Wednesday, September 13, 2006

   Yow!^_^*
http://i85.photobucket.com/albums/k76/wysterian_gal/ANBUAonENaruto74490285DD13450.jpg Yow! It's been a long time since I wrote in this section. Well nothing really special... We're going to have a skit on monday...my enemy wants to kill me...I'm sleepy...
well anyway, here's the lyrics of my fave japanese song by Ayumi Hamasaki...

A song for Xx
doushite naite iru no
doushite mayotteru no
doushite tachi tomaru no
nee oshiete
itsukara otona ni naru
itsumade kodomo de ii no
doko kara hashitte kite
nee doko made hashiru no

ibasho ga nakatta mitsukara nakatta
mirai ni ha kitai dekiru no ka wakarazu ni

itsumo tsuyoi ko da ne tte iware tsuzuketeta
nakanai de erai ne tte homeraretari shite ita yo
sonna kotoba hitotsu mo nozonde nakatta
dakara wakaranai furi o shite ita

doushite waratteru no
doushite soba ni iru no
doushite hanareteku no
nee oshiete
itsukara tsuyoku natta
itsukara yowasa kanjita
itsumade matte ireba
wakari aeru hi ga kuru

mou hi ga noboru ne sorosoro ikanakya
itsumade mo onaji tokoro ni ha irarenai

hito o shinjiru koto tte itsuka uragirare
hanetsukerareru koto to onaji to omotte ita yo
ano koro sonna chikara doko ni mo nakatta
kitto ironna koto shiri sugiteta

hitori kiri de umarete hitori kiri de ikite iku
kitto sonna mainichi ga atari mae to omotteta

English translation:
A song for Xx.

Why am I crying?
Why am I lost?
Why did I stop?
Please tell me
When will I grow up?
How long can I stay a child?

Where have I come running from?
Where am I running to?

I had no place to live. I couldn't find one.
I don't know if I could have any hope for the future.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong to not cry."
I didn't want those words at all.
So I pretended not to understand.

Why are you laughing?
Why are you by my side?
Why are you leaving me?
Please tell me.
When did you become strong?
Since when have you felt weakness?
How long must you wait
for the day you understand to come?

The sun is rising. I must go soon.
I can't stay in the same place forever.

You will someday be betrayed by your trust in people.
I thought it was the same as being rejected.
At the time I didn't have that kind of strength.
I definitely knew too much.

They always said I was a strong child.
They praised me, saying "you must be strong not to cry."
The more people said things like that,
the more even laughing became agony.

I was born alone. I'll go on living alone.
I thought that surely that kind of life is appropriate.

This is me saying good bye!

~laterz~

wish me God bless plz...I really am very depress...hope I can still handle it...by the way my newest enemies are-janezz, kyle, winchui & jose... Dear jenny they are the ones who made me cry this day of wednesday, sept 13,06. I can't wait to leave THEM! Enough is ENOUGH!!
Forgive and forget isn't my motto anymore...ok jenny? ^_^*
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