Wednesday, February 18, 2004
Hey. I'm not feeling too good right now. Everyone in my family seems to be mad at me for one reason or another. My parents want me to be this strait-A student (which isn't going to happen) so they're mad at me for that. My older sis hates everything and only talks to our dog (?). My younger sis can't stand it when she's wrong and has the worst mood swings (and she's not even a teenager yet!). And my youngest sis is just a big baby who has to get everything she wants whether she deserves it or not. *sigh* I don't know what to do. I really just don't care anymore...
I think my friend sumed it up best yesterday. "High school is just one big sleep-deprivation test." I feel tired all the time now. I'm never sure if I'm really here or if this is all just one big dream. Is any of this real? Are we living in some fantasy world that only exists in our minds? I'm not sure why I'm telling all of this, I guess I just had to say it sometime, even if no one reads it. *sigh*
Well, I'm done ranting now. Catch ya later!
"Wake me up inside, wake me up inside.
Call my name and save me from the dark.
Bid my blood to run, before I come undone.
Save me from the nothing I've become."