10/18/08
Giving In lyrics
Will you, walk me
To the edge again
Shaking, lonely, and I am drinking again
Woke up tonight and no one's here with me
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Caught up, in life
Losing all my friends
Family has tried, to heal all my addictions
Tragic it seems, to be alone again
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
(Oh fuck)
I look forward, to dying tonight
Drinks still on myself, life's harder every day
The stress has got me
I'm giving in
Giving
Giving in now!
Take me under
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm dying tonight
(I'm sick of all that faith)
Watch me crumble
(I'm killing all the faith)
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Watch me crumble
I'm giving in to you
I'm crying tonight
I'm giving in to you
Take me under
I'm giving in to you
I'm dying tonight
I'm giving in to you
for sean..<3
Oh, i don't feel anything
All my world is numb
Oh, i can't feel anything
For all my world is numb
Like a drug you rack me
Rendered senseless in the glow
Feeling manic until you leave me
Then so distant, heart of snow
I cower in your hallowed temple
Light a candle, pray for your love
Needle, vein, fire, i await thee
Raven angels circling around my head
I don't believe in love
I don't believe it even exists
Not in this place
I don't believe in love
And what am i doing here
If love is just an illusion
Then why can't i see the smoke and mirrors set before me
Is all that i feel just delusion
Or has my broken heart awakened inside for you
I don't believe in love
I don't believe it even exists
Not in this place
I don't believe in love
And what am i doing here
Oh, i don't feel anything
All my world is numb
Oh, i can't feel anything
For all my world is numb
I don't believe in love
I don't believe it even exists
Not in this place
I don't believe in love
Ashe - i dont believe in love
[i've not been feeling well lately
that empty grinding deep inside my gut
shivering cold sweats while i'm sleeping
confused, lost, and tired i've been thinking a lot]
walking over a dead world
sinking as i slide further in
lost in all the decay
in all the crumbling textures
all is gone now, all is lost . . .
i become like nothing . . .
i fade away . . .
lying cold and dying,
an empty shadow cloaked in dusk
no warmth, no feeling, no sensation,
no love, no god, no future
i've become a corpse
wandering aimlessly through the streets
swallowed by the city lights ablaze around me
groping through the choking haze surrounding
lost among this churning sea of strangers
[looking up now,
feeling empty
the barren sky
arching above me
i feel so small--
not even present
left behind . . .
forgotton . . . ]
all is dying, all receeding . . .
my world is slowly graying . . .
i fade away . . .
lying cold and dying,
becoming nothing,
an empty shadow cloaked in dusk
no warmth, no feelings, no sensation,
no love, no god, no future
i've become a corpse
[how are you doing today?
i apologize for being rather anti-social at your house the other day
i was extremely tired
not focused
however, i have a question for you.
(sometimes i feel the need to . . . )
i thought you might enjoy a little (un?)stimulating communication
without actually having to look me in the eye.
although i do believe that you would be perfectly capable of doing that
(look me in the eye)
you probably would not want to.
it's a rip-off
common, exausting, and depressing
expendable
confused, lost, and tired
i have been thinking a lot
for me:
stay away from all human beings as much as possible
(that is not working very well - but i try)
(sometimes i feel the need to . . . )
do not worry i won't call you
i do not think either of us could handle that.
by the way, i do like being here.
(goodbye)
-finish my thoughts-
ashe - i've become a corpse
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