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Saturday, November 10, 2007


   "I wear a belt of batteries, so I wont float away"
Soi Fon

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First of all, Im sorry pirategaara for not having ANY time AT ALL this weekend to submit your shit. i didnt know I had to go to my dad's house this weekend because NO ONE notitfied me at all of my schedule for this weekend. I didnt even have the time to finish my meme(dont ask), which is sad cuz when I did have the time yesterday I spent it pretty much on that only.

Well today my dad took us to Martian Child, it was a wonderful movie and it made me cry. My dad made fun of me because of that even though later he said it took a lot to keep him from crying too. He probably forgot he even laughed. And since we were at the mall and dad had some money he let my sibs and me get some beanie babies. I got a sister for my dragon Magic, her name is Scorch. I know, Im lucky that my parents let me buy stuff a lot. But whenever I buy something Im grateful, but after I get stuff I feel emptier for some reason.
This empty feeling has been taking over me A LOT recently.

Im not really happy at all. I hate almostr everything to an extent because everything's always diappointing me. Especially those fucking "fans" of mine. its like I dont even exist anymore. And the people who do pay attention to me, keep on bugging me somehow, it's like I have PMS ALL THE TIME. And now Im thinking about my fucktarded ex more than ever! Which makes absolutely no sense at all. And lately I just cant stop crying, I dont know why. Im even crying right now.

and now it even seems like Im enjoying deviantart more than theOtaku and I fucking HATE deviantart most of the time! I swear I dont know what the fuck is wrong w/ me. no matter how many times Im told Im depressed and shit I still dont even know a single thing about what Im feeling and why. You'd think it was just because Im a teenager but its not, I know at least that much. i just wish someone could help make me feel better and that I didnt hurt anybody so much.....dammit....

Oh and to those of you who know UzumakiKitai, I dont think she can really come to her account on her anymore. Im not sure but right now she doesnt have the time. Dont expect her to thew update or even visit. Shes really busy. But things are going good for her. Shes seeing a guy and she had a good birthday party from what I could tell.



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Sunday, November 4, 2007


   Musical!
Soi Fon

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Ive had this really good idea for a musical for a long time now and I finally hjave the main plotline set!

Its called Hairdressers. Its about this Australian gay couple(Julius and Martbell) who own a hairdressing company called "Hair Down Under" who adopt a 15 year old oprhan named Marcus and teach him how to style and cut hair for a living so that he can one day own up to the family business. But because of his fathers' sexual orientation he is made fun of and accused of being queer himself. He makes friends w/ a bitter goth girl whom he later falls in love w/. Someone who has been long infatuated w/ him plots against the 2. And this freaky group of emoes takes him at some point And thats pretty much it so far!

Ive already come up w/ a few ideas for songs for it and I want to try writing it in script form.

Here are the names of some of the songs:

"We're Gonna make you pretty"
"Consider yourself(parody)/Welcome to Hair Down Under"
"My Favorite Things(parody)"
"Oh Julius"
"It wont be Long(parody)"

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Thursday, November 1, 2007


   Soi Fon

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Well yesterday was Halloween and guess who I spent it. Go ahead, guess. Yes Otalu children thats right, I did homework. Though it was kinda funny because when I was on my bus I was kinda looking out my window and spacing out but then I saw this one (adult)person dressed as Tigger tail and all. He was going at the speed the bus was and he was waving to me and the other ppl still on. More proof that Im insane I s'pose.

Oh and today, I may have alraedy told a couple of u this but there was this one guy bending over to pick up his books and when he got up this emo guy ran up to him and started grinding at him. The guy gettingb grinded at was like "Um, what are you doing?" and the emo guy is like "I dont know.....Im kinda high right now....". I am STILL trying to contain my laughter.

And today when I was walking to my bus I noticed Midnighter Des8 and I wanted to kinda get back at her for making fun of my kitty Flo and I wanted her attention so I I whacked her in the arm w/ my lunch box. So we whacks me back by shoving my arm sort of. Then I started yelling and stuff and said "Sexual abuse!!! You touched it!! You touched it!! And Im not afraid to say it you touched my fore arm!!!" And I was yelling and stuff so everyone heard. We were both amused. Then we put our arms around each other and whatnot and these black dudes started laughing at us and calling us lesbians so we stopped. But when we saw chihirochan we all put our arms on each others' shoulders and kept on walking.

Oh and from now on me and Chelsey have decided my new name is "Conko", for the week anyway.

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Monday, October 29, 2007


   Whale Oil Beef Hooked
Soi Fon

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Well my weekend was pretty busy though it was fun but kinda tiring. This weekend I went to Cat's slumber party, missed the Adult Swim anime block, got an epileptic kitten, and went to the movies and saw Across the universe w/ my mom!

Wewll starting w/ the party, it was very fun. First we played Apples-to-Apples. We picked some of the most ironic cards. For the word 'doomed' I placed the cards Minneapolis and st. Paul, and I live in that area! lol We also played Telephone which everyone screwed up. But suring the game me and pirategaara got to wait in the other rooom while they were coming up w/ ideas and we were all like "So its just me and you....all alone in this secluded room....w/ a really convenient couch.....". After that we got bored and jumped onto Cat's bed and played 'Human Jenga'. UzumakiKitai jumped into the pile first and i said "Im uke!"(which means, "Im on the bottom!")and me and pirategaara, Zoey, and Katie started piling up on toip of eavch other. Surprisingly pirategaara was on top of me this time. And during the 2nd pile up we tried pirategaara landed on top of me and her boobs werein face my face for like a minute that wouldve been enjoyable for me if I could breath. After we all tumbled down pirategaara started laying on the bed and I got on top of her and UzumakiKitai was like "Did I just see what I thought I did?" I kinda squished my uke so I got off and started victory dancing. after that we played Truth or Dare, only 1 person did dare surprisingly.(Yeah, we're wimps...) And during the party animelover12344 said that me and pirategaara were her favorite yuri couple! Nice! And during the party I got really hot so I asked Cat if i could take my pants off and cool down in the other room, well I heard "Yes" so I did. Everyone became disturbed. And during the party while we were talking and crap Katie and Kellie were playing w/ my "shmexy" hair and got into a fight over it. then after a while pirategaara joins in. And I heard at the party alot of ppl hit pirategaara's ass or something.....Im gonna kill them. XD

Well Across the Universe was good but the love interest and romantic junk was rushed. Jude and Lucy just automatically feel in love and did it! Srsly. I planned on bringing Midnighter Des8 but she couldnt come at the time me and mom picked cuz she was busy. Though I definetly think that this one replaces Music & Lyrics in my heart.

Before that though me, my sibs, and my dad went to the humane society cuz my dad really wanted a pet around the house to keep him company and play w/ us. We met a bunch of nice kitties and puppies I almost wish I couldve hugged all of them. Or at least the bunnies! Anyways, we picked out this one really cute kitten named Hellouise. We decided on changing her name to Flo though. I picked out the name 4 her. But when we got home and started playing w/ her she had a seizure. At first we thought she was choking so dad gave her the himlick manuvuere but that didnt help and then she started peeing on the sink counter so we put her in the bath tub and then she started foaming at the mouth. After she stopped she was crying in pain but then she was normal in minutes flat. We're gonna have to keep an eye on her.....

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Wednesday, October 24, 2007


   Yes u have to read this....all of it! Muwhahahaha.......
Soi Fon

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WEll yesterday was anime club and it was fun but kinda boring, not nearly as good as the first day. And lately Ive been thinking I should take a break from there I mean we're always watching the Black Cat anime which I REALLY hate. I know I get to see my friends which I dont normally do but it always seems like I HAVE to go when I dont want to. Ive talked about this w/ a couple ppl but I am very very sure that I am quitting cuz I really dont like it there, I have almost no freetime after, and Im always hanging out w/ pirategaara and no one else. And when I do 'hang out' w/ someone else there, its either Craimer(and he s really anoying sometimes) or I end up getting excluded.

Today epecially this morning I was kinda upset. It was zero hour this morning cuz it was Wednesday and everyone was talking to me all at once. And not only that I had like a million things to do since I had absolutely no time to work at home last night. I even had to like explain it a million freaking to everyone who was at my locker. Though I do feel kinda good today because when Shane took Kellie's book and stuff I smashed his hand in between the pages I gave it back to her and lectured him and when Andre started bugging me again I flipped him off and everyone gasped. And everyone satrted bitching at me cuz I did that stuff and those guys totaslly had it coming. Whatever theyre almost all bitches anyways. And we had a fire drill today.

right now Im in school and I have to work on 2 papers, I have 3 but Im not so sure if I can right now. My teacher said I can do an anime chracter but Im not so sure if that helps at all. Im still as stressed about it and I really dont think I can get this all done right now. Especially cuz Im expected to do something brilliant when I am as far as it get from the mood right now and I have had absolutely no inspiration for writing something in monthes, even the lemon fic I was working on didnt last cuz of this. So Im just gonna procrastinate during my study hour until my head is cleared.

As for the 'good news', 2 guys want me to go to the Halloween dance thing at school and stuff. And farnkly I definitely dont want to go w/ the either of them or at all for that matter. Besides they're both annnoying and my dad kinda wants to set me up w/ someone anyways so I wouldnt be allowed to if I wanted to i dont think. Beside no matter how much I think I really need someone to rpotect me and care for me right now I should stay single and hope 4 the best. It probably wouldnt be good for me anyways. Though my friend is having a Halloween party this weekend so Im looking forward to that, even if I dont necessarily have mt costume ready yet. Ill still be the life of the party Im sure and if not, free food! And Im also looking forward to going to Anime Detour w/ Dan in a few monthes.


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Sunday, October 21, 2007


   Every girl is crazy for a sharp-dressed Caz
Soi Fon

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Well as I have told some of you, me and pirategaara had a sleepover Saturday! It was really fun. I introduced to her to Subcultured and Lucy's horrible dildo! Too bad I couldnt buy any pocky for the 2 of us, the sleepover would've been perfect! And after DeathNote was over on TV we did a bit of commentary on it and stuff. It mostly toned itself down after that. So then I went on the comp and started looking at some ecchi and I found this REALLY AWESOME pic of Hitsugaya, it totally made me and pirategaara's day and it almost made me forget how bad Ryuuk's voice was. oh and I slept horribly so Im gonna take a nap soon

And today after we dropped her off, me and my family went to the park and stuff. It was absolutely FREEZING out there and terribly windy, my fav. kind of weather. After a while though my face practically froze so my sibs told me to go under this "magically bridge" or something and I went under it and it was surprisingly really warm in there.

After that we went costume shopping and my siblings beeged for stuff, and my mom gave. But she let me buy this really cool hat. And when i was bored I grabbed a pimp cane and start dancing and posing w/ it and stuff. And then I said "Every girl is crazy 4 a sharp-dressed Caz" and my mom heard me. You should have seen the look she gave me it was so freaking scary.....in fact Im still scared.....and me no want "the talk" again.....

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Thursday, October 18, 2007


Sinsperations
Soi Fon

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And the other day I went to anime club, me and my friend Craimer attempted to do the dance in the Black Cat ending theme, we failed horribly. It was hilarious though. Especially when I was Train and I was about to kiss Craimer and he ran away like hell, that was most definetly the funniest part! The club president and her friend started doing it after the 2nd episode and they were great! Afterwards I burst out laughing and said "No fair! You did better than me!! Now Im emo! XD" After anime club me and pirategaara waited for our parents to pick us up so we talked about these really geeky boxer shorts I saw at Kohl's and tentacle rape, we Matrix grinded and I Matrix stripped(kinda)*, and we grinded air at the exact same time! It looked hilarious!

And guess who just got into Lucy Daughter of the Devil? Thats right, children......Santa Claus. I just love Lucy! And the nun! She kicks ass yo!

*for those of u who r ultimately slow or something Matrix stripping and grinding refer to the movie the Matrix where most of the action is very dramatic and in slow motion. So its basically stripping and grinding in slow motion. Thank you, bitches 4 taking my OCD to a whole new level.

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Monday, October 15, 2007


Shtufflez.......
Soi Fon

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Well Irraishimase tagged me so yeah....here some shtfufles about myself. And just so u guys wont have to go through the pain that Im going through I tag no one.

Name: Cassie
Gender: Female
Eyes: Light blue
Hair: Reddish brownish blondish
Height: 5'1 and a half"(Im short...;~;)
Weight: 89 lb.(And skinny)
Shoe size: 8 1/2
Skin: As white as it gets
Hobby: Ummmm.....u REALLY dont wanna know about those.....
Grade: 9th
Reads: Adult novels
Fears: Being anorexic, my own emotions, becoming totally emo(*shudder shudder*), Big doggies, spiders, bugs, and those "imaginary firends" of mine that attempt to kill me on almost a daily basis
Watches: People, its farly amusing
Moods: Outlandish, extreme, goofy, and somtimes flirtacious. (Guys, gals come get me!)
IQ: Zippo.
Nicknames: Caz, Cazzie, Cazzie-chan, Classy, Sassy, Snow White, Cass, Captain (hot)Pants, The Edge, Cassie Edgy, Right Said Caz, crazy bitch, Spicy, Bumble Noodle Q-tipper, Shigure, Gure-san, and Tisa. And Kakashi a couple times.....
Dreams: To becone the ultimate perv!!!! >:D
Pet Peeve: Stupid ppl, phony promises, secrets, and depressive ppl.
Funniest thing Ive done: grinded w/ myself and attracted ppl and almost got raped all at once either that or when that dog tried to hump me when I was 10....;~; Yeah that experience is probably what started my whiney rampage. :P
Words that describe me: Seme, random, package, spacy, irritable, dramatic, artistic, spicy, pragmatic and touchy-feely

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Sunday, October 14, 2007


   Happy Whorelaween!
Soi Fon

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Well something bad happened recently but I made a good decison after and Im probably over it especially since I got to talk to my friends KoInu Kyan, pirategaara, and MarthVader64 about it. So thanks guys for listening. Well my ex had a heart attack recently while he was in the hospital and since I was emailing his sister and stuff it got onto the topic of that. Things started out relatively calm but then she started blaming his heart attack on me it seemed like and of course w/ typical human logic I couldnt comprhehend that. I looked to my parents 4 advice and I did what both of them said and decided to stop being friends w/ her. someone once told me I should put myself in front of others, this is honsetly one of my first actions of which and now I can honestly say that is some of the best advice I was ever given.

Okay enough of the emotional crap! Time to get to what I wanted to talk about, Halloween!

Well as you can tell I changed my theme to Death Note Halloween, I even used music from Scooby Doo on Zombie Island! Now my sites all pimped out! He he he....pimp.....

And if I havent mentioned this to you guys before for Halloween Im gonna be a Devo fangirl. And NO I will not go Trick Or Treating, Im too lazy. Besides my sibs NEVER finish their candy so I get free candy anyways and of course I share it w/ my pop, my fellow choclate fiend.

Though my weekend was totally WASTED. And I am now royally pissed because of which.

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Tuesday, October 9, 2007


   First Day of Anime Club!
Soi Fon

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Well toiday was the first day of my highschool's anime club, it was very fun. When I got there I saw almost all of my friends! I even saw that random ass emo dude that shows up alot! XD

Anyways the animes we watched there were Black Cat and Tsubasa. Though I had seen those episodes of Black Cat a million times I still made a little commentary but during that anime I mainly drew. I drew a chibi Ishida w/ blood squirting out of his forehead! But then when the Tsubasa disc was put in thatsd when I started watching because I hadnt seen it before. Thats when I made lots of commentary. Like:
"I KNEW the sun was evil!"
"Heh heh. Mimes...."
"Theyre siblings???"
"OMFG! 2 bananas!"
"The singing penises lure her in! All hail the singing penises!"
"CHII!!!!"(we all said that at the same time)
"Mmm, Chii."
"Saving it for later!"
"Sting Rayts are adirable!! Especilly the baby ones at the hatchery at Sea Woirld!! *squeee*"
"Magical feather! Protect my balls!"

After that I started watching my friend Katie's sister Meaghan draw an elf dude on the whiteboard. The elf's peak buble said Im gonna eat you!" So I drew a chibi w/ kitty ears that was saying "And Im gonna steal your ears." After a while it be came a series. Kellie drew PacMan saying "Wakka wakka" Craimer drew a cat saying "Im gonna scratch you PacMan!" and pirategaara drew a Deidara saying "Cherry Banna split fun time!". After that I got really bored so I started to grind w/ myself and then Meaghan goes to me and says "Stop you have future." and I stopped cuz if I continued someone wouldve yelled at me.

The after anime club me, Chelsey, pirategaara and Kellie waiting to get picked up together. We came up w/ a bunch of inside jokes and we were trying to teach pirategaara to skip again. And now we think pirategaara's dad as happy, funloving prospecter rather than a creepy Asian vampire. and after everyone left, me and kellie, mistook a girl for a guy, huggled about a million times, got xsent flying bgy the wind, and came up w/ "Dotty" PM me for the story on that cuz its long.

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