Friday, September 18, 2009

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I could lie to you and say I am happy but I am not. I have my daughter but now she is four days old and I have seen her for 45 minutes (because of the car ride.) It is the law of alchemy, I took so much when I was younger so now I will pay for the rest of my life. I hate this... I hate this life... socitey is some thing i should have never have come back to. Now that I have my daughter I can go... and see if this is all just a dream...
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Thursday, September 10, 2009

   MUUHHHAA HA HA HA!
Once again I am back and have a lot of rambling to do lol. I had a long day and now its time to relax and watch football ^^ I work like a slave but the difference is a slave can revolt lol. its all good XD I don't mind me hard work none^^ I got some more of MUCC's music and I must say it is awesome! XD I was thinking about some more squad life tonight but it can wait for tomorrow. I am working on a drawing for the contest call UPGRADE. I got something special for it ^^ I just need a scanner now lol. I have a lot of art to update but don't have the scanner big enough to support some of the lol. I should just got to Kinkos lol. Oh I have to go and get some stuff done O.O
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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

   I'm back baby!!!
I’m back in deep again on My O ^^ I have been away for quite some time; I have been super busy working and getting my daughters room set up. I miss the Otaku and I hope one day to return but for now I have to focus on my daughter XD. I have been managing with life (are we not all) I’m not going to blow sunshine, it has been very hard and there are issues I don’t agree with at all but it’s okay because change is not easy ^^ I live by myself and not by choice, but it’s okay if we have to run because when we are ready we all run back (we all know where that came from lol). I’m excited and yet clueless when my daughter is born. Her name is Rylee and still don’t have a middle name yet but we have to figure it out very soon because she is due Sept 15, 2009. I know a lot of guys can say having a child is scary but that is because they are not ready. I live enough of my own life to know that I am not afraid. I don’t run any more in my life; the only running is forward for me.

Anyway, I have picked up a lot of good music by MUCC, meth, Lynch, and HYDE and I must say I love it XD. I don’t really listen to American music because it is so much the same. I still want to go to Japan and maybe one day I can show my daughter Japan. I have been out of the loop on anime for a few, I have been watching Gundam 00 on you tube and of course keeping up with that [adult swim] line up on the weekends and AniMondays on SyFy ^^. I’m not going to make Nandesukan this year but next year I will have my little Otaku in training with me lol. I have seen that the price of anime has dropped some which is good, it helps keep anime in the states alive XD. I still keep up my art skills and draw here and there. I have a lot to post and once I really have time I will get them up. For now I will just keep saving them^^ I do a lot of gaming now a day’s lol. I’m on a COD4 XBL squad called ARCS and we have good times. I also play DOMO (Dream of Mirrors Online) at an unhealthy rate lol. But If gives me and my girlfriend something in common^^

We that is all for me, it’s very late and I have to work soon. I know there is no one reading this but it is more for me. It makes me smile to know that I actually got this far in my life. There has been more than enough times that the situation was grim and I questioned why I made it. Not no more, I know why and what now must be done.

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