Tuesday, April 19, 2005

  New wallpaper up on the Otaku! ^_^ Aino Minako: Sailor Venus: Senshi of Love!!!
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Saturday, April 16, 2005

   New quizzies

You kill for
revenge.
That is because you have lost something or
someone you held very dear. Now you can't seem
to get over the loss that marked your soul, and
the only solution is to go after the one person
who brought all this pain to you. Chances are
you are angry inside and you bottle everything
up and don't talk to anyone about it. People
may want to help, but you think that they can
never understand your pain and only get
frustrated because of this. But it is important
to see all that you have left and be thankful
of that even if you have lost something great.
It may not be true that Times heals all wounds,
but with time and talking about your feelings,
maybe the hurt will ease.

Main weapon: Yourself
Quote: "You can close your eyes to
reality but not to memories" -Stainslaw J.
Lec
Facial expression: Gritted teeth and
teary eyes

What Type of Killer Are You? [cool pictures]
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Mors


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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You are the Spirit of Sadness. Deep pain and sorrow
lie within you, betrayal, jealousy and
rejection rule your life. You cannot make
friends as you are too scared at the prospect
of being hurt again and you can't take that
risk. You wish more than anything to have a
steady person there who loves you
unconditionally but you are too scared to find
them.


Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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you represent the dreams in life. you are laid back
and also dream alot.


What part of life do you represent? ( AWESOME anime pics ^_^)
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Your element is Rain: Sad, lonely, distant and
unique. You are quite distant from emotion and
people, but you have been made this way by one
thing or another. You are truly unique yet fail
to see it, and are quite creative be it in art,
music, writing, ect.. You used to let people in
now you don't even bother to try having been
hurt so many times in the past. Your attitude
is that you don't need anyone but yourself,
people are just trouble waiting to happen. But
you really do want to trust someone no matter
if you see it or not, deep down your waiting
for someone to come and set you free. This kind
of depression can turn dangerous, don't let
them get to you. Not everyone in the world will
hurt you, humans are humans and are not
perfect. So most likely sooner or later you'll
meet someone who feels like you do and perhaps
your shell will eventually disappear.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005

   *sigh*
Listening to: HIM, Blackmore's Night, and Nina Gordon

Currently Reading: Love Hina #1 and Shonen Jump Issue #13

I'm so confused. My judgements and actions have really made a fool of me. My mood today is very weird...happy (I don't know why and I really shouldn't be), sad (for my stupid actions and judgements), and angry.

I have pinned it down to this. Someone has been lying to me. Its either my crush or his "ex" unless she's lying bout that too. God, I hate this. I wish I never said anything. *sigh* I don't know how I should feel. Happy? Feh! How could I be? Sad? "I tear my heart open just to fail" Angry? Should I just let go and stay unstable? I've gotten out of my depression and into confusion. Ugh.
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Friday, April 8, 2005

   The light of masochism is starting to shine on me...
Feelin so pissed off and sad today. Err. Yesterday was such a horrible day. Today is such a horrible day. I can't take this much! I break under so much pressure! If anybody wants to know what I'm thinkin about, pm me. the internat aint safe from the evil preps. here's a poem I wrote today (actually just a minute ago I wrote) By the way, the title "Masochism" means to take pleasure from pain. And no I don't cut myself even though this little number of a poem basically describes it.

Masochism

thinkin of shit
searching for a escape
one that fits
a puzzle of a problem
a sad predicament
i cant just be separated from them

isolation and darkness
i cant be free
from this tangled web of deceit
the light of masochism is starting to shine on me

it cannot stop
it will not stop
innocence and purity, so far away

a world of lies, suicide, and deceit
shall i give up?
shall i give in to this desire that consumes me?
i cannot decide
so complicated

I need to escape
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Monday, April 4, 2005

   WHAT THE FLYING FUCK?!?!
GRRRR!!!! YOU CHEATED ILLINOIS OF THEIR VICTORY, DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!! ERRRR! I HATE YOU!!! *LITERALLY CRYING* ERRR! STUPID DAMN TV!GRR!!! WHAT HAPPENED DEE!?!?! WHAT THE FRIGGIN HAPPENED?!
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