Sunday, February 19, 2006

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I'm grounded. Until the end of the school year. For being late ONCE!! This time, she went farther than taking computer priveledges and stereo and what not. SHE TOOK MY BEDROOM DOOR!!!!! Now, I can't sleep at night because I don't have a way to block light from outside my door, adn I have to get dressed in the bathroom. Its so not fair. The only time I can get on the computer is if I get on at school, at a friend's house, or if she leaves the computer on, like she did today. That last one is HIGHLY unlikely. I have barely any access to my music, which is hidden in my bag, which is with me at ALL times. I swear, I'm gonna end up dying if she takes my music. Music is basically my lifesource, so, if its gone, I'm gone. -_-

I already have a backup of drawings that I have to scan, and its going to be REALLY bad at the end of the school year, when I get all my stuff back. T.T

I have a few e-cards to make, which I can't do until I'm ungrounded. But, I have been presented with a new challenge! I have to draw the Blue Diamond Dancers (our Drill Team) as..............CHIBIS!!!!! I'm not exactly the best at drawing chibis, but they are adorable. ^^ I'm almost done, I have four more to do. Then I have to colour them. This being grounded gives me time to work on my drawing, so I guess it turned out *Somewhat* okay. Wait, who am I kidding?!

My doctor also switched my Adderall dosage from 20 mgs. to 30 mgs, and trust me, it works. In english class, I wrote a 9-page composition over a time I helped someone. The meds bring out my creative side, I guess. But, the downside is, I am not reading as much as I used to. Its scary, because I'm almost always seen with a book in my hands. But not, I'm either working on english or drawing. I miss my books! T.T

Quote : "I cry to the moon because no one else will listen."

Song : Thousand Foot Krutch - Move


"Move"

Look, listen to my voice
If you're making the choice
Tell me all the girls and the boys
Either scream or rejoice
Let's make that noise
Either move or we will all be destroyed

[Chorus]
Move and show me what you can do
When you step into the circle and shake like we do
Move when you just can't take it
And move if you just feel like breaking it

Can you hear me? Stop, look, listen to my voice,
It was never my choice to feel all alone
This is my home
Back up , you don't know if you've never been here,
You've never been to the place inside, I face my fears
It takes everything I am

If you come near me, stop, look, listen to my voice
If you're making the choice tell all the girls and the boys
Either scream or rejoice
Let's make that noise
Either move or we will all be destroyed
Back up and let go if you've never been here,
You've never been to the place inside, I face my fears,
It takes everything I am

[Chorus]

I come crashing to the floor
And I know there must be more like me
I've seen this all before, I can't carry this anymore, break free
Breath, and leave until the storm is over
'Cause underneath, there's a diamond passin gover
So breath, let's leave until the storm is over,
Because I want to take you away

[Chorus]

The Drill Team goes to competition on the 25th of this month, so I'm going to get someone to record it for me, sine I'll be competing. I'll see what I can do about letting y'all see it.

O_O This is the longest post I've ever done. *Laughs* Well, I gotta go. I'll see you later. Maybe.

Faretheewell. For now.

~*Jester*~


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