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myOtaku.com: jaydeenvy


Wednesday, November 16, 2005

Hi all..
Well I haven't updated for a while.. and I have the capacity to now, so look at me update :)

I'm hoping to get to everyone's sites soon. Maybe tonight, depending on whether I pass out or not.

I'm living with a friend. I have a job interview soon. I'm in love. That about sums up my life right now. Oh and I'm DM-ing a Dungeons and Dragons game.

I get to see my friends here pretty often. But I miss my friends from what i still consider my home. Its been a couple months, but it seems like forever.

My boyfriend lives there still. It makes me miss it more. And winter was beautiful. We got snow here, only enough to cover the ground, but its staying. I'm hoping for more. I know i won't get piles of snow like I'm used to, but a foot or so would be nice to play in ^^

I just turned 20. It's kind of weird. I didn't feel so old this year, probably because I'm back where I was in high school. I'm in the same town I went to school in. I'm hearing old names again.. and hanging out with friends that persisted through college.

I want to go back to college. But sometimes I wonder if its really for me. The things I enjoyed in college aren't things I could make a living on really.. english.. and philosophy. I'd never be able to get a philosophy degree.. and i like english because I like to write.

I could write without a degree. But the difficulty of getting published (and of countless people seeing my work) makes me really nervous about it.. I have ideas. But its hard to put them on paper.

I need to find the drive to push myself. I have about another year until I will probably go back to college. If finances go well that is. I could work on a book in that time.. but I don't know. Its hard to become an established author in the genre i wish to pursue.

I am.. loved. I don't think I've ever felt cherished before. Its hard to tell him how special he makes me feel. I think I would marry him if he were ever to ask. It wouldn't be possible until one of use had a degree or some sort of decent job, however.

Blarg.

Well I'm considering redesigning my site. If anyone reads this, ideas are welcome. I'm considering a witch hunter robin theme..

Sayonara.
~jayde
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