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Friday, July 21, 2006


i'm so sorry you guys. my computer was all messed up so i couldn't get on. i hope you guys don't think i was ignoring you or anything. a lot of stuff has happened these couple of weeks. i got carmel color highlights, my reletives thing i'm loony and talk behind my back, and i've desided to live with my mom. i just don't get how my own reletives, blood reletives could be so ...mean. everyone on my mom's side are so nice. they love me and are always there for me. if i had a problem they would stay up all night with me and help me work through it. but my dad's side is terrible. example. you know that trip i was so looking forward to? big mistake. all of my cousins and i were sitting down stairs in the game room drinking coffee. i left to get more coffee. i don't make much noise when walking so no one herd me comming. but i heard them. i heard every word. of how my mom is crazy and how i'm crazy too. that supposedly i wanted to kill someone and they shouldn't have let me go to the kitchen where all the knives were. i mean they know nothing about me. they have never even met my mom and i can asure you she's not crazy. plus last time i check i wasn't a mass murderer. i get freaked out when a little kid gets too close to a car on the road. and then they pretended to be freaked and scared when i ran away. the only reason i came back was because i had to pee. and if they were really worried they should've be able to find me, since i wasn't that far away. i was taking my usual short cut to the beach. my aunts and uncles were like this to my mom too. since she was nice and they knew she would never say anything back she was an easy target. but w/e tuesday is the day my mom's side is going to orlando for their family reunion and i'm gong to go back to panama city with them. forever. i have no desire to be with people who don't want to be with me.
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