Monday, January 23, 2012

yo. im back in school. so since im back here i might as well update myo again! my plans to move in with sean fell through because he couldnt find a better job. (he was at burger king working 5 hours a week) so i moved in with my grandma after a huge fight with my mom. i stayed with my grandma for about 4 or 5 months and then i decided to return to carthage. i changed my major to social work. i adopted a dog. he is a jack russle terrier. i named him chester. he is super cute and super nice. when i moved back to college chester had to move in with my parents. and their st bernard, bear. chester this little 15 pound dog cuddles with a 200 pound dog. its very silly. idkkk what else to say. xD i got a job as a dishwasher on campus.
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Saturday, July 9, 2011

hi guys. im home. obviously. i dont really have internet access. :/

things have been going really well. sean and i are still together and i love hime very much.

were still planning on moving in together and are planning on a town 20 minutes from home now.

im not going back to carthage in the fall. its so damn expensive. they want 30k for next year, which i dont want to pay because i feel it wasnt worth it. instead ill be going to gateway in spring, taking 30 gen ed credits there, then transfering to uw parkside. all the while ill be living with sean and hopefully 2 other of my friends.

i think about the move a lot now. we dont have a lease signed or an exact plan for where were going yet, so its scaring me.

also, sean has been getting on my nerves a bit lately. he get really jelouse. it didnt bother me before, but when i want to party with this guy i work with its all of the sudden a really big deal. i get why seans upset, because jordan flirts with me a lot. but its nothing serious. he likes this girl who lives in madison. and obvoiusly im not going to leave sean for him.

i just wish sean could see it that way.

im afraid this will only get worse when we move in.


i landed a summer internship at metaltek international. my dad pretty much hooked me up. i get paid $10/h to sit and type shit. its a pretty sweet deal.

but since thats only for summer, im going to be getting my bartending license.

i hev big tits. so ill make good tips. :D
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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

packing right now.

excited to get the fuck out of here.


but im not coming back. i dont know what i want out of life right now, and im not driven enough to get something i just kinda want. so im dropping out of carthage. ill do something cheaper in the fall. i can take gen ed classes for less than half the price at a state school.

also I HAVE SOMETHING TO SAY

sean, my wonderful boyfriend, asked me to move in with him in august.

i know its soon, and the whole moving out thing is iffy.


but im going to do it.

i think people are going to say its too soon, since ive been with him just under 2 months. but everything with him feels really right. weve known eachother for so long, and we always had a thing. atleast i think so.

and i needneedneed to get out of my abusive household.

wed be going to madison, about 2 hours from where we are now. its far enough that we can be independent, but close enough to see friends.

i really want this to happen.
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Thursday, May 12, 2011

im studying.

sorta.

so shhhhhh.



im going to have to get a miricle to pass french. :(
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Wednesday, May 11, 2011

hihi you would have been 19 today. and i cant help but wonder where in life you would have been. you planned on becoming an EMT. would you have been in school for that? i remember we had this plan to move in together with shanna. junior year we wasted time in creative writing looking up apartments in milwaukee. talking about ho...w youd get a job. i scoffed because i could never imagine you working. but you proved me wrong fall of senior year, you worked your butt off in classes. i wonder if that would have happened? or were we just dreaming of getting out of east troy. would you have your license by now? would you and wesssels still be together? and what kind of party would you be throwing? i miss&love you everyday. happy birthday.
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Friday, May 6, 2011

if one more person laughs about rick rolling im going to kill myself.

old memes are old and old memes are not funny.

:|
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Wednesday, May 4, 2011

im sick

and theres blood coming out of my vagina.

oh noes!


ive called in sick the past 2 days. my paycheck will be suck. :(

but atleast im starting to feel a little better.

ive been eating oranges, seems like theyre all i can eat these days. anything else will make me too full.



my supposed "best friend" has been talking about me. she's in highschool still. she keeps telling people how im always jelouse of her boyfriends, and how i want to be her. then she goes and tell my boyfriend everyone ive slept with.

now, let me tell you, the number isnt exactly low, but ive been honest with mac about my history and hes okay with it.

im never jelouse of her boyfriends. she dates losers. they just keep getting worse and worse. she asks what i think of them, and im not going to lie. im going to tell her that her boyfriend is a shoplifting pothead and that she can do better.


i havent confronted her, and this isnt new.

shes 15. i was a gossip at 15. the only thing is, i didnt make things up or exxagerate stories

but it hurts that shed say that. but i dont want to confront her and start drama.

wutdo?


shes been my bestfriend for the past 11 years, if it was anyone else i wouldnt have cared. but i do.
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Monday, May 2, 2011

i went to a coheed and cambria concert saturday night and it was so super amazing. :)

obl got all killed and stuff.

meh. :|

life is so boring lately.


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Monday, April 25, 2011

&NOW EASTER IS OVER.

im back with mac and im pretty happy with him.

i slept through easter, but i got some shirts in my basket so that was nice.

ive been playing some final fantasy IX. thats fun. meh.

i have nothing interesting to say.
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Monday, April 18, 2011

so im going to hunt for some fucked up noods. like pooh bear licking honey out of christopher robin so i can send them to belinda. xD

xD
xD
xD

the schools library records everything we do on the internet here. too bad im 18, and animated pron doesnt count at cp. xD

im seriously lol'ing sososososo much here.


on a more serious note, i met my new dog. his name is bear and hes a st bernard. hes really big and he likes me.

when i first met him he growled and tried to eat me up, but i gave him string cheese and now were all good. he loves me now. :3 i miss him already.

i start easter break thursday. pretty excited about that.


im single. tristan said "i love your boobs more than i love you" and i got mad. then he said he didnt want to deal with my insucurity and that i should forget it. :/

but on the plus side, my ex mac has been trying to get back with me. and this guy here at school likes me (or so i think xD)
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