Friday, January 4, 2008
I am a loser. D:
Okay, I'm probably one of the most hypocritical girls out there. I say I'll post here more often, and then I completely neglect the website. Maybe it's just my life issues. I think I've changed a lot over the past year, and sometimes I feel like I really can't handle another one. I'm renovating the site again, mostly just to fit my mood. I don't think the happy go lucky: I'M AYA AND I'M A SPAZZ really cuts it anymore.
2007 was a pretty damn crappy year. D: Sure, it had it's good times, but this year I'm not doing so hot in school and I'm afraid that if I become any more aloof about my school work...well...I'll fail a class. I really don't need to go through that.
Even as we speak I'm putting off three projects that are due on Monday. Really, it should be illegal to give students homework over a holiday break. - -' Gah, I'm so frustrated. Life's really been giving me the cold treatment lately. Don't worry, I'm not going all depression on you guys, I just need to vent and this is probably the best place.
I get so tired of the whole "School is your life." treatment. I mean honestly, I have a friend that's about ten times more stressed out about homework than me, and it's effecting her in the opposite way. She's getting perfect grades, but it's making her really sick. She sleeps about an hour or two a night, and she's become really pale. I don't want to become an insomniac, too D: I like sleep, really I do.
I think the only things that have been keeping my sanity for the past two years is Gaia, roleplaying, my friends, and well...I think that's it. Lately, I haven't even been able to get myself to draw like I used to do all the time. This is so horrible. > __ >;;
I should be more positive, after all it's been nearly a year since I've posted here at all. I got an Ipod for Christmas. That's one thing, I guess. I've needed a new device to play music for years now. XP Happy holidays everyone, I guess (although it's late) I'll try to be more positive in the future, and hopefully I will post here more often like I originally planned.
Back to reading The Metamorphosis! One of the stupidist books written! <333 Ta-ta, folks!