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myOtaku.com: Ivy Isis Thorne


Thursday, May 11, 2006

continued
well, i met him at the river and he denied it. flat out said "i'm more intelligent than that, i don't smoke" and even offered to pay the $300 to get his hair tested. i want to beleive him so badly, but i can't really argue evidence. it was in his aura, i saw it, skyler saw it, and i can't really argue with skyler either. they're both almost equal, both like family to me. i don't want to be in the middle of this anymore. not at all. i'm so glad to have Skyler and Rose comfort me the way they are. hell, if skyler hadn't told me not to, i'd probably be cutting myself down more than i do already. i really do hate myself for not seeing it before, or doing anything about it. i don't know what to do, or who to beleive, if i can tell anyone...

after i confronted him, i decided to beleive him for the time being and we went to his house, since it was right there and there were bugs around. so i stayed there for awhile and we played Grand Theft Auto, ate popcorn, and fought over whether he had to walk me home. it was fun, i suppose but it doesn't really change the fact that i'm still confused and angry as hell. i'm a steriotype of an anghsty teen. last night, i cried the hardest i have ever cried in my life. harder than leaving the country for Kuwait, harder than when Skyler dumped me, harder than when my parents discovered i'm wiccan. i don't want to beleive it, but really, what choice do i have?

--Bond-Over-Blood--
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