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Sunday, May 27, 2007


root of the problem
damn, i seem to have misunderstood the problem of my site, its not that people don't come, its that they don't comment, my mappy things says i got 9 visitors, but it seems that only 4 of them commented, which means my comments are down by 33% i'm become less relevent! Oh damn it!

oh well, at least now i can speculate that it is more about the quality of my posts than the clutter on my site, though that is not any more comforting, it'd still be nice to pin down the problem. if it is the posts being uncommentable, then there really is nothing i can do about that because i'll be myself, and post the same way about the same things, so i guess i may eventually drive all my friends away and no one will talk to me and i'll basically become washed up and nothing on here. well that just sounds chipper and fun!

UFC was tonight, all i can say about that was that there were a lot of awesome knock-outs, suprisingly none of them by Chuck Liddel, who got his ass handed to him by a newcomer guy. i still want to see Dana beat the living shit out of Tito, but that will never happen, but i Dana could always offer Tito a shot at Rampage now that he is the champ, i mean if Chuck slaughtered Tito twice, and Rampage beat Chuck twice thay means i will be very happy at the end of a Rampage Tito fight.

i spent all today being lazy and playing video games basically, i'm extremly close to finishing Dragon Quest VIII, i'm just trying to get the blatant fanservice character her lolita dominatrix outfit, being as there is nothing to compliment a fanservice character who fights with a whip in my eyes. i'm pretty suprised that a square enix game had such a weak plot and no real homo-erotism, they really must be slipping at square, of course maybe the lack of boys who seem to like other boys a little more than normal is because everyone in the game is supposedly british, so if they made anyone gay if they're already british it'd just be redundant.

Bev is on a family vacation to lake mead right now, so i've got a lot of down time, as well as a bit of loneliness, but its fine, i can still call her cell and she'll be back some time tomorrow. meanwhile my damn brother is irritating me with his girlfriend, i swear he does things with her just to fuck with me sometimes, of course i'm also very vain and paranoid so i'm sure that plays into things. but the two of them are always disapearing together for large amounts of time, they go into his room for hours supposedly watching TV, they always go out for nights on the town together, and then are all cuddly on the couch together, and while i see nothing wrong with them doing these things it really fills me with passion and ambission, and that irks me a bit, because right now there is really nothing i can do about it. today he was tickling her thigh right infront of me, that was just uncomfortable to watch, i really think that was kinda pushing decency, but then again it gives me fodder for when i can bring Bev over to meet them if bro is pushing it that far i'm sure i'd go a bit further, gotta pay him back in interest, stupid brother, damn hormones, acursed love-freak mind. ay, all these things come together and chain react, causing me to be the bitter whiny bitch that blogs about how much he resents his bother who he really likes. i'm such a messed up and horrible person.

and i bet this post will get very few comments either, i guess i just can't connect with you peoplezez anymore, i won't leave though, i guess i'll just run myself into the groundm until i have no visitors and everyone hates me, because i'm not a quitter, i'd rather ruin myself than quit while i'm ahead, or who knows, i could end up being beloved by the masses like Magnus.

in the mean time, read my posts, maybe read AP, and i guess continue to ignore my requests, its fine, i don't expect things anymore, so every comment or bit of help i get is a miracle to me.

-Quote-

"Tito has to date Jenna Jameson, he has to convince people hre's capable of positive human interaction."

-Me

visit my distant lover. [Reason plays, quite apt]


HAIL ZEON!!!!!!!!!!!!

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