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• 1992-02-21
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• Mississippi
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• 2005-03-07
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• Musician, Cuban, your mother's pimp, and your father.
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• Helen
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• Getting awesome at the trombone is the greatest thing that's ever happened to me.
Anime Fan Since
• By the time Sailor Moon came out, I was already hooked like tobacco companies get kids hooked on cigs.
Favorite Anime
• I can't pick favs. I'm like Hugh Hefner, and all the anime that I like are like my bunnies... I love my wabbits...
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• I hope to get into the Mississippi Lion's All-State Band and a great college... Like Notre Dame... *sigh*
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• Being unique; cruising/hanging with friends; indulging in music, anime, video games, and the telly; hating sloths; making sweet music on low brass horns; stalking my old band director; injecting heroin... I enjoy many average things.
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• What can I say? I have an awesome musical ability that I'm always trying to improve, and I can think outside of the box! In your faccccce.
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Where's the kid from Paranoia Agent when you need him?
I've got this major problem:
I don't know if I should stay at my school, or go to the Mississippi School for the Arts. If I got to MSA, that means I have to live in dorms on their campus.
Should I leave everything and almost everyone behind for the future I've wanted so badly?
...or...
Should I just stay, work hard, and hope my dreams will still happen?
Should I go for what I totally need academically?
...or...
Should I go for something I would love doing?
Should I think about my need instead of my want?
...but...
What if my want is actually my need?
I can't follow my heart because my heart wants to go in both directions...
I can't follow my brain because my brain keeps thinking "what if"...
There's an advantage to leaving, and an advantage to staying...
There's a disadvantage to staying, and a disadvantage to leaving...
So confusing... and stressful... really, really stressful... -_-
But the good thing is with that whole leadership conference thing, my competition isn't going to turn in an essay. And that's major effin good! I think I might be the only person who really wants to do it! Hells yes!
Ah, it would be so good to be a snot-nosed kid with no worries again. =]
Now, for the good news:
Me and my buddy Daniel (he has an account here, Guyq92, but he doesn't ever get on >_< sign his guestbook anyway, and I'll be sure to make him return the favor) get to go to a tuba/baritone clinic at the University of Southern Miss. It's gonna be so kick ass because we kick ass! Tuba and a bari! Well, my heart belongs to the trombone, but I just so happen to kick major ass on the baritone, too.
I swear, I should get paid for playing. =]
Well, that's it. All I needed to do was to vent about my issues. ^_^
Take care peoples!
♥Laters!♥
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