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Monday, August 13, 2007


Requiem of love: Part 8
i'd like to say that yes, in most cases "requiem" refers to funeral speeches, so the few of you that brought up that little point to infact have a good standing in your beliefs, being as that is the formal and most common definition. but requiem can just refer to general rememberances as well, so technically i'm using it correctly as well. truth be told my first exposer to the term came from the heartless from kingdom hearts called Green Requiem, so i'm not really in any position to be bragging about my about my vocabulary, just my "expert" use of wiki.

as for my little Zabimaru joke, i don't think that there is any limit on syllables, words or letters that go into penis names, i mean calling your penis Zabimaru is perfectly fine, hell if you want to call it Konjiki Ashisogi Jizo go ahead, though i think you might scare some people if it shares a resemblance. but i still like the idea of calling out to your member like a zanpakuto release, i just need to find out the name of mine, i feel like Kenpachi! i feel as if it would probably involve the words "majestic" "beautiful" asnd probably "tool" or "sword/blade" but i must practice with it more to learn its name.

but enough of my phallic Bleach jokes, time to give you guys the details on my last day with Bev. we both woke up miserably sick, i couldn't even stand up without feeling like i was on the poseidon and it was flipping over. so me and Bev just layed together and cuddled for like 7 hours, well cuddled and fondled, there was a bit of naughtiness but mostly just cuddling. the naughtiness distracted me from the sickness, so i guess you could say carnal delights were my cure. but most of the time we just layed there and held each other, kissing and caressing each other. she fell asleep so i just watched her sleepp, and listened, Bev makes wierd noises when she sleeps. i just watched her there, and wished i never had to leave.

but eventually my mom came in and told us it was time to leave, we had already been crying a little to each other, but once we got in the car the water works really started, all on my part, i was suprised how well Bev held up. well we got to the airport and drove up too far, so we ended up walking back to the spirit port. we sat around until Bev's dad got there with the little siblings and Bev's other younger sibling, and we headed up to the shopping center part of the airport, there were copies of the giftshops from all the casinos, which i probably should have visited, but instead, with almost no time left i made one last starbucks run, and they messed up my order twice, first trying to give me a vanilla smoothy, then trying to give me my order hot instead of iced, when i finally got my order the bitch looked at me all pissed off, i still had the hot one, should have thrown it in her face. but no time for that, because me and bev ran back to our parents and sipped down our driks, kissing each other and saying how much we'd miss each other. as it was time to leave we hugged and sobbed, and our parents laughed, that mockery will not soon be forgotten, we're picking out their retirement homes one day.

well Bev and her family departed from us, and i didn't feel much worse, until i turned away, and for the first time in more than a week, couldn't see her and knew i wouldn't again. so yeah, at that point is was the ugly scrunchy-face crying, all through baggage check, and into the waiting area i was just leaking water like i was going into contractions. my mom said she'd get me a momento, so i searched for a shirt i saw before while i was with bev, but i found none, nor could i find any MP3 charging batteries, so i just walked around with the feeling that "happy" was gone from my feeliings and that my chest had been torn open and my heart and soul shredded, i did find a charger, mounted to wall, so i just sad crying, holding my cheap-ass biglots MP3 player hooked up to the sidekick mini-USB port, and my arm all drawn on as a last gift from bev, boy did i feel like a joke. well i got on the plane with my Minute maid lemonade in a bottle, as well as TGI Fridays mozerella sticks and potato skins, i ate and listened to my MP3 player while i cried, until they all ran out, then i just felt nothing, and watched out the window as i cried numbly until i git home. i met my brother again, got my dog back, and heard pizza recipes, i then just got home, did a shitty update and called Bev, thus ends my adventures in Vegas.

-Quote-

"this arm is property of Beverly G, and everything connected to it too."

-Written on my arm by my lover.

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