Sunday, August 22, 2004

   Finding Myself
Posting another song just for the heck of it...

I don't care anymore if I let you down
I believe that I need to be afraid
I'm so used with my life with you around
I don't know anymore the real me

And I thought that I Found Myself tody
And I thought that I had control
All the change in my life just fell away
For a moment I didn't need you

All these tears that I've cried
You must be tired
Of taking care of me but,
It is what you do best and I'm a liar 'cause,
Really it's what I need

And I thought that I Found Myself today
And I thought that I had control
All the change in my life just fell away
For a moment I didn't need you

Someone like you
Someone like me
Maybe it's change
Set you free
Free

And I thought that I Found Myself today
And I thought that I had control
All the change in my life just fell away
For a moment I didn't need you

And I thought that I Found Myself today
And I thought that I had control
All the change in my life just fell away
For a moment I didn't need you

That song was 'Finding Myself' by Smile Empty Soul on The Punisher Soundtrack. And since I'm so bored, I'm going to post another song.

You took from me all that I had
With my soul and spirit
Killing everything in me
What is one used to be free?
Now to trod away the pain
I'll destroy all I distain
I'll become what I dispise,
Living someone else's life

(Don't Back Down.)

Don't ever Back Down
Don't ever turn around
My End has come for now
I come for you

Now obsession rules my mind
Risk on potient makes me blind
Stiching all whoever lies
Oh how I see them with my eyes

Don't ever back down
Don't ever turn around
My End has come for now
I come for you

(Aaaaaah. Aaaaaaah.)

Dont ever back down
Don't ever turn around
My End has come for now
I come for you

I'll trod you down
I'll beat you to the ground
My End has come for now
I come for you

That was 'The End Has Come' by Ben Moody, Jason "Gong" Jones, and Jason Miller off of the Punisher Soundtrack. Peace Out!

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   In Time
Nothin' happenin' so I will post a song on The Punisher Soundtrack!

I can hear what you're thinkin'
All your doubts and fears
And if you look in my eyes
In Time
You'll find the reason I'm here

And In Time all things shall pass away
And In Time
You may come back someday

To live once more
Or die once more
But In Time
Your Time will be no more

Y'know your days are numbered
You cont em' one by one
Like nothches in the handle of an outlaw's gun
You can outrun the Devil
If you try
But you will never outrun the Hands of Time

In Time there'll surely come a day
In Time all things shall pass away
In Time you may come back some say

To live once more
Or die once more
But In Time your Time will be no more...



I can hear what your thinkin'

That was 'In Time' by Mark Collie. Excellent song. It was in the movie.
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Saturday, August 21, 2004

   My Dad is Such an Idiot...
Today was eventful. Clumsy ol' Dad decided he wanted to lower the wheels on the lawn mower and sliced his hand on the steel... He came in the house screamin' his head off (Which woke me up by the way...) and sayin', 'AAAAAAHHHHH! MY F***IN' HAND! F***, F***, F***!'

And last night we watched Cat Woman. Dad has a friend who can get unreleased DVDs. Dad's friend is working on The Punisher. That is such a wicked awesome movie...

And tonight we are going to a fancy restaurant for an anniversary dinner... Guess I have to dress "NORMALLY" so my Mom says. No Skulls, no spiky things, no collars... What CAN I wear then?
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Friday, August 20, 2004

   Bleh...
Somehow I managed to survive the camping trip. How come Jed and Kastyl always want what I want?! IT'S SO FRIGGIN' ANNOYING! God... Don't they have their own brains or what? Anyway! On the bright side, I got a new hat and a fake Scorpio blow tattoo.

Katie's birthday was on the 18th (I still need to buy her a gift... by the way, Katie is Scott's step sister and we're like sisters.) and my Mom's and Dad's Anniversary was yesterday. So I missed those two events.
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004

   EEEEEEEEEK!
AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH! Today I'm going camping (Again...) With my two most annoying cousins Kastyl and Jed. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!


Jed will be asking his never ending question, 'What does blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah blah.... mean?'

Kastyl will be always wanting to go ON A FRIGGIN' WALK! And the worse part of this is that she says my name wrong! She says it as in 'Hallow' instead of 'Hollow' which really annoys me. Can't I just freeze the world for five hours to do what I want to? I guess not. Well guys, wish me good luck and hope that I survive.

Ciao!
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Monday, August 16, 2004

   Eyes Wired Shut
Kay right now I'm listening to Eyes Wired Shut by Edgewater on The Punisher Soundtrack. It's so wicked awesome. I still need to get the Spider-Man Soundtrack beacuse Chad Kroeger's on it. Oh and Scott came over today when he wasn't supposed to.

Scott: [Knocks on door.]

Me: [Looks through peek hole and sees that it's Scott and opens door.] Hi! You know you're not supposed to be here when I'm home alone.

Scott: Really? I didn't know that.

Me: Um... I guess you can stay for a while... But don't tell my Mom or Dad. They'll freak.

Later...

Scott: Y'know... we should start a band.

Me: I've thought about that too.

Scott: You could be lead singer since I've heard you sing and I thought you're really good.

Me: But I want to play and instrument too! I can't play Bass though.. I can't sing while I'm playing Bass. I need to get better at it first.

Scott: Okay... well, can you sing and play Guitar?

Me: Yeah.

Scott: Well then that's settled. You have a friend who can play the Drums right?

Me: Yeah. Jesse can play Drums.

Scott: And Ethan can play Bass and I can be Lead Guitar.

Me: Okay our band is settled! Now We need to wait until we become more accomplished in our Guitar studies.

Scott: Right.

YAY! A BAND! WOOOOOOOO!
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Sunday, August 15, 2004

   Uh... BE AFRAID!
Today I got my hair streaked black with moustache dye. It doesn't look streaked... I'm going to have to get perminent streaks (I feel like I can't spell today).

Right now I'm listening to The Punisher Soundtrack. It's so totally awesome. It has Nickelback and Smile Empty Soul on it. My two favourite bands! Yeah. Anybody watching the Olymipics? Eh. I'm not watching it as much as I should.

Ciao!
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Saturday, August 14, 2004

God... THE PHONE WON'T SHUT UP!
THE PHONE WON'T SHUT THE HELL UP! First my Mom was talking to Aunt Donna (Y'know, I'm going camping AGAIN with them on Tuesday). Then, Nanny and Poppy called. Then Dad called from work. Uncle Berry called. AND NOW NYNY CALLED WANTING TO KNOW IF I WOULD GO TO THE PUBLIC POOL! ARGH! Well, I see that the phone will be bugging me all day...

I had no bad luck on Friday the Thirteenth. That's what I get for worshipping the day!

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH! THE PHONE RANG AGAIN!!!!
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Friday, August 13, 2004

   WOOOOOOOOO!
HAPPY FRIDAY THE THIRTEENTH EVERYBODY! Friday the Thirteenth is my second favourite day (First favourite is Halloween... Yeah... Halloween). So, I wish all of you bad luck at this very joyous occaision. It seems to be raining where I live right now... WHICH MEANS MORE FUN! JA NE!
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Thursday, August 12, 2004

   Uh... I LIKE SKULLS!
I LIKE SKULLS! And uh... Scott called me the other day.

Scott: Say hi.

Me: [Sigh.] Hi.

Scott: HI! ^___________^ How was your day?

Me: Same as every day. Depressing, a waste of time, did I mention depressing? How about your day?

Scott: Well, I did some skateboarding and I... um... I did some skateboarding?

Me: -_-; Just say it. You went to Ariel's house and you had another bikini contest.

Scott: Er-I-Yeah. I did.

Me:Well, I guess it's time to tell you about Eien and Arsenije.

Scott: Who?

Me: Eien and Arsenije.

Scott: TELL ME WHO THEY ARE!

Me: TELL ME WHY YOU WENT TO THE BIKINI CONTEST!

Scott: Not until you tell me who Eien and Arsenije are.

Me: Fine. [Takes deep breath.] Eien is a fictional character and Arsenije is a friend of mine. Now, tell me why you went to the bikini contest. It's probably because I don't wear bikinis...

Scott: O_o!! Eien is a fictional character?!

Me: Yes. NOW TELL ME WHY YOU WENT TO THE FRIGGIN' BIKINI CONTEST SCOTT!

Scott: AH! Okay! Ariel forced me!

Me: Yeah right.

Scott: Seriously! You wanna talk to her? She's right here right now!

Me: SCOTT ______! YOU ARE IN SOOOO MUCH TROUBLE!

Ariel: It's true. I-

Me: GET AWAY FROM HIM BITCH! DON'T TOUCH HIM!

Ariel: Excuse me?

Me: YOU HEARD ME BITCH! GET AWAY FROM HIM!

Ariel: [Sigh.] I forced him to go to the bikini contest.

[Scott comes back on the phone.]

Scott: Whoa. You sure can yell!

Me: So... Ariel forced you?

Scott: Yeah. She really feels bad about it too.

Me: Well... can you say sorry to her for me?

Scott: Yeah. Oh. I have to go now. Bye.

Me: Bye.

[Hang up.]

Ariel forgives me and all is good in Scott's life. No more bikini contests for him.
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