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• 1990-02-12
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• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
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• 2005-03-25
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• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
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• J-D, Got it memorized?
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• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
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• i first saw Gundam Wing
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• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
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• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
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• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
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• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Varmint Hunter.
fore drama class we're having to lip-sync to a song of course i had great ideas for this, but unfortunately i couldn't really follow through on my plans because all i had was one male friend in that class, "Simple and Clean" is a love song and we need 3 people in our group. so me and my friend ended up assimilating into another group, which is doing Frosty the Snowman as performed by Alvin and the Chipmunks.
yep, when i learned of this fate i felt a little bit of me die, and it really hasn't gotten better with time. for a while the shared misery of everyone involved was enough to make me feel a bit better about the shit i was wading through, but one of the gals in my group turned out to be an obscenely pushy and demanding bitch, everything she wants to do we have to do and God forbid we have any input because if you do she'll through a bitch fit and complain like hell.
so yeah i got to deal with that for the past week, and then today i was late in the morning thus making my next tardy to any class [i.e. my second tardy this year to any class] will earn me a detention, which really sucks. i'm in such a miserable mood right now, i guess everything is just tearing into whatever life raft of shallow happiness i gain from day to day. i really don't understand why i've been such an emo recently, its really strange for me to be so depressed, i think its just my own little bad time. i'm sure a billion people have been through this a billion times but i'm just the one who gripes about it. it was my own fault i was late, my dad gets there on time every day, i was the one who took my sweet time and ended up getting myself busted. i was too much of a man to ask my dad to bail me out, or to even try to avoid it, i just walked straight to my execution unwaveringly, and it was Grove, my drama teacher who booked me, how cruel.
i guess i'll start getting up earlier, that's probably my only chance to avoid this fate in the future, i had pride in my laziness in the old days but now i actually have to be diligent and responsible. and what's sad is that is what they want, they want us all to live in fear and to hurry off to class at any cost because we want to avoid being punished. i wish i had the balls to stand up against this, to resist and that other people would do the same, but it will never happen. the school is getting all the results they want so they won't stop, people are running in fear and getting there on time, we were all hoping that this would fail based on the sheer volume of people who'd get busted, but that won't happen, everyone is escaping the axe at any means necessary, and i'm too big a coward to do otherwise.
not even my videogames bring me solace, i got my ass handed to me in MS Saga and i have no plan for less ass-kickery except maybe to switch certain people around, but i think its going to be a painful ride, which just adds to my stress, a little tension whilst gaming is always nice, but i feel like i've been stretched out and all my strings are hanging loose and misshapen.
i realize once more that all my problems are silly and to older people like sempai and the drunken sage, juvenile. but to a youngin' like me these are all terrible. i really wish i could put a bullet in the heads of all three of those chipmunks and see if frosty can feel pain when i bisect him with a wood-axe. it'd be nice to be able to stop time, so i could lay a whuppin on that conceited bitch and possibly cheat and get to class on time all the time.
life is a struggle, and right now this fight is definitely bruising me pretty bad, but i'll get over it, i live by the creed i spout.
-Quote-
"if its a big enough problem you'll do something about it."
- the single phrase i live by.
♥ JD Person ♥
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