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Friday, May 27, 2005


   Again problems
Tired of these issues!YA know what I mean? Here's a letter I finally wrote to my mom.
Dear Mom,
I’m sorry for all the hardships I’ve done to you. The only reason I wanted to stay with Tita Missy was that..I felt like I didn’t do anything on purpose. I didn’t want to come because you were ALWAYS bitchin’ at me and I’m tired of it. I already have put up with it at dad’s house and havin’ it everyday will get you yellin’ too. Another reason I didn’t want to come was because I feel as if you don’t love me and that I did something wrong all the time. That I was a HORRIBLE PERSON and was someone that WAS wrong. That Matt was the only one you loved and when he got you pissed I had to be the one to get yelled at. And when you wanted to spend time with me and Joshua, you would always have someone else to take care of. And when you got mad at them you take it out on me. Sometimes that’s why I get fussed at by Tita Bhelle and I never told you why. And I close my door so I won’t do or say anything that I would later regret.I felt the only way to get away from these things is to go to Tita Missy’s house. And sometimes I’d even think about suicide. I felt that I couldn’t tell you this for I would get you even madder. I felt that we were starting to drift apart and I don’t want that. That’s why I wrote this letter and these are the reasons. I just wanted to let you know how I felt in this letter. I’m sorry.


Sincerely,
Jessica Marie Garcia


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