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Sunday, September 30, 2007


Reactionary.
well it seems i got the same amount of commentary on my chapter of AP as i did on my normal post from the time before, which could be interpretted either way being as my regular post got very few comments, but i'm not complaining, i've egnored you guys for a while now so i suppose i would get very few comments, i'm just glad you guys sample my story, even if you're not devoted readers.

i did get one comment i found rather amusing, it was pretty much a user saying "you mean you're still writing this!?" i found that quite funny, basically because i guess nobody thinks i enjoy writing or that i'd stick to writing AP even if no one really ever wants to read it, because reallly i write it for myself, i have all these character that live in my head and i want to tell their stories, they pop up and the strangest times and i can never forget about them, so i'll keep writing my story until i say it ends, and thats a long time from now, especially since part 2 of 3, After Thought is meant to be un-ending, with a few Dogmatic chapters thrown in to tie it to the final part, "Fall Out". so yeah, you gfys will be dealing with Kit and Foxxy for years to come.

i always thought it wierd the people who give up on their stories, they start writing something for like 5 1-page chapters then give up and never mention them again, though isn't entirely bad being as for a while everyone was obsessed with making their characters the living dead that cry blood and kill children for no appearant reason very violent and graphicly, so those stories ending aren't really any loss to me.

though i think the first few chapters of my story aren't that great, its funny to see how much you improve as a writer, or at least change as one throughout the writing of something as long as this you change a lot, maybe not for the better depending how you feel about the way i'm taking this story.

i really wish i had more time to write AP actually, just doing one chapter a month [which i've fallen behind on] just isn't enough, i mean with the average chapter thats just a page a day, i wish i could write A CHAPTER a WEEK or even DAY! if i could just spend all my school time writing my story that'd be awesome, be like Bunchichi and just hang around school after i've graduated just to be lazy, though then again all my friends are my age pretty much, so there'd be no reason for me to stay. i just love wwriting my story so much, its my favorite pass-time i think.

but enough of my gushing over my little self-imposed writing project, the reason i put that title is because the gram and a half of fake penicilin set of some reaction inside my body and i got all speckly so i basically got peer-pressured out of school after first hour friday, which basically ended up getting me a shot of steroids in the ass as well as a ton of other steroid pills and such for my seeming allergy. thats fine anyway, even before i got an outward reaction those pills always gave me heartburn so i'm glad to be rid of them.

i am however pissed at my body for being so weak, why do i have do i have to have allergies? i feel like my body has betrayed me by doing this to me. the human life is already so easy to end, there are already so many ways to die, why did my acursed mortal frame have to find another one? i want immunities, not allergies. i want to evolve, not degenerate. this stupid pile of carbon has failed me again, i feel sometimes as if my soul is trapped inside this useless shell of mortality, like i need to find my fog watch that will turn me back into a timelord, or to discover how to gain the strength and abilities i feel as if i warrant. i hate this body, the face is pretty and the shape is pretty nice, it is pretty physically imposing for something so out of practice using force, but bio-chemically it's pathetic, i'm prone to sinus problems and now i have an allergy, i really wish i could "pimp my genes" my damn brother is pretty and as of yet has no allergies, i resent him so much. curse this vehicle, when its time to leave i won't miss it, there is no such thing as a beautiful corpse and vanity is all this body has going for it.

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Me: *rising from the toilet and pulling up my pants and undies* i feel like a toad that just threw up its stomach. *flush toilet*

poop is always good in quotes

♥ JD Person ♥

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!

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