Tuesday, March 22, 2005

   (kant make up a friggn name up agian..)
Oh how I love him.. You might think that im violent and a bit kind.

But Im actually really depressed and angry...

I might laugh and smile,

but i feel so empty inside...

Every day i try to make myself feel better about everything that dies around me.

I want to be alone...

You don't know who I am deep inside,

I want to let my feelings free, but i just can't...

If i let it out,

i kno all that are close,

will fade away.







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Monday, March 21, 2005

   SPRING BREAK!!!!
Oh how I love him.. ok ok ok..i know spring break happened like 4 days ago(in miami-dade) BUT, immma gonna go to orlando, florida, UNIVERSAL STUDIOS!!!!!(does alittle dance)

Oh and hello all my close friends and kool people looking at this post.

w0ot! w0ot!!!

soo..*ahem*..tell me where you going this spring break, or watever ur doing at the moment..or..like..w/e...

inusamurai-sama ^o__O^ *~meow?~*
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Saturday, March 19, 2005

   Protect..
Oh how I love him.. you protet me from HIM,
you protect me from HER.

Why do you protect me?

Always around me,
Protecting me from anything dangerous.

why do you protect me?

You keep me by you side, never taking your eyes off me.


you should know by now, that
i will be always in danger, whether protection or not.

No one will ever protect me forever





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Wednesday, March 16, 2005

   WHY MUST WE?
Oh how I love him.. WHY MUST WE ALL BE PLAYING?
LAUGHING AND ALWAYS HAVING FUN.

WHY MUST WE ALL BE CRYING?
WARM TEARS FLOW; FROM THEIR EYES, EVEN IN JOY OR SORROW.

WHY MUST WE ALL BE PERFECT?
PERFECT GRADES, PERFECT BAHAVIOR, PERFECT WORK.

WHY MUST TIS BE ALL A LIE?
IT HAS BEEN THIS WHOLE TIME.



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Sunday, March 6, 2005

   i wanna tell you..
Oh how I love him.. I wanna tell you that i hate you.
I wanna tell you that i wanna leave.
I wanna tell you that your worth nothing.

But something is holding me back.

I wanna tell you that you suck.
I wanna tell you that everything about you is like death.
I wanna tell you that you have never made me happy once.

But something is holding me back.

What is holding me back?
What is holding me back?

I need to know, what is holding me back from telling you all these things?

someone please tell me why, because i dont want to be holding back any longer.



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Sunday, February 27, 2005

   what i feel inside~*
Oh how I love him.. You tell me what to do, while i say no.
You tell me to be just like you, while i push away.
You start changing into a monster than a good friend.

I want to walk away...

You keep telling me these bad comments, hurtng my soul and heart...
you tell me that Im the worst person ever.

I just want to runaway...

You yell and scream about your life, and blame it on me.
You keep doing things i hate, and you think its funnie.

By the time you want to bother me agian, Im already gone and will never come back to you.

You yell and scream, runaway from home to find me.

But I am already gone, and youll never find me now.
Besides, who wants to know a person like you?

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Wednesday, February 9, 2005

   Friend
Oh how I love him.. Hello friend, how do you do? How I love your dazzling smile.

Hello friend, why are you crying? I see hot tears flowing from your eyes.

I did not get to see my darling friend today, I wonder why.

.......I found out what happened to my dear friend, He died from cancer. He knew about the disease and did not tell me.

Days pass and my heart aches, I desire his friendly smile, warmth, and love.

I start to cry and realize something without knowing sooner,
I have fallen in love with him, even though I barely even knew him.. now all I want now is to be with him, even if it would take my life to do so.


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