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Sunday, December 2, 2007


Kimi wa Boku ni Niteiru
my MP3 player won't even try to register that song title, it just says "see-saw" i always get the names See-Saw and Round Table mixed up, which would make some interesting covers "Let me be with you" being all dark and brooding and "Anna ni isso datta no ni" being all high-pitched and happy. i have a lot of respect for See-Saw though, anyone with violin solos in their songs has a lot of courage.

now that i think of it i'd rather see a High and Mighty Color and Round Table cross-over, i'll leave you to contemplate that.

well i've just about beat san andreas, and it only took me 3 years! as you can tell i wasn't too compelled by the story, now maybe if there were big eyes, pointy hair and flamboyantly dressed men i'd like it more. personally i wish i could bring better characters over into GTA, Lord Laharl for example would be great. facing over whelming police force, surrounded and being fired at from the air wouldn't it be so nice the bring a meteor down right on top of that chopper and crush those cop cars? Fayt would be another fun one, i'd just go all evil on them and just delete half their bodies like Archer from FMA. Albel would be fun too, just run real fast and shred attackers with claws and nodachi. Sophia and just wipe them out with laser beams, drop huge weights on them, hit them with a meteor [again]. be Maria and rearrange their cellular structure, make their liver flow backwards. max out Flonne's staff and Gun abilities and go all EVA on their asses being an Angel that can cause cross explosions and those ones with the wings that look like the second impact.

actually that would be hilarious, instigate the second impact, wipe out most life in san andreas, turn all the water red. or go further, third impact, turn everyone into LCL and just be done with it already!

i realized i never do anything anymore, this whole post has been me trying to think of something to say, and pretty much failing, there is really nothing going on for me anymore. i don't do anything, i play a video game i don't care about i read a bunch of manga that i really can't think of much to rant about [well i could rant about them but i don't feel like it just feels... wrong] and watch a lot of TV. i barely ever get any time to write my story anymore, even though all the ideas i have for it constantly course through my head i have no time to do anything about them.

i lost the will to draw, i just can't put pencil to paper anymore, i have no the drive. i'm freaking out about needing to learn to drive and getting senior pictures but each day that goes by i do nothing which proves how little they mean to me, if they meant something i'd do something about it, but instead i just lie around and do nothing. i need a spark, i need something to spark me, i need a passion.

i'm wasting my life away, Bev is now always going out with her friends to do stuff, she never misses phone time though, if no one is on the line she's there waiting for my call at 6, yet me, i lay around all day and then finally call her, i stay home because i all i want to do is here, its just that i never do it, i have all these ambitions i don't fulfill, i have all these stupid aspirations i do nothing with. i'm the saddest example of a waste of potential you can get, i wake up each morning with a ton of things i want to do and go to sleep without doing a one.

i'm feeling a bit charged from saying this, i think i might actually make arrangements for the things i want to do now. i just might, hopefully i'll do something now, at least get my pictures set up, driving might be hard in the winter, plus i don't want the guy picking me up from school to go to driving school, my friend Stacy's driving teacher did that. when i get my thrusters lit i most often get what i want done, and i think just maybe i've got my pilot light lit.

Man, imagine if Kira were as lazy and useless as me. Asaba may be lazy but at least he's hot! i guess it can't really be idol worship if you make no serious effort to become like them.

everything with Bev is good, she was sad lat night but i cheered her up and i think we got a long-running problem fixed and she ever knows me better now, life is good!

-Quote-

Bev: You're loco in the brain love.

Me: it took you this long to figure that out?

Bev: ...True...

insanity be my defining feature [arrrrrrgh.]

♥ JD Person ♥

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!

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