Thursday, June 8, 2006

A big confession
Currently thinking: ,damn it all; Current music: At your own speed, by Yoko Ishida; Moon's Status: Waxing; Time of Post in Wisconsin: 11:00 AM



My Life

heya

Inutaisho: yo

Today was a normal, day, but I got to try out my new contacts.

Inutaisho: you were also good at your play practice

yep, I'm a perfect Posidon and yada yada.

Inutaisho: She's in a play called the Oddessy

I didn't get to talk to Joy today, Angel still hasn't sent my manga she borrowed, Jared is ignoring me for some reason for I have to tell him something important **blushes** Ayame won't stop talking to me, and Charlie is talking abou how he's going with the band he is working for now, and my mom is tired

Inutaisho: What are you going to tell Jared? **nudge**

**blushes** nothng

Inutaisho: should I tell InuyashaWindScar about him?

Why do we still need to bring him up!!! anyway, I got to work on sheep today too. YAY. Hard to believe it but it's fun. (read yesterday's post to know what the hell I'm talking about.)

Inutaisho:...Jared loves you

STOP IT. I LO- **covers mouth**

Inutaisho: HA I knew it. Anyway, another humilating thing about Akuma. She has been touched by a lot of boys at her school in the same place as Miroku would, and the principal wont' believe her

yeah, uh huh, sure. And here are questions to answers. You guys hate me don't you?

yamisgirl: yes conacts, they feel...well...strange. And I'm mad as hell at them because they wouldn't come out of my eye today, until I started yelling at them



Fanfiction

Note 1: If your wondering about 'ravens are accepted into the pack', well a year ago I did a report on wolves and I found out that ravens and wolves work together in hunting mostly. Crows, I think they are friends with wolves as well, I am not to sure. Note 2: Today's song is World on Fire by Sarah McLachlan

Chapter 5: World on Fire
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Akuma mostly refused to go outside. Whenever she did, she heard the voices of everyone, calling her scum, traitor, and much more. She knew that she has grown use to people calling her diffrent. but this wasn't the same. These words reminded her of how much pain she gave to Ayame and Kouga, how they had to protect her as best they could. She didn't like it.

"Akuma, I know you want to run away, and I understand why, but you can't just run away from your problems." Ayame conforted her friend.

It was the final month of pregnancy and the two were ordered to rest inside the cave, Akuma's Ketsueki grew worse and she coughed up blood countless times everyday. "Ayame, I need to, it won't be long until people find out you guys knew all along. And of course they will kill you."

Ayame smiled, "don't worry, Kouga and I can take care of ourselves."

"I just hope you're right" Akuma sighed, then felt a sharp pain and more blood blew out, damn.

Ayame had a pail of water by her, she handed some to her, "Thanks Ayame." Akuma drunk a bit.

Ayame's emerald eyes were lost in thought, Akuma doesn't seem like the type to give up on this kind of thing, I know she will run away. I must keep my eye on her as much as possible.

"Yo Ayame, are you okay" Akuma stared at her.

"yeah, Ow" Ayame touched her belly,"The baby kicked again." she smiled.

The wolfdog smiled, "well I can tell your child will be a feisty one."

"oh yeah, you're child I'm guessing is going to be rude and annoying." Ayame smirked.

"What is that suppose to mean..." Akuma glared at her.

"What else is the child of you and Kouga gonna turn out"

"Keh"

"It's the truth"

Akuma rolled her eyes.

"What are you two fighting about" Kouga came through the waterfall.

"just how our son will turn out."

"and our daughter." Ayame added.

"no, sons Ayame, SONS" Kouga growled.

Ayame rolled her eyes, "as if"

Akuma watched the two wolves go at each other in a useless fight, Times like this make you forget the trouble we're going thorugh. I wish I could stay, but I have to go. The wolfdog frowned.

"hey Akuma, what do you think your child will look like." Ayame turned to her.

"what...oh um maybe either have white hair with blue eyes, or black hair with amber eyes." Akuma thought for a minute.

"I think maybe my daughter would look like me but with blue eyes, or black hair and green eyes." Ayame pointed out.

"wench..." Kouga mumbled.

"WHAT DID YOU SAY" Akuma shouted.

Kouga twitched, I think the old Akuma's back., "what WENCH" he said right in her face.

"so, you think that if you call a woman 'wench' she is yours and she is your slave" Akuma pointed out.

Kouga wanted to play along, "of course"

"you BAKA" Akuma hit him on the head. She hit him so hard, it made Inuyasha's 'sit' look painless and like a simple trip. No matter how many times Kagome yelled it or said it.

Yay the old Akuma's back, Ayame smiled.

Kouga growled, great, the old Akuma's back.

"awww...the beauty and the beast are uselessly fighting" Ayame smiled.

"I never knew I was that good looking" Kouga smirked.

Akuma twitched, "Ha ha, very funny"

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It is the full moon again, Akuma stared at the full moon again. No body in the tribe, except Kouga and Ayame, knew about her turning into a wolf on the night of the full moon. So she was safe now. Stars were clear and glimmering. Mother... Akuma thought.

Ayame came out and sat by Akuma, it was a while before Ayame said something, "Thinking of your mother huh" Akuma nodded her head, on the account of wolf's mouth shape. Unless the wolf was given the gift of speech from the Moon Goddess, the wolf can not speak. "You should be happy for what your mother did, if you never did, then you would never be alive and with us now" she calmly explained. Akuma nodded.

"Ayame-sama, we need your help" Hakkaku's voice was heard.

They both looked and saw Ginta and Hakkaku trying to cut up a peice of meat, Ayame was twitching, "I told you never to call me that you got that" she got up and walked towards them.

Ayame, Akuma looked to the fire youkai claw that was still hung around her neck, Kouga. She looked around until she saw a bush...a rose bush. It wasn't the best, but there was no time to waste, she grabbed hold of a rose, and her wolf mouth endured the thorns that made her mouth bleed. She didn't care. She has tasted her own blood before. She placed it in front of the cave and looked once again at the tribe. Good bye...my love, and friend. And with that farewell, she ran. Ran like she never ran before. Of course she had to slow down at first on account of the baby. But she just had to get as far away as possible, I will never see them again...

Hearts are worn in these dark ages
You're not alone in this story's pages
The night has fallen amongst the living and the dying
And I'll try to hold it in
Yeah I'll try to hold it in

The world's on fire
It's more than I can handle
Tap into the water, try to bring my share
Try to bring more, more than I can handle
Bring it to the table

Bring what I am able
I watch the heavens but I find no calling
Something I can do to change what's coming
Stay close to me while the sky is falling
Don't wanna be left alone
Don't wanna be alone

The world's on fire
It's more than I can handle
Tap into the water, try to bring my share
Try to bring more, more than I can handle
Bring it to the table
Bring what I am able

Hearts break
Hearts mend
Love still hurts

Visions clash
Planes crash
Still there's talk of

Saving souls
Still the cold's
Closing in on us

We part the veil on our killing sun
Stray from the straight line on this short run
The more we take, the less we become
The fortune of one man means less for some

The world's on fire
It's more than I can handle
Tap into the water, try to bring my share
Try to bring more, more than I can handle
Bring it to the table
Bring what I am able

The world's on fire
It's more than I can handle
Tap into the water, try to bring my share
Try to bring more, more than I can handle
Bring it to the table
Bring what I am able

I promise, your lives are saved. Akuma followed the moon, not knowing who, or what, she will run into.

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Deep in the forest, a voice growled deep inside the throat of a youkai, heh, here she comes, he smiled.

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"Okay Akuma..." Ayame walked back after a few hours bossing around Ginta and Hakkaku. "Akuma" she stared at the ground, "eh, she must have went to bed or gone for a walk." The wolf youkai was about to head into the cave until she noticed the rose. It was wilting a bit. Ayame thought it was weird for a rose to be this far away from the rose bush. She picked it up and sniffed it. On it was the scent of Akuma's blood. She looked at it and saw bite marks on it, Don't tell me...Akuma you didn't.., Ayame looked up and saw stale paw prints running off into the distance, while Akuma's scent was growing stale. "KOUGA" Ayame yelled.

Kouga came out, sleepy-eyed, "What is it...damn wretch, has no respect for..."

"Akuma ran away"

"...What"

"Akuma ran away" Ayame showed him the rose.

Kouga growled, "I'm going after her" he tore the rose from Ayame's grasp and ran off into the distance.

"Kouga..." Ayame looked at him. "Please return with Akuma" she wanted to go with him, but something told her that she should stay behind.

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It was morning and Akuma was her normal self again. She sat by a river, coughing up more blood, "I'm away from them" she smiled, "They are safe"

"Who is safe" a mysterious voice came behind her.

Akuma turned to see a man, he was a raven youkai, she could tell. He had black hair and black eyes. His skin was a deathly pale and he had dark maroon stripes on his cheeks, and a handosom fellow at that. Akuma narrowed her eyes, "who are you"

"Name's Tsumi, dear maiden. Your's"

"Akuma" the wolfdog stood up, Something's weird about this Tsumi.

"Ahhh, I see your pregnant."

"yeah what of it"

"You wouldn't be Akuma-sama, wolfdog daughter of the late dog general, Inutaisho-Sama?" Tsumi stared into her eyes.

Akuma glared at him, "yeah,"

"Well pardon me, " Tsumi bowed, "I didn't know that I was in the presence of the Moon Goddess' daughter."

"What" Akuma raised a brow.

"Don't you remember, when you were born, your mother gave her soul to the moon god to save you, in exchange for her soul. Therefore she became the new Moon Goddess." Tsumi raised.

Why is this guy being nice..."Wait a second, how do you know of my mother's death."

Tsumi smirked, then he started to laugh a bit, "because, dear Akuma-sama..." Tsumi's eyes grew red.

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I can smell her, her blood, wait, what's this scent mixed in...a raven...oh no, Akuma don't tell me your in trouble. Kouga growled and ran faster, Don't die...don't die before I get there.

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Akuma growled, "Tell me you bastard, did you know my mother."

"Of course I did, I knew her very well" Tsumi's red eyes closed, "I even loved her"

Akuma's mouth dropped, could he be my real father,

"Unfourtunately, that Inutaisho stole her away from me, if only your mother went with me, she would still be alive and in the pack" Tsumi growled.

Akuma thought, ulike dogs, ravens were accepted into the pack. He is not my father, of course I have the smell and the blood of a wolfdog, there is no way, "TELL ME NOW, how do you know how my mother died."

"Because dear Akuma", he started to grow feathers on his arms, "I helped in the process of killing your mother" Tsumi grinned as he transformed into his full youkai self.


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