show, the kamasutra is a book of love makeing, positons and stuff, all that! AND ITS A RELIGIOUSE BOOK!!! not christan >_>...darn. but yeh, i think my dads asleep XD! but yeh, i was snappy all day, i dont want to deal with peoples bull n e more. People in this world are so naive -_- why do i notic the things people dont??? its common sence! but i suppose in tarded in my own way as well heh ^~^" srry, my attention is split because theirs sex on TV. Im as bad (or worse) as n e man ive meet, i guess its cuz im smexualy frustrated XD lol. I heard that the longer you wait for smex the more addicted you become....i belive thats true hands down, im 16 and never even been kissed...NEVER!! DO YOU KNOW HOW CRAZY IT MAKES ME!?!?!? GAHHHHHH!!!!>_< I NEED LOVE! im not emplying smex NO!! not till im married, i just want someone to hold me,kiss me and tell me they love me and that im cute ;_; is that to much to ask?!!?!? *wimper*
(i know, i got personal in the post, dont hurt me!!)
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Monday, November 5, 2007

   again!
i changed my site...AGAIN! ill very likely change it back to TAMAKI very soon!
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Sunday, November 4, 2007

   "Sweet 16 and NEVER been Kissed"
HI! guess what?!?! IM 16!! WOO HOOO!!!>w< tis so wonderful! i had my buds sleep ova and we dubed, stayed up all night, went swiming played sports!! IT KICKED BOOTY!!i wish it didnt have to end! we were all haveing a realy good time!! ooo and i got some wonderful gifts! 2 necklaces, a TRACK PHONE (yay!), a fancy sweat shirt and some blue day books, cards AND A CRAP LOAD OF MONEY!! all my troubels melted away ^,^,but sadly i have a project to do, im failing Spanish TT_TT(saaaad) and my life is a freaking HUGE BALL OF STRESS!! its been like that for a wile now!! ive been bitchy,cranky,sad,uncareing, and i hate it, but i got away from it at least for a weekend, thank you god for giveing me theis 2 days!!!! but now that im 16...THEIRS GOING TO BE MORE!! OHHHHHH SNAP!!!! well, i better get back to my work, thank you all who wished me a happy b~day!!



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Thursday, November 1, 2007

   i am an almight douchebag!!
i suck! ;_; I TREATED THE GUY I LOVED FOR TWO YEARS LIKE DIRT! he doesnt deserve hell i do!! thats the only person im obset about right now, i wronged him in the worst of ways. i deserve to be hanged and shot for betrayal of the heart and love! the one thing i wanted most i abused because im a fool in matters of my own heart! that is the only thing i regret, he is the only one i have wronged, others deserve my hate!
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Thursday, October 25, 2007

Hi, CC has returned!
hey, well im officaly cutting off contact with someone, my old site is gone, and I know Ry cant wait to bitch at him. >_> to be honest i have no prob with it, im crushed inside, but its my first love, ill get over it sooner or later. I control my own heart, why should I dwell, and if i just forget, it makes it eaiser for my heart to let go. well i hope your happy whoever you are ^_^ ya lost me. good luck in life because ill have nothing to do with it in the slightest from today on. and ry just cant wait to rip off your balls, yes, ry, the my friend who was nice to you but has hated you ever scence day one ^,^ have fun and farewell!
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Monday, October 22, 2007

   Mah b day wants...GIMMIE GIMME GIMME!!
Ello!, my b day is in about 2 weeks! i want so many things XD
ICHIGO PLUSH
LINK PLUSH
A HOT GUY TO POP OUT OF A CAKE AND DANCE NEKKID WILE MY DAD CHASES HIM WITH A SHOT GUN!
WII
NINTENDO DS
GAMES
ANIME DVDS
ANIME CLOTHES
BLEACH BAG
PICS O ANIME BOYS (yum)
TO HAVE A KICK ASS TIME WITH ALL MY BUDDIES!!!!!!
i guess its odd, XD damn theis hormones!!
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007

NOT AGAIN! (tagged by max29)
A Courtesy of a Tag
a second time!

Name: Christina

Gender: female

Eyes: blue

Hair: brown with a lil blond

Height: 5'6''

Weight: *gulp* id rather not say but 223lb...I LOOK LESS THAN I AM!!

shoe size: 9 1/2 wide

Skin: pale

Hobby: computer, sports, ps2,drawingsinging,hanging out,hugging

Grade: 10th

Reads: Ouran

Fears: im necrophobic

Watches: TV...?

Moods: Emo,indecisive,scared,cheerful, happy i guess

IQ: im life smart and i get B!

NickNames: CC,renji,riku,hughes,tenshi,shiba,toboe

Dreams: uhhh find my true love,have babies,die

Pet Peev: im short tempered so i wont even go thier

Funniest thing I've done: ive done to many

Words that describe me: pervert,loveing,soft,nice,short fuse
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Saturday, October 13, 2007

   Alone again...
another night alone, i went to conway with my brother,we had icecream...it was nice.
why,almost everytime i invite people over they never want to come. is their something wrong with me. i made a plan for 2 of my friends to sleep over but they wanted me to go over their last minute, after i already made a bunch of plans for what was going to happen. I go over all the time, why cant people come to see me for once.its like i dont matter. it feels like im just thier to make everyone look good. im the one were people know the face but not the name. i didnt choose to be this way. No body no's who i realy am. no one nose how much potential i have in me. No one Will ever realy know me.Everyone thinks im a funny perverted girl who can draw. but no one noes me. No one but my imidiate family. Dad,mom,and big brother i feel can be the only ones i can count on.other than that im a shadow,you know itsw their, but you dont think about it. Appaerently im not a person to anyone, im just a thing to keep them company. so many people take me for granted everyday but their never going to care. i dont understand why im here. i dont understand why god put me on earth just to go through life as a nobody. I want to go home,i want to leave this world behind and find a place were people no me,were people know my name.
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Friday, October 12, 2007

SK8







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Thursday, October 11, 2007

   At Work
Yeh, im working on the site, but ive got to go do HW now. im going to try to get my buds to trnsfer to this site.
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