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Friday, December 31, 2004


   Why!
Shoot man! My uncle and aunts are thinking of selling the house! My mom, sis, and I don't own the house. They do! I wish my father is here. We live with his family after he died. Now they are thinking of selling the house! I don't know what to do. If my father was here I know things will be better. But now my sis have to work and go to college. I hope she could hadle it! She is becoming a doctor. She have a schlorship! I am so finish with this family. I wish I am adult. I promise I will be someone I will be sucessful and I will know what to do. My mom and sis would not be dependent on them! I swear! I promise to my papa, mama, and sis. I will become a scientist or a business woman. I will be sucessful on my own grave! I will be someone! I really miss u Papa! Times like these I wish you are here! Times like these I could still see ur face and your voice. I wish you are here to make it all better. I just want to sit and cry! Just cry! But it will not slove anything. Action will. I wil be someone. I am finished with them and I am finshed with being so dependent on ppl. I will not be anymore! I am so Finished with Them! The thing is we are going to have a family dinner tomorrow and I hope I could control my anger against them. I swear I will scream at them! I swear! I hate the stupid world. I want to explain it better but I can't and i want to write everything but I can't. But I don't care. But I swear I will be someone and independent! I promise.
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