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Monday, October 29, 2007


Ignited
well it seems i'm back on here once more after all the crap that went on for the last few days, in the down-time i did get a lot more time to write my story which was pretty cool, Bev read my last chapter and i've pretty much finished another one, though i'm still a bit conflicted over what parts should go where so that will probably take up a great deal of time but tis the nature of the beast.

it'll be nice to get back to visiting all your guy's sites, i was worried there for a while when i got 404 messages when i put in theotaku, i thought maybe i missed some meeting and the name got changed without my knowledge, but now that everything is back to normal i can see thats not the case.

also not the case is this so called "upgrade" still hasn't been put into effect that Adam seems so psyched about, this otaku point two, i'm really getting Cyberman vibes here, i'm not liking the idea of this place changing. Adam has really been batting 0000 in my book for some months and i'm really freaked that he's going to taint and ruin the only part of the site i still enjoy. he has mentioned the inclusion of "spaces" into the vernacular of this site and i don't like that, i'm really afraid he's going to make the interface of this site like myspace and that really discourage me because i tried using myspace and the interface just pissed me off, as did looking at the web pages, if this place becomes like myspace i swear i'll just cry, i really don't want this place to end up like there. i'm so afraid that this new version is going to be terrible because all of Adam's latest ideas have been so. i've really tried not to rant about my mistrust of our leader on my site but this shit really is getting to me. i suppose i could e-mail or PM Adam and tell him my feelings but he seems equally responsive in complaints as he does in "good ideas" he basically called the pleads for the cosplay and article sites to be kept as "spam" and has said that we should be narrowing or focus into the visual arts, just drawing, drawing is all that matters, cosplay is stupid and pointless, articles are boring, DRAWINGS! he shuts down those sections because of low traffic, look how much hype he puts into the wallpaper section because it has lower traffic than he wants.

and he tries to help out the wallpaper section after launching that "antioffender" campaign that basically targeted every wallpaper and e-card as plagiarisms because operantly writing and re-designing a picture you found on the interwebs is bad even though thats what most of those two sections are. now the antioffender has shut the hell up fort months now, so i'll give adam credit if he gave up for the reason of those two section being comprised of only that, though i take it away if he's just doing it from the shadows now.

so yeah, i'm deathly afraid for the future of this site, i really hope i have a place to return to once all this version vibrant crap is over and done with.

other than that my life is still my life is still a ball of festering crap. i got to put up a fence yesterday without warning so all my major muscle groups hurt like bitches, i'm exhausted even after a night of sleep, my spirit is drained, school seemed to drag on forever and all my favorite shirts are self-destructing.

my heartless shirt just tore open in the wash fore no reason. a few of my old shirts have little holes, but this shirt was new and its got a gaping hole in the shoulder seam where thew two pieces meet, and now today i tore my "its a rat flail" shirt. see on my way back from walking with my friend stacy to her house i decided to try to duck around the back of my school since a gate was open, well the gate on the other side wasn't, but it was on a chain and was on an angle i could fit through, well except for the pointy bits that tore the back of my shirt open.

yeah, so i feel a bit bitchy today, unfortunately my golden rule helps me little in this situation.

-Quote-

"If something really is a problem you'll make an effort to change it."

-My golden rule.

pretty much it translates to "fuck you emo kid." if you translate it into subtext.

♥ JD Person ♥

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