Saturday, May 5, 2007

Prom tonight...
I sort of don't wanna miss anime though, lol. I am going to try and record some of it. I am really nervous about tonight.

So I am rushing to get last minute things done for my party next Friday. I hope it turns out well, I am getting nervous.

Ok so I really need to go start getting ready but I don't wanna, lol. I am going to be ready HOURS before we actually leave because My hair appt is at 12 and I need my dress on when we leave so I don't take the chance of messing it up. It is going to be a pain.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Friday, May 4, 2007

I think I am getting sick and Prom is tomorrow! :(
I got my dress back yesterday and eveything was fine, now all I have to do is worry about me fitting into it.

My sore throat has esclated to my ears bothering me too, I am super tired as well. My cousin may have mono and I better not have caught it or I am going to some butt. The last thing I need now is it get sick.

Time has flown by, next Friday is my party and I am NOT ready. I still need to buy my decorations. :( *sighs* I just can't win. I still feel uber crappy but oh well I guess.

Have a wonderful day! I need to get to work.

Jess
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Thursday, May 3, 2007

It's been ages it seems...
Well I was late to zero hour again! :(

Somethings have happened to throw me back into what I think is depression. I cried yesterday, and last night when I was going to actually let myself cry I couldn't only very few tears came. I wanted to, but they just wouldn't come. I don't know if this makes sense but have you ever felt this heavy feeling on you when you are sad. I dunno, I feel it.

I woke up this morning with a really bad sore throat, it still hurts. Under my eyes are puffy. Ugh, I think I should have stayed at home. I think I might tomorrow. But if I do I need to remember to turn in my time card today. I probably won't though, I get too stressed out if I stay at home. It might just depend how far I get at work.

I played bingo with my mom last night it was really fun. It was the first time I had been and I was really worried that I would mess up.

I started two new stories that I think I haven't told you about. One I haven't posted yet but I really like where it's going. It's better than my first story because it is more organized, my first one was really bad. It's called Shellshocked and I will tell you more when I get it posted, hopefully today. My other is The Glass Coffin, I am sort of having writer's block
with that one. But the first chapter is up. I wish I hadn't started so many stories at once. I have 4 going on right now. ITS JUST TOO MUCH!

I am going to try to visit sites cause I finished my work early. If I don't make it to your site I will eventually I promise.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Tuesday, May 1, 2007

   Have you ever felt that your just here?
I feel like I am not really here but am going through the actions. I don't know if that makes sense but yep thats how is feels.

I went to the doctor yesterday and had to do a blood test.

My party is in 11 days and I am so not ready. I havent even finished handing out invitations and everyone has to RSVP by Saturday! I am so screwed on time. I am graduating in 31 days also! I just have to go to work out of town though. I am really nervous about it.

I have some class work to do. :( and I still want to try and get too some sites. I tried to do them all last night but it just got too late, sorry guys.

If I don't make it today I will make it tonight or tomorrow, again sorry.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Monday, April 30, 2007

Feeling better...
Thanks guys for your comments. They made my day a little brighter. I am feeling better.

It was weird I had felt like I had after I gave blood. I think I may have passed out after I gave blood though. It was really scary when I gave blood last time. It was my second time but the second was worst than the first. I felt sick all of a sudden and they gave me a bag and ice. I started to close my eyes but the person taking care of me told me to keep them open cause it would make me feel worse. But it was really hard to keep them open. Along with the strong feeling to be sick my hearing started to get muffled. Kind of like when you are wearing headphones with no music. I remember that I couldn't keep my eyes open and just closed for what felt like a couple of seconds and opened and felt fine. The lady said my lips had turned white. It was really scary but I would do it again if I had to to help another person. That was last Monday.

Prom is this week-end and I am starting to wonder wether or not I made the right decision about going who I am going with right now. Oh well, this is my last year and I am going to make it good.

UGH I keep overdrawing at my bank and I think they are the ones doing it. I make sure I have money and I go take money out and all of a sudden I am over drawn. Other people have been having trouble with this bank too. I HAVE TO PAY 34 FREAKIN DOLLARS EVERY TIME!!! Sorry *smoothes out skirt* just had to get that out some way.

I can't really think of anything else. Naruto was AWESOME! I can't wait until next Saturday this past week-end flew by way to fast.

That guy that everyone keeps telling me I like, I am going to try and make freinds with him cause he never talks to anyone in that class. Sure I will get a lot of hell for it but oh well. I hope this goes ok.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Saturday, April 28, 2007

I have no idea why I feel sick...
...Yes I feel sick from last night I am guessing. I didn't make it until 6 in the morning like I had wanted to for relay for life. :(

I wanna do something today but I feel sick and lack of money doesn't help either. I hope I don't feel sick or sleepy tonight for anime. I don't even gave a clue as to what I am sick. I feel like I am so hot that I feel on fire, my head hurts like I hit against a brick wall. But the heat is what is getting to me. Evening with the arts is tonight too. I really want to go. It is a "show" put on by the art club.

*fans myself* I would go lay down but I went to bed and woke up at one. (about 45 minutes ago)and can't sleep anymore.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Friday, April 27, 2007

So long since I last posted
Well, yes, I am alive. lol. Umm.. I guess somethings have happened.

Prom: I have had about four dates bail on me and I thought I wasn't going to go to prom and then someone asked me! I am so happy. oops, that reminds me I need to get my dress to the cleaners.

The guy: I am going to tell you about this guy because I think I do like him even though I tell everyone that I don't. :( I don't want to like anyone. He is SO cute! Sorry, anyway he doesn't talk to anyone in that class, and when he isn't not working he is sleeping. I really want to talk to him! but I am scared. My freind nearly pushed me over toward him and thats when he, luckily, fell asleep. He started stirring in his sleep when we were talking about him, which made me nervous because we were like half way across the room.

Enough about that. I am so behind in my graduation plans. We have like 4 weeks left. I felt really upset when my freind was talking about going off to college, and all the things they had. I felt really bad that I felt that way and I am happy for her, I just feel stuck here. I want to start my life but with a break to hang out with my freinds that I have a feeling that I won't ever see again. But no I have to go start working this summer right away. I want to move away from this town, but no I am stuck here.

On a lighter note. Relay for Life is today and I am really excited and nervous. My uncle died from Cancer last year and one of my other relatives was diagnosed a couple of days ago. She has it in three different places. I am really hoping she pulls through. It was a horrible hospital visit, seeing her shaking and in pain. But she is okay with it, she is a really strong woman and I look up to her for that.

I need to get to class. But I hope you all have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Monday, April 23, 2007

Just saying I am alive
I dont have time to post but I should tomorrow, I woke up late this morning.

Jess
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Sunday, April 22, 2007

The day after...
Saturday was awesome for the most part. I stayed up until Prince of Tennis and then fell asleep.

I have been trying to leave comments on some sites but it won't let me. I will try and come back later and do it but if it doesn't work I will leave you a pm.

Today I have a ton of things to do. I probably need to make a list but I just woke up and don't really want to do anything. I guess I will get started on the laundry.

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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Saturday, April 21, 2007

   SAATURRDAY!
Woot! Today is Saturday and here I come Naruto/Prince of Tennis/Bleach.

Today I am working at a car wash for a club. Then hopefully get some shopping done. AND then watch some anime!!

Have a wonderful day!

Jess
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