Tuesday, March 27, 2007

   ok i accept
ok i will finaly admite to having a problem with cuting myself as much as i hate saying it but yeah the other night i got board and started messing around with a nife and befor i new it i have 14 x's all over my body, i dont even think i felt the pain, this is bad but i will use all my power to stop, wish me luck
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Monday, March 26, 2007

   well this is a first
i finally think i found the girl of my dreams she understands why im so quiet because she is just as quiet, she doesent boss me around, and this time our personality's go to gether,she has allready told me that she wont stop me from doing something i love "like being a daredevil",it is never a dull and boring moment with her even when we talk "which is all the time" its never quiet during class we text each other,like today we walked right after a rainstom and looked at each other and got lost in each others eyes "it was fantastic" i can tell this going to last because it is going at a nice slow pase in a week or two i'll ask her out because right now were just a thing but after that even though i feel it now i'll wait to tell her i love her in 4 to 5 mounths because by then i now that it is real, everything means so much more when you wait, every thing is great for me so how about you
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Monday, March 19, 2007

   lights out
when the lights go out everybody sceam
what do you see when you look into your darkest dream
is it me!....is it me!
so then tell me what do see when you look at ME!!
am i the dark vision of your past, future or the goddame present
why do you sceam when you look in my eye
and why do you not answer when i ask WHO AM I
your the reason i smile as i cry
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Thursday, March 8, 2007

   SHADOWS
I'am like a shadow, silent and hardly ever noticed, my words and movement have no sound, and when my presince is known I appear to be scary to those around me and if I disapear no one would care
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Tuesday, March 6, 2007

   demons
everybody has a demon or two but only a few can ever confront them,....but if your like me you turn into the demon lol, how about you
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Saturday, March 3, 2007

   I'm hopeless
the girl of my dreams-i want a girl that loves the same things i do, and when i look in to her eyes i want to feel as though time itself had slow down, and when something is wrong she'll come up to me and give me a hug and make everything feel better, and when i see her standing alone with her back tords me i'll go up to her and gently hold her and softly whisper in her ear, and she would understand my shyness, and if she doesent like something i do she'll confront me face to face about it, and when we would passionetly kiss she'ed look me in the eyes and say i love you and i would waist no time saying back and each time i would hold her near i'ed tell her that i love her more than the star's in the night sky,...and that everyone is the girl of my dreams
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Friday, March 2, 2007

   someone please help
what would you do if a girl told you that they still had strong feelings about you one week and also said they can try a relationship later but the next week she flat out told you she dosent care for you the same way she did (just few days ago)and that she will never try a relationship agin with you, but i'am over her, but i'm also willing to start off fresh agin
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

   here's a good one
answer me this, how would you act if a doctor told you that if you keep doing what your doing you have 12 to 15 mounths to live, just wondering? nothing serious lol (I'M OK)
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Sunday, February 25, 2007

   snow and ice
i'am so sick of all this snow and ice, I went to go see how bad the roads were in my car, I took a turn way to fast and did a cookie in the middle of the road, no harm done just scared, I havent told anyone about it
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

   found my way
I have come to terms with myself about the fact that I'am here on this earth for a reason, I'am here for the people who care about me and need me the most and because of that no matter what happens I will always be here, It took a good talking to from a careing friend for me to realize this, I was once lost but now I have found my way and now I have become a better person inside."thank you"
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