Wednesday, February 16, 2011

i like troy. at work last night and the night before he gave me goodbye hugs/kisses. im used to giving people hugs goodbye but it was different. we didnt want to let go.

he told me i have the prettiest green eyes in the world.

my eyes are blue. :|

but i laughed. it was the streetlights, they made his brown eyes look greenish too, but i didnt tell him that. i just let him feel like a bad person. xD

im going over to his house tonight. were partying it up with his roomates. ill try not to get as drunk as i was the last time. xD

ohyeah, i work at a sub place. we put tenders on some sammiches.

he works in the kitchen and makes me the tenders. last night he was bringing me the tenders and he said "emily! i love you. i got you a present." as he brought me chicken tenders. i dont know what he meant by loving me. but if he meant it in terms of liking me thats not okay yet.

it takes me forever to tell a guy that i love him. and when guys tell me they love me i think its sketchy. but thats just me.

@the fuz i like your advice. ^-^
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Monday, February 14, 2011

i was suppossed to go to chicago to see an innerpartysystem concert.

my mom took me shopping today. :| i forgot how much i hated shopping with my family.

my brother was an ass like always.

the other was just plain annoying. he wouldnt shut up.

and my mom bitched because she bought be a shirt. by the way, it was on clearence for under $4. :\

my mom was really apauled by me today. xD because i have hickies all over and i have a new tattoo. im just one classy bish. #nofucks

i work with troy monday night. i hope its not awkward. i like him, i hope he feels the same. i want to ask him if he wants to hang out tuesday before work but i dont want to be too direct. but who am i to talk about being to direct. i fucked him the other night. why am i getting shy? (i was drunk. i probably wouldnt have had sex with him if i wasnt.)

normally im compleatly comfortable around guys.

i think its because im so self concious. 2 of his roommates are girls and theyre way cuter than me. and im not as skinny as they are. one of them is probably a fucking size 00. i wish i was. but no. no matter how much i starve myself im stuck at a 12. and theyre hair is better. and theyre more fun because they live in a party house. i just live in a dorm.

how do i compeate with them?
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Saturday, February 12, 2011

i was suppossed to get up at 7am today to get on a train so i could get to chicago.

but instead i went to bed at 7.

xD good night though.

i worked. then went home with a guy i worked with. we partied it up. got fucked up.

troys roommates like to play this game with new people. the awkward game. its impossible to make me awkward, or so i thought until one of the roommates whipped out his balls. xD

but in the end troy and i won the awkward game. :o

the past week has been rough though. just. a lot of stress and work. ive been oversleeping a LOT. i work till 12:30 at night and get up at 5:30. so the 4 hours of sleep isnt sufficient. i sleep in the afternoon when i can though. yesterday i slept instead of going to class. #oopsie

stephy- hell yeah i like my french class! i adore the french language. its so pretty and i like the way it feels when you speak it. and boys.


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Monday, February 7, 2011

shoes!



yeah my life decided to get busy, hence no postings. i work 9 hour days the past week. and i got a new tattoo. it says "it will all be okay in the end."

i really love my french class. i got bumped up to the next level. so that was fun. theres cute boys in my class.
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Wednesday, February 2, 2011

were all going down in the snowpocalyse. seriously. are you whitnessing this shit? cop cars crashing into one another. it sounds like the roof is going to blow off. i hear the SMASH of a crashing car/shit blowing off a room ever 5 minutes (atleast) and im not even in the city. lightnigngs reported across town. i seriously cant see out my window. theres normally 3 story cafateria and street laps that are so bright it keeps me up. in chicago part of wrigly feild's roof has been blow off and sent crashing onto the street. park shore drive is closed. and thats a fuckin' peir.

the internet said wed get 2 feet tops. 2 feet=no big deal. looks like weve gotton 2 feet the in the past hour. :|

we have lake snow effect, meaning we get more snow. all the snow on lake michighan is blowing tward here. :/ my dorm is seriousy 30 feet from the lak. we's getting snowed in.

and the worst part?

AND NOT A SINGLE CLASS WAS CANCELLED THAT DAY. :|

seriously. none of my classes has been cancelled.


THE INTERNET SAYS ITS TEH BIGGEST BLIZZARD IN 47 YEARS!. woo!




notice the snowplow is STUCK in the road. those are big ass trucks. :|




i hate nights like this because i wonder whos going to die tonight. :\

at least i have coffee. :3
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Monday, January 31, 2011

Yeah, my school started at 7:45. i just didnt go till like 9. if i went at all. #depression takes hold hard. some nights i didnt even sleep. i started at the stop button on my stereo all night then into the morning. other days i slept 20 hours straight. i left at 11 to go to a mental hospital for therapy stuff. it was Roger's Memorial Hospital, in west allis. i made it to every day of therapy on time. because my mom said if i did i could keep my kitty, Squeaky.

fuck. i miss her so much. im tearing up thinking about how cuddly and sweet she is. <\3 shes literally the sole reason i go home.

it doesnt look like im getting a new roommate. todays movein day and noones here. :o

this is a good thing. but i kinda was hoping for one, human interaction is nice. then i wouldnt be so lonely.

just kidding. i still would be. im not really homesick. like i dont want to go home, i just want to hang out with some friends ive made here. but im too shy to ask them to adventure yet.

^^^this is what we call bad friend making. :3 which is weird, because i typically have quite a few friends.



here my essay be.



Jesus was a Velociraptor

Raptor Jesus is the only true savior. When our lord rises again during The Velocirapture, heretics (which include [but not limited too] Jews, Christians, Muslims and atheists) and worshipers of TyrannoSatan (which include promoters of buttsecks and furrys) shall be cast underfoot and disemboweled by his holy talons.

there are many different ways to worship raptor Jesus. one such way is raptor Jesus’ prayer

Our Raptor, Whose art is /h/entai, shopped be Thy face; Thy donations cum, The Game be won. On Earth as it is on 4-chan. Give us this day our daily lulz and forgive us our trolling as we forgive those who troll against us, and lead us not into faggotry, but deliver us from /fur/ries For thine is the Server, the Banhammer, and the WIN. Forever and ever... Amen.

the second prayer is to be said at every meal, snack, and piece of gum.

Bless us, O Raptor Lord, and these, your gifts, which we are about to receive from thy merciful talons. Through the bounty of Raptor Christ, our Cretaceous Lord. Amen.

Followers of Raptor Jesus are easily identifiable because their eyes burn with the fervor of the righteous. They live by the following simple beliefs and most likely have one or more of these statements tattooed on their cocks:

Love Raptor Jesus or die.
Raptor Jesus is the savior of all mankind, and will deliver thee to carnivorous enlightenment. (Many have enormous hemipenes)
Believe in the Lord Raptor Jesus, or have your genitals removed
Raptor Jesus will rise again!
Raptor Jesus went extinct for your sins!
Raptor Jesus loves your kids!
The divine trinity of Raptor Jesus shelters us from the coming Velocirapture!
Raptor Jesus is my messiyuh!
Raptor Jesus owns The Hoffinator (Moar like ROFLnator amirite No)?
The second coming of Raptor Jesus actually occurred last Thursday. Many were expecting a massive Earth shattering event to announce His presence but instead He arrived on United Airlines Flight 47 to Dulles. He has not yet rendered judgment on the sinners of the world but instead is sitting in His basement eating Ramen, contemplating the fate of the world, and spinning a dreidel.

Proof you ask for?
Nowhere in the bible does it say that Jesus was NOT a velocaraptor.
What can walk on water? LIZARDS

But more than anything, religion is a matter of faith. Believe in Raptor Jesus and you shall be saved from eternal damnation.



^^^a really poorly structured essay. :3
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Sunday, January 30, 2011

on campus during the break. its kinda nice. noones here. i sit around and watch toddlers and tiarras. and sleep, cant forget about sleep.



but come tuesday class starts. i have a fakkin' 8:00 class. meaning, i need to get up at 5:30. it takes me 2 hours to get ready. even in highschool i slept in 'til 8:30. :| #howdo

i have my dinosuar report due monday! :3 #excited

my roomate moved out! she got a room in the oaks, which are apartment-like dorms. i rearanged the room the way i want. i think i get a new roommate for the spring semester. hopefully not. its nice having 2 desks,dressers,closets, and beds. with 2 beds i can have slumber parties! i -need- more space for my clothes.
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Wednesday, January 26, 2011

i spent last night in the hospital.
dehydration and not eating.

they hooked me up onto a iv and i was fine.



back to life.
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Monday, January 24, 2011

the things i love.

-lipstick
-shanda
-hairbows
-einstein's bro bagels
-coffee
-friends
-the game
-JERSEY FUCKING SHORE
-teen mom
-teen mom 2
-pokemon
-the site that shall not be named
-twitter
-art
-music
-quirky people
-boys
-girls
-bright eyes
-my dangly earings
-my neckelaces with steven and shanna's ashes
-myo
-peircings
-tattoos
-the game
-red hair
-reading



all these things i could be doing with my life instead of the negetive things ive been up to. so then why dont i do them?


i dont even know.

atleast its a start
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Sunday, January 23, 2011

i just ate the best italian chicken sammich and berry caek. so fresh and moist. rich with flavor. but now i feel guilty about indulging in such delicious food. like i dont deserve it. that doesnt make sense. sorry. its just not the sort of thing i should have. i mean. i have 3 articles to write. ive blown them off for the past 4 days. im failing my class, though ive been working my butt off. when i take my adderall ill stay up for days. but when i dont have it ill sleep 14 hours. i just suck at life right about now. so why should i treat myself to something yummy?


also the game.
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