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Birthday
• 1990-02-12
Gender
• Male
Location
• in my own little universe, the entrance to which is somewhere in inkster michigan
Member Since
• 2005-03-25
Occupation
• slacker/writer/brooding mystic/spaz/idiot/confused wandering lost soul/puppy [in joke] Straight, brown haired Eiri Yuki
Real Name
• J-D, Got it memorized?

Personal

Achievements
• i've managed to spend 10 years in school and never had a girlfriend, thats an achievment in its sadness. but i've been in school 12 years now...
Anime Fan Since
• i first saw Gundam Wing
Favorite Anime
• Chobits, Gundam Seed,excel saga, Bleach, Naruto, Ergo Proxy, Blood +, Myhthical Dectective Loki Ragnarok, Makai Senki Disgaea, Tokko, Pucca, Gravitation, Ikki Tousen, Full Metal Panic, Kare Kano, Blue Gender, GITS, Cromartie High, inuyasha,.hack,kenshin,
Goals
• to gain good friends and to meet up with "someone" over the summer.
Hobbies
• writing my Flamer Fic, surfin' the net, training with various weapons
Talents
• annoying people, being crafty in times of trouble

myOtaku.com: JD Person

Monday, September 3, 2007

Shave with a bowling pin.
no one seemed to like my Mac joke equating Linux to a manual shaver, Microsoft to an electric shaver and Apple to a bowling pin, i found it quite hilarious when my brother did it, but maybe its funnier when you actually succeed at photoshopping them together, i can't do that so i guess i just can't be funny, oh curse my lack of humor.

well i finished the next chapter of my story, not that it really matters, i have so very few readers and Bev's computer is broken, so i can't have her proof-read it so its really all just a waste of time. i will continue writing though because i love to weave my own little reality. so even if no one reads it i'll still try posting it and sending it to people. i'm just taking a break for a few days to enjoy all the internet i ignored because i was writing, i don't really know if it will cheer me up but i guess i can always try.

i am so freaked about going back to school, there are just so manything things going through my head and i can't really stop any of them. i really hate feeling this way, i wish i were stronger right now because deep down i'm afraid, i don't feel that sort of fear sensation in my body anymore, but i'm still worried about all kinds of stuff. first off i never got my report card, so i don't know how i did in a couple of my classes, because i was a little shaky in them for a while, and i'm afraid i failed on, because i've never failed a class before, so i'm so worried that i might of this time, not at all for the reasons most people would be worried, for me its because i want to ghraduate with all 24 credits, i don't want any of my credits missing, just for purely asthetic reasons i want to see my nice 18 on my next report card, then next semester 21 and finally 24, i don't want any 23s or 23.5s, i want my whole 24, or else i'll never show my report card to anyone ever again [not that i go around showing it off now]. i'm just vain like that, i suppose its not good to be the waty i am but don't care, i love being myself and i'm happy to inhabit the body i do.

then there are my classes this year, i'm so afraid of drama and pschology, i heard the pschology teacher is a bit of a whack-nut and drama s a lone story. see since i was in 4th grade i wanted to be a cryptozoologist, and discover new animals, but that dream fell through when i took biology and realized how much i hate scientific research, so after watching a lot of anime over my lifetime i decided i could be a voice actor, so i signed up for drama. wel now i really don't know what i want to be, and even back then i was worried i'd fail drama because i never really was good at expressing emotion, so i'm afraid that my inability to act will once again put me on shaky grades, but then again maybe i really can act and i never knew until now, they say drama 1 is a cich anyway so maybe i'll be alright, i really have no idea what the fuck is going on in my life and this little tempest of bad feelings, fear and angst is really ruining my last few moments of freedom before school starts again, i can't even enjoy my last night and soon day of because of all the shit my head is filling up with. i feel like Shinobu from Ninja Nonsense all my emotions keep swirling around my head.

but i feel bliss inside again, or zen... whatever you call it, a sort of inner peace, i usually go into that mode when i get too emotional in the negative direction, i thibk my body fucks with the chemicals and keeps me stable to keep me from flipping the fuck out like i'm prone to. i guess if my body can manipulate my emotions for a few more moments i'll be good. besides school isn't all that bad once you get used to it, i might as well enjoy my last year in the big social experiment in mass peer interaction called "school" if i'm going out it might as well be with a mother fucking bang so no more bitching and lets ROLL!!!!

ah, i love me, i'm so easy to manipulate...

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♥ JD Person ♥

HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!
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