myOtaku.com: JD Person

myO Still <3's You

Vitals

Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Last Dinosaur
Actually kinda apt in a time like this, i sorta feel as if i'm alone in the world sometimes [plus i do love me the FLCL next ep. previews] it seems as even the small victories or more like changes i thought were good ideas or beneficial seem to be unraveling before me and it seems i'm alienating old friends in my pursuit of what i believe to be the truth... oh well, i'd rather be hated for who i am than to be loved because i never said anything controversial.

it seems as if some people really cannot take compliments, once more it seems as if someone i was trying to have a reasoned debate with has pretty much given me the finger and said they'll never come to my site again, whilst calling me childish. i'm trying really hard to take the moral high-ground here and not resort to name calling, because i believe it tends to cheapen debate when you start calling people rude names but i will point out its pretty ironic to call someone immature and then storm off saying you'll never talk to someone again because you disagree with them.

so it appears my AO rant was premature, for as i was writing that post it appears that they made their grand re-launch of their search for people to persecute. i was right that they were continuing their crusade underground continuing to punish those they see as wrong. i suppose its rather cowardly of me to be more tentative in my criticism of this person now that i know that they are lurking around than i was when i thought they'd gone away forever, they say you shouldn't speak ill of the dead and i definitely broke that rule and now i'm afraid that they're going to go all Jesus on me and begin my last judgment. i really believe this person is completely wrong in everything they're doing and that is why i attacked them, which i realize might be grounds for my ass to be kicked off here, so i'm going to try to keep my personal attacks to a minimum from now on. plus i should follow my own rules and not go about throwing insults at people i dislike. but at the same time what AO is doing is stupid, its wrong, its perverted justice and i don't think anyone should sanction it, but this is Adam's site and not mine so he can let people do as he wants and he can take action against those he chooses to, if this is what he feels is right than i can't argue with him, and for the love of what this site once was and still kinda is i'll stay here, and i'll keep being here until the day this place finally goes under, either from bad management or some other cause, but i still love this site, no matter the terrible things going on right now.

as for the claim i should think critically instead of emotionally, i say to that "nah..." i've just started following my heart instead of my brain and i must tell you i've never felt freer, i love to just run off my feelings, to be mechanical and critical of everything just seems too forced to me, makes you sound like Light after too long. its been said i make assumptions without facts, well here are some of the facts i do have:

1. Articles section is shut down
2. Cosplay will soon be shut down
3. many members are sad about those two facts
4. Adam called their pleas for reason "spam"
5. Adam wants to beat deviant art
6. He wants to "streamline" the site, saying sections without the amount of traffic the fanart one gets are "slowing us down"
7. Adam is happy about all of the above listed things

all those things i know from visiting Adam's blog and from the news section on the load screen, i make inferences from this, educated guesses that he will continue to "streamline" the site as well as sanction the activities that are taking place right now, if i'm proven wrong yippy hurray but i doubt i will be, so i stated my case on here to clear my mind of all the swirling unhappiness this brings me, i'm sorry if some of you hate me for it but this is how i feel, i don't mean to offend, but i feel strongly about these things.

i'm sorry to those i've hurt, if you even care.

i'd also like to get off this depressing subject, so please, ask me questions about myself so i can post about those monday.

-quote-

"who cares about 9-11, i mean does anyone even think it matters anymore, it was so long ago, its so boring."

- one of the few statements i can remember making not visit a person again.

♥ JD Person ♥
Comments (5)

« Home

Anime | How to Draw Anime | Anime Wallpapers

Top of Page