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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
 -We're just contenders throwing the fight. I just want to believe.-
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 Reality,reality, and reality...
I wish it would be a better, no, a more subtle transaction...transistion...
I hope, I hope, and I hope...
This would all end as fast as it started...
I figured I tried in life, but I see no results in getting ahead. I feel like not trying, I feel tired, stretched thin, and over used in the sorts of being unbearable. So, help me...or not,I don't care.
People say in a poetic sense that "words hurt". I guess that's true, but I wished they killed...
Cause every word I say, I wish it would kill someone, and that's fericious and vicious...
But, I feel like killing and dying today...forever...
I gave up on thoughts of suicide, for the considerations of other people's opinions on it.
But I never gave up on the thoughts of death, and how much I want it to happen to me, sooner, and sooner...
I hope I catch something terrible, a bullet, a illness...a car, or a fist...
I can write this all day long, over and over again, with the same point in mind with the same message,over and over again...
No one figures, understand or will be compassing to figure.
I guess, draw the theory, and let those with endearing hearts go at the solution...
To solve all this, to help me, I assume.
I'm just a sucker, believe, believe those things people assume to be right, optimism...is one of those "good faith effort" type of theories, a clear view on bleek thing. I was forced to go up so fast, understand things for long, you start to wonder how fake things are...
I assume, they say if you assume, you're an ass...
Assuming is bad...
Fuck yeah! (I just added that in, cause it's awesome...not really, sorry, vulgar language doesn't really coincide with philosophical jargon.)
I hate this...
You know what I hate...
I hate the way they have to move their lips and talk about the most randomly useless shit...(sorry)
It's general in the majority...
I'm going to UAA (University of Alaska,Anchorage)
I'll give lectures, I hope in based upon philosophical bullshit...
Philosophy is knowledge based on experiences by opinions...
ha,ha,ha total bullshit...
And this is long,
so bye.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Tuesday, April 11, 2006
-What we know, is what hear.-
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So, like I always say here...It's been awhile. I neglect this site, if anyting I use it for somewhat random rambling I suppose. But lately, I've been meaning to update. But I haven't and it shows obviously.
I just got back from a trip to Alaska to visit old buds and what not. I'm too tired and I feel like sleeping. So, that's the main reason I haven't updated, but I did have access to a comp there...I only used it to contact friends to tell them I was there, considering everyone has access to the net, will mostly everyone.
Today's my b-day...and I feel old due to the jet lag from the trip, other than that...I feel fine. I'm officially 18...so, I can be arrested and prosecuted as an adult...so death sencetences and life sencetences are a possiblilty. I want to wish Seifer-sama a good ole b-day as well, cause today is also her b-day.
Um, not much to say now...
Later, I suppose?
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
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I'm kinda frustrated, I'm trying to finish up this blog template...I had it all done for a months, except for the slicing...So, I have been on the search for a premade one that I can use, till I figure out how to slice my own templates...keeping up is hard...too hard.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Monday, March 20, 2006
-This is something I strived for, I'm content with second best...I always am.-
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Nothing new...
Back to back post...a new time high for me..eh?
Well, not much to report...
Besides it's monday...(I got the case of the monday's)...
Reminds me of Office Space...
Monday's are the days I come to go to school very early, for the fact my mother drops me off on monday very early...I would drive myself, but I have no car, and my mother needs it more...it sucks.
Well, lets play catch up...and let me spill my guts out about the last two-three months...
I quit wal-mart...skipped the last three days of work...what are they going to do? Fire me?...I'm quitting doesn't matter. So, I went to a concert...it was Bleeding Through, Everytime I Die, Haste The Day, and Between The Buried And Me...it was killer...
After that, I found out Olivia doesn't want anything to do with me...which is fine, cause in all fairness...I hate her more than she hates me...what can I say, breaking my heart..only means getting the cold shoulder from me...(she holds a grudge against me for being passive...that's dumb).
I've been getting drunk more and more often now, and disapointing to admit, I picked up the habit of smoking again. That's what the south does to you, puts you in a turmoil..of smoking...damn.
I grow tired of feeding myself optimism...so I decided to be depressed...(I like how I said that in the tone of mutual agreement...makes me less pathetic...I hope so at least.)
There's tons more of 'confessions' to spill my guts out about..but I'm going to go, later.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
I know you understand, but it's the fact...of do you care...
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Well...
No new theme up yet, I know it's dissapointing...
I need to grab my comp to do so, considering this one doesn't have adobe photoshop on it anymore.
Life has been going by fast, and if anything it's hectic...but I don't have the energy to explain the complexities of it...a lot of unwanted frustration and what not.
I'll be going to Alaska for springbreak...which is good...it'll be nice to see my old friends again.
I put up a new song, I suggest listening to it...it's off the Garden State soundtrack, by the way, Garden state is one of my favorite movies...The song is by this duo of ambiant pop lovers called Frou Frou...check them out...
Yeah, well...anyway...later.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006
it's been awhile...huh?
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Okay, it's been awhile, sorry. I've been super busy...that's all really...and will, I had to strip my comp of all the programs then re-install, and that's why...my site isn't done...I don't have adobe photoshop anymore...awwww....well, how are you guys?
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Wednesday, February 22, 2006
When we die, we'll die sickly and manufactured...
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I'm redoing the site, well, I'm fixing it up I guess. I still html help, but most of it is graphic design help...I.E. Div table in a pictured background type of stuff.
I've been somewhat busy, like I said before I'm quitting my job, I submitted a two week notice last Sunday. And now, since that's done...I really don't care about being late for work, or just skipping it. Tomorrow is pay day...yes!!! Cause I know I need the okane (money in nihongo)...
I've gotten back into photography, will digital...with editing on photoshop 7...I think I might need to update the program a lot more, with some new brushes and patterns...But I'm sure to post some of my pictures, and see what you think of them...I'm not that great, but it's a hobby that needs a lot of time to build up, I figure...much like music. I like those hard to come by, type of hobbies. They present a challenge that keeps me interested. But then again, they end up being expensive, and you become gravely poor...like myself.
I still feel out of place here in Kentucky, I'm not relaxed...every event is foreign and awkward to me.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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When we die, we'll die sickly and manufactured...
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I'm redoing the site, well, I'm fixing it up I guess. I still html help, but most of it is graphic design help...I.E. Div table in a pictured background type of stuff.
I've been somewhat busy, like I said before I'm quitting my job, I submitted a two week notice last Sunday. And now, since that's done...I really don't care about being late for work, or just skipping it. Tomorrow is pay day...yes!!! Cause I know I need the okane (money in nihongo)...
I've gotten back into photography, will digital...with editing on photoshop 7...I think I might need to update the program a lot more, with some new brushes and patterns...But I'm sure to post some of my pictures, and see what you think of them...I'm not that great, but it's a hobby that needs a lot of time to build up, I figure...much like music. I like those hard to come by, type of hobbies. They present a challenge that keeps me interested. But then again, they end up being expensive, and you become gravely poor...like myself.
I still feel out of place here in Kentucky, I'm not relaxed...every event is foreign and awkward to me.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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When we die, we'll die sickly and manufactured...
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-Backroom--Guestbook--P.M. Me--Add Me--Art-
I'm redoing the site, well, I'm fixing it up I guess. I still html help, but most of it is graphic design help...I.E. Div table in a pictured background type of stuff.
I've been somewhat busy, like I said before I'm quitting my job, I submitted a two week notice last Sunday. And now, since that's done...I really don't care about being late for work, or just skipping it. Tomorrow is pay day...yes!!! Cause I know I need the okane (money in nihongo)...
I've gotten back into photography, will digital...with editing on photoshop 7...I think I might need to update the program a lot more, with some new brushes and patterns...But I'm sure to post some of my pictures, and see what you think of them...I'm not that great, but it's a hobby that needs a lot of time to build up, I figure...much like music. I like those hard to come by, type of hobbies. They present a challenge that keeps me interested. But then again, they end up being expensive, and you become gravely poor...like myself.
I still feel out of place here in Kentucky, I'm not relaxed...every event is foreign and awkward to me.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
I'm still an awkward teenager, who would of figured?
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That's me rocking hardcore....to um, (ABBA's Dancing Queen). Actually, not really, I was at a friend's house, his brother plays guitar...so I brought my bass and we jammed, and my friend is into photography...so he took pictures...I edited it myself...it's supposed to look old. It doesn't I know. I suck at ps....
Well, I'm still having an awful month, that's because of work. But I put in a two week notice, so I'm quitting. I genuinely hate wal-mart now.
This is just an update to let you know, I'm not dead yet.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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