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Monday, August 6, 2007
-It's a haunting feeling.-
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 I don't want to say I didn't try hard enough.
But now knowing the outcome, I didn't.
It's killing me. I did all I could of done...
In the end, I never gave up.
Ten days till I go back to Alaska...
Ten days till I see my girlfriend...
Ten days till I see what I have accomplish...
I won't break...
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007
 A feeling that can tear me apart then stitch me back together.
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This allusive beast that sits upon my chest. Weighing down my lungs and hindering my breathing. A creature that bares my name taking me slowly, drifting between it and my vast head. I can only recall that it is my heart.
Swollen and bruised, can it take a load as massive as what I want it to comprehend. Though, it is a simplified logic, the concept is foreign. The label emotion is far from its destination.
Love, oh please...Have heart and take me kindly. Cause I accept you and your bounds, and yet, you so called emotion, you're harsh and bitter. You are a breaking stride.
The taste is sweet and yet costly at my own expense. Though I will breathe, you have devastated me. I will not state your flaws, as if you were made of terror. Granted, times you spent my lonely nights with me. Oh, Love...you haunt me. A perpetual ghost that drifts through wall to wall upon the rooms that occupy space in my head.
So move on, take a hold and try...
Oh, Love a lost is a gain.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Friday, June 29, 2007
-Hey, Wait...isn't she nice...-
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I'm now currently residing in Medford, Oregon. I left Kentucky yesterday and arrived last night. Well, my dad got a job here and he left at the end of May. While my mother and I stayed in Louisville, Kentucky dealing with stuff for the move. I'm staying in Oregon for a month, help my parents pick a house and settle in. Then end of July I will be going to Alaska to get ready for school. Move into the dorms, meet my dorm-mates and buy crap for it. In the same time spend some time with my girlfriend before school starts and we have no time for each other. Plus, spend some time with some friends as well.
So, I'm back in Medford. And I haven't left this hotel room all day. I'm trying to contact one of my friends but he seems busy. But I hope he can get a hold of me and vice versa.
On top of that...
I miss my girlfriend incredibly, it seems like forever since I seen her. But I need to cherish this coming month, cause I'll won't see my parents for awhile.
That's all I want to say at the moment...
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
What we all know from these weeknights spent all alone...
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What we waste at times thinking driving down hightways and dark one way roads. I spend too much and too little thinking about her and this...
Can we all just waste it all for those who can't do it at all. And some type of receptive feeling out the act of knowing in the things we think about.
Take solice in it, we won't know...If I hold it against her. I wouldn't be as happy as I lead myself to believe. Take in stride as we all lie to each others face and smile in the satisfaction in accomplishing the process of deception.
If she knew I miss her, she would slit my throat. And if I told, she would decieve the same act as if I percieved the infomation in the turn around.
What have I done to deserve this? As if caring was a crime, I'm pinned in a jail cell wishing for her to send me love letters and blowing kisses my way.
If she can keep busy without me, I can't stay busy without her. So take it as you will, spill the truth on the table like a open canvas...
And call me desperate...
Desperate as I am, I won't force it upon her or my friends. It's a world I bear on my shoulders and the whore depression takes to the streets. What we all know...
What we all know from these weeknights spent all alone...
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Thoughts, random thoughts...
I finally got around to wrapping my girlfriend's gift and ready to ship it out after a month of me saying I'm gonna do it. What can I say, I lack motivation in the act of action...
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Wednesday, June 6, 2007
What we all know from these weeknights spent all alone...
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What we waste at times thinking driving down hightways and dark one way roads. I spend too much and too little thinking about her and this...
Can we all just waste it all for those who can't do it at all. And some type of receptive feeling out the act of knowing in the things we think about.
Take solice in it, we won't know...If I hold it against her. I wouldn't be as happy as I lead myself to believe. Take in stride as we all lie to each others face and smile in the satisfaction in accomplishing the process of deception.
If she knew I miss her, she would slit my throat. And if I told, she would decieve the same act as if I percieved the infomation in the turn around.
What have I done to deserve this? As if caring was a crime, I'm pinned in a jail cell wishing for her to send me love letters and blowing kisses my way.
If she can keep busy without me, I can't stay busy without her. So take it as you will, spill the truth on the table like a open canvas...
And call me desperate...
Desperate as I am, I won't force it upon her or my friends. It's a world I bear on my shoulders and the whore depression takes to the streets. What we all know...
What we all know from these weeknights spent all alone...
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Thoughts, random thoughts...
I finally got around to wrapping my girlfriend's gift and ready to ship it out after a month of me saying I'm gonna do it. What can I say, I lack motivation in the act of action...
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
I'll be telling the truth...
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I haven't updated for quite awhile, surprise, surprise.
Well, there is major news that I have to report. As I went to Alaska for Orientation for school. My dad was getting multiply of phone calls from his old employer asking him if he can work for them as soon as possible. So my dad was skeptical but he gave it a chance. So now he is somewhat working for FedEx again as a Regional Manager again. And somewhere in June, my family and I will be relocating to Medford, Oregon once again. I went there for most of my elementary school years and the summer before my seventh grade year, I moved to Alaska.
Towards the end of July, I'll be flying back up for Alaska to start my college. And of course, I'm finally with Olivia after four years of being shy and awkward. I miss her incredibly, it's terrible.
That's all I want to say for now...I'll keep you guys filled in.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Thursday, May 10, 2007
-I'm happy at where I am.-
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Sorry, I haven't posted for quite some while and most of it was (of course) cause I'm just way too lazy. But life up to this point has been a test. Especially with love triangles, school admission, trips and new/old friendships.
I'm currently in Alaska dealing with college issues. But also came back up here to visit family and friends. After the first couple of days, my father and I just ran errand for the good part of the days. And doing that wore me down. But I'm glad to have those out the way first. Now with the remaining days I have left I've been spending the better half of it with Olivia. Just make up for lost time and being with her makes me so happy. I'm happy at where I am right now. This is something good and something golden. Yesterday, we went up the side of a mountain to watch the sunset for an hour or two. I felt so comfortable. It took me a lot of coasting and pushing but I found myself I had to kiss her. but I haven't been with anyone for a while so I was really nervous and very reluctant to. She just saying how cute that I was so nervous. That didn't help me to be honest. but I find my niche and it was lovely.
Well, that's all I can say for now cause Olivia is here to pick me up.
All I can say is I'm home, I'm happy and more confident.
Take care.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Saturday, April 14, 2007
-Untitled #21-
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My birthday went fine, it was alright. It wasn't extravagent or anything. But nothing really went wrong. My aunt came into town, so we had a family dinner with her and my grand parents. I let her use my car, so I have no ride to work. I have to beg co-workers/friends to take me.
Birthday presents, I didn't get much. But as you get older, you realize you don't care what you get as long it's praticul. But my parents are getting me a laptop...and sometime this coming weekend I get to go and pick one out. My grandparents gave me a cool c-note and my aunt also gave currency and chocolate with bourbon in it...mmmm...
The day before my b-day I recieved my Simpsons's third season box set that I ordered from E-bay. So, I've been watching that a lot. But that was the last box set I needed to finish up my Simpsons dvd collection. I'm a huge Simpson's fan.
Work has been generally slow, since a lot of the general customers are gone for Springbreak...We haven't been busy really. Target is cutting hours again, next week I only work two days out of the week. That's terrible. I might pop in and use the whole "Oh, I must of wrote down somebody elses schedule...Oh, well I'll work" excuse.
I've come to a line between love and torrance against hate and anger towards my friends. I don't know, I met a whole bunch of new people within the last four days...they all seem fine, but when I start to think about...I just find this hatred or grudge against them. And then, towards the friend we all mutually introduce us.
It's a phase. I'm sure.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
-What can we say for the guy lays down?-
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Today was fine, it wasn't great nor was it terrible. Everyday should be like this. I left work early, we (as in my fellow co-wokers with the same occupation) all got the job done and was able to leave two hours early.
I filled out my application for college two days ago, I need to obtain my transcript and have it sent to the college. I need to figure out if the highschool can do that.
My birthday is tomorrow, I'll be nineteen. I don't feel great it's like 1/4 milestone. Still waiting for 21...Oh, Bebop...the whole alcohol replacing cancer sticks was a saracastic joke. My fault, the internet has no overtone of sarcasim.
I'll be in Alaska during the week of May 7th for UAA (University of Alaska, Anchorage) Orientation. And to start doing things to declare my residency there again.
There's more to say, but Family Guy is on, I need a drink and I'm feeling tired.
So goodbye...oh, and have pleasent tomorrow.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Monday, April 9, 2007
-Even I don't want to know, who knows...-
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I feel the stride that's going to break my legs.
Enough said...
(p.s. I need to quit smoking 'cancer sticks'. And instead substitute with alcohol. Going through, new developed issues...crossed fingers and wishful thinking is all I can do now.)
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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