Birthday • 1992-04-21 Gender •
Female Location • In my crazy mind... writing stories or if you mean where in the world am I... New Jeresy *sigh* Member Since • 2005-01-25 Occupation • High School Student, Writer, Photographer, Film Maker. Real Name • Ken-Ken
Personal
Achievements • Getting out of Middle School Anime Fan Since • 1996 Favorite Anime • None at the current time. Goals • Graduate High School, Move to North Carolina, Get a job, Make it through Junior Year, and somehow get a book published. Hobbies • Photography/Film Making/writing scrips, scketches, books/ Listening to Music Talents • Softball/writing Novles
About Me
Gender: Female
Age: 17
Birthday: April 21st ,1992
Location: Somewhere in the U.S... Writing or filming something.
Hobbies: Writing, Music, Movies, Photography, Film Making, and Driving.
Favorite Sport: Baseball
Favorite Movie: Either Gone with the Wind, The Sound of Music, All That Heaven Allows, or The African Queen. (I have a lot more favorite movies...)
Favorite Album: Epica: The Divine Conspiracy, Within Temptation: The Heart of Everything, or Stream of Passion: The Flame Within.
Dreams:
Mostly to move out of this state and live on my own for a few years once I graduate High School and College. I just want to have fun and enjoy my life before having my ONE kid a boy named Liam Hayden XD. Oh and maybe write a book and get it published… or even act in, direct, edit, or write a movie.
Favorite Actors:
Rock Hudson, Jimmy Stewart, Harrison Ford, Clark Gable, Gary Cooper, Humphrey Bogart, Lauren Bacall, Jensen Ackles, Ewan McGregor, Liam Neeson, Paul Newman, Gregory Peck, Stewart Granger, Bing Crosby, Frank Sinatra, Doris Day, Ingrid Bergman, Gene Tierney, Charlton Heston, Rex Harrison, John Wayne, Robert Mitchum, James Garner and Cary Grant.
Favorite Bands/Artists:
Epica, Within Temptation, Nightwish, Visions of Atlantis, Stream of Passion, Leaves’ Eyes, Paramore, Rascal Flatts, Ricky Nelson, Bing Crosby, Doris Day, Frank Sinatra, Gordon McRae, Leanne Rimes, Kenny Chesney, Josh Groban, Michael Buble, Journey, Chuck Wicks, Jimmy Wayne, After Forever, Aesma Daeva, Savage Garden... I can't think of anymore, but I've got a music shelf full of more! lol
Me in Detail:
I’m easy to figure out. I’m 17 and I like to spend most of my time alone. I am, as my friends say, super anti social. I’m addicted to the internet and watching old movies and, most of all, Men. I’m simply addicted to men lol. I write all the time, in school, at home, everywhere and I always have music on. Right now I’m into this music type called Symphonic Metal. I’m pretty mature for my age I guess. I mean I’m told I am. Usually when I’m alone. I’m usually extremely calm when I’m alone just listening to music and writing. I entertain myself well and I enjoy my own company. I think so much that I need to be alone with my thoughts often so I can write. If I don’t write once a day everyday I feel weird and like my brain is about to explode. I often find myself wondering if any famous writers ever got that way. I’m sure they must have. I’ve been writing since I was ten and it’s just a part of me. I can’t imagine living without a notebook in my hand. I mean what do people do with their time? I come up with stories because I love to imagine a different world and a different time. I guess it stems from my wanting to be a part of the 50s so badly. Since all of the movies and actors I like are from the 50s I feel like I really am connected with the time even though I was nowhere near alive. Needless to say I’m very out of it when it comes to pop culture. I know movies and I go and see movies but I’m not all there... I don’t listen to the radio so I don’t know current music and I don’t do much reading with the exception of Shakespeare for school and Actor Biographies. I was born in the wrong era…. T.T
GO Y-A-N-K-E-E-S!
.:::Ken-Ken:::.
Monday, August 30, 2010
College...
Hiya...
So today I start college. I have my first class a little after noon. I've been so nervous about this for a little over a week and I'm pretty happy that it will all be over by this time tomorrow. I'll be used to it and I'll feel alright. Right now though I'm so nervous.
Everybody keeps telling me that I'm going to love college, and I wish they wouldn't. Expecting to love it is not what I need to hear. If I don't... then what? I'm not saying I won't like it, but what if I don't? You know? I'm just freaked out.
All of my friends have gone to school. My best friend loves it. She went all of the way down to DC to start school. I'm going to visit later in September or maybe early October. So at least there is that.
Another positive to starting college is that I might make friends. I've been pretty much alone since early August and I just need some friends my own age. Of course that might be easier said than done. I'm not exactly a sociable person. I don't like making new friends. I don't like the initial awkward conversations. I've been friends with Hannah for 5 years. We know each other and I like to know my friends. Making new ones is so difficult for me. I'm so used to the friends I've had. To make new ones kinda sucks, but she's in DC and I've got to be able to hang out with people my own age on occasion.
So we'll see how things go socially. It might take time to meet people I can stand to get along with. They have to like Epica or classic films to some extent. Or be willing to try... or at least listen to my rambles. It would be nice to find somebody with my musical tates though because Epica is coming back to the US in November and I bought a VIP ticket to MEET the band! It would be cool to go with somebody as excited as me or willing to attend. Right now I have my dad's promise that he'll go with me if all else fails. Not that spending time with my dad bothers me, it really doesn't, but he doesn't like Epica at all... He does like Kamelot though. He's going with me to see them on September 14th.
Hannah likes Epica and she wanted to come up for the show so badly, but couldn't because the train ride is over $60 and she wouldn't be able to stay for anything but the show. So we'll see what my friend search brings up, if anything.
I just really can't wait to get this burden of stress off of my shoulders.
In regards to my last post, I feel a lot better about being alone. In fact I feel fine. I won't lie and say that I'm glad to have nobody around, but I feel alright. I got over it. A couple days and I've convinced myself to get over it. I know the last post seemed depressed, but by now you all know that I am not a depressed person. I get that way for a day or two and then I talk myself out of it. I'm good that way. I always know it will pass.
I feel like driving to school early and walking around campus to see if I can't figure out where the hell I'm going... Maybe I will. But leaving at 11 when my first class starts at 12:40 might be overdoing it just a bit.
That's about all for right now. I'm going to listen to some Kamelot and try to relax before I take off. I'll post tomorrow about how the first day went. Tomorrow is going to be a LONG day. 7 hours at work and then a 4 hour class....
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