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Wednesday, September 12, 2007


Just waste away.
i realize that is all i do whilest i'm in school, waste time, i really feel like i get nothing substancial done while i'm attending school, i go there and sit through my 4 electives and my 2 required classes, basically everything i'm learning right now is nothing but filler, i come home and i waste my life away here or at my dad's house.

visiting you guys and doing other stuff on the otaku seems a bit more substancial than playing around with my PS2 while i'm at my dad's house. i really am tired of "Gundam vs. Zeta Gundam" but i have nothing else to do while i'm there so i just waste 5 hours twice a week and then 16 or so hours over the weekend, if i could use the computer while i was there i'd feel like i was doing a bit more. all i do that i feel has meaning involves computers, either hanging out on here or, more meaningful in my eyes, writing AP. i really feel like crap because i'm ignoring my story, i really love writing it and i have no time it seems to ever work on it, i haven't even touched a chapter since i got back in school a little over a week ago. i really want to start up the next chgapter but my damn poiintless school work gets in the way while i'm here. i have so much shit to do here and nothing to do at my dad's. and even fucking better i have to do research for some bullshit fucking project because my piece of shit teacher decided that we need to get part of a project done before another part, the one we need to get done is the research, which means i have to waste my free time today looking for information on ancient african huts, and i can't do this crap at my dad's house because he has no computer, so once again i must waste my only chance to write my story today to find some information about some bullshit grass huts. man to let loose with the profanity when i'm pissed.

oh well, just take a deep breath and move on its not as if being some whiny piece of shit gets anything done. i know how to relax, which is what we're doing in drama tomorrow, laying on the floor and "relaxing" she says it will be the best hour of our high school career, i disagree, free-day in computer class was always my favorite, laying on the floor is going to be so boring, and worst of all i have to then lug a pillow around everywhere with me, that's going to be a pain in the ass, this is all such bullshit, i'm having to waste my time and do nothing, that hour is going to seem like eternity.

but i'm going to like drama, its going to be an easy semester, because iits all about getting over stage fright, which i nhever have unless i'm in german class, but thats because i'm having to speak a foreign language, in my native language of american [Gordan Ramsay and Christopher Eccleston speak english, i speak american] i can yap on inceasantly with no fear at all, my only problem is thaqt i usually have "too much" fun and i'm "too relaxed" and i start cracking jokes and being a general jack-off, so i'll actually have to focus on my little bits of acting or improv.

today lispy [my drama teacher lisps like an offensive gay stereotype] made a bunch of people stay in front of the class and do tthings to prove how afraid it will make you. i wish i were sent up there, all she said to do was so easy, all the exercises where out of the book so i knew everything she was trying to do, but oh well i'll get my chance.

collage went over easy, i got done with it in 10 minutes because of all the pics i had, i'm like a crazy person, even after the letter is done i write on the envelope, so i kept printing more stuff out monday night, so i had lots of extras left over, my friend josh was underprepared so he was forced to use anime characters he'd never heard of, because he's lazy like that.

well i'm going to fall out now, i'll be back after i get all my work* done.

-Quote-

"legally a pig pen needs be no larger than the length of the pig"

-British law

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*: pointless bullshit assigned to me by my worthless educators in an attempt to make me do more work for my grades in ELECTIVES!

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