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Wednesday, May 14, 2008
-I'm quite disappointed...-
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So, I haven't been on the net lately do to a problem with my laptop. Though, it's only a year and a half old and well-maintained it's been snagged on a major problem.
Last Wednesday, my wireless was working fine. I decided to shut down the computer and go to bed. When I woke up on Thursday morning I proceeded to do my usual routines and turning on my comp is one of them. The laptop booted just fine, but there was no wireless signal being detected, actually the wireless card indicator light was set to Orange which means it's not on. I went through device manager, now the computer wasn't even recongizing it had wireless. So, I thought "hey maybe it's a driver problem..." So I updated drivers, nothing... So I actually went all out and backed up my files on my Ipod and did a system restore... Nothing changed. I finally got up the courage to talk to HP support and of course, with any customer service they just gave me the general info and told me to update my BIOS... I knew it didn't have to do with my BIOS... It's hardware... I did some research and found on HP Forums over a hundred complaints about the same problem I'm facing. I read through it, yup... It's hardware it's either the wireless card is faulty or it has a bad relation with the motherboard, or the motherboard itself is going out due to major defects.
My warranty is out of date, so I can't send it in. I wish I could though, it would be better than paying for a new replacement of wireless and or/even a motherboard...
But yeah, if I don't get this fix soon apparently, my computer will be dead. The wireless going out is just the first indication of the major flaw that plagues the HP Pavilion.
Oh, HP Support is nothing but a waste of time. They haven't really acknowledge this as a major problem and really haven't said much about it. I think they should just do a total recall and fix it.
But anyway, I'm pissed about it.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Friday, April 25, 2008
Racial Rant...
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How can I explain today. I haven't felt this way since I was seventeen. Fugg...
I have a job interview on Saturday, so I had to run out and get some retainers for my lip piercings. Saw a friend at the mall, we hung out and chilled. Later on we went to Starbucks/Barnes & Nobles, to grab some coffee. After we got our orders, we decided to sit outside and talk. The moment we sat down and staring talking, I hear someone ask me a question rather rapidly. So I look to my right, there sat an obese man asking me racial derogative questions. "So, how's your chinese restraunt? Haven't I seen you at the dock, oh, no I've seen you at the dry cleaners." Typical, asian stereotypical bull crap... I just passively said "No, you got me mistaken..." I turn back towards my friend, he's just sitting there with this shocked look on his face and began telling me the events of his day. Again, we were interrupted by the rude fellow. "So, you're going to sit there and act like I'm a ghost?" I turn my head back and replied, "My friend and I were talking before you rudely interrupted us, so..." He just sat back and nodded his head to my response. The people next to us, got up and walked inside the cafe shop, avoiding the conversation between the bigot and I. I have in-countered this a million times, over and over. I always have to tell myself not every caucasian person is like this. But I find myself hating and harboring so much resentment because of this. I held my tongue, I'm not the one to "die in the waters" of the war of insults. But I don't want to be like him or any racist. In my head, I wanted to blurt out "Haven't I seen you before in that trailer park?" Or "Shouldn't you be screwing your cousin right now?"... The idea of shooting him down brought the biggest grin to my face... But still, I couldn't. He grabs his phone and starts making phone calls, as he was doing this, he says his name... "Alexis". My friend and I look at each other, thinking "Alexis"... Huh?... He gets up then walks toward the doors of the Starbucks, we noticed he's wearing girl pants. He was a women... I thought to myself, how can someone who is like this be so prejudice, I'm sure she had to deal with ridicule of others cause of her gender versus her appearence. Makes me lose hope for society and our so called changed ways. I can't believe my friend didn't have my back... But worst of all, I didn't defend myself. Even though, it would be hyporitical.
I experience the same thing in Kentucky during a large event, after the VT shootings occured. I was scared to go and I did get stares.
I was born in the U.S. I was raised here... I know no other place but the U.S. I am no different from any other American.
I feel vulnerable. Oh, God... The After-math...
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Caved in...
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I caved in and made a world...
so add me, if you want...
http://theotaku.com/worlds/we_all_know_secrets
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Saturday, April 5, 2008
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What's up with TheOtaku. I have no idea how to do it. It seemed to phase out MyO. What?
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Wednesday, February 6, 2008
-It's keeping me up all-night...-
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It's keeping me up all night...
Spending the time to disect all your lies, so put me on the pay-roll with all your friends. Cause I can calculate all the nights and days hoping you realize your best defense mechanism is your worst...
Get a clue, and show some dignity you're making us look bad...
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Sunday, December 2, 2007
I want you to know...
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Molly, I love you.
And that will never change, no matter what happens to me, no matter if we lose contact, nor where I end up in this life...
I need you to know that...
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Wednesday, October 24, 2007
-Tell me about this light at the end of the tunnel.-
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What can a person posses, when something so vast leaves them. I try to figure out what a shell can accomplish now. Something about living day by day riding the same flow. It bothers me, but when things go terriblly rye. It's hard to get out of a rut that seems to give out the biggest feeling of safety. As if safety actually existed, when so numerous events are impossible, safety doesn't exist...
But I'm so naive, I can't help feel I'm in some awful safe zone. I do not want to leave, but I don't depart... I fear to stay... And watch life past me. I can't forget, I don't want to. Counter it, I don't want to... I want to remember and never regret.
Someone, something left me... And I wonder what I did that made it go wrong. I can't find it, but I relish in my defeat and still search what fault I contributed to this falling of a pretty monument in my life.
How can someone give someone else security and then take it away?...
I feel ruined, confused and useless. I don't deny the fact, I won't let it go but I won't say I'm not trying to let it phase me.
Tell me the answers, girl... And I'll stop blaming myself and leave you alone, I swear.
Loving someone is a mistake, but it was a beautiful mistake...
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Sunday, October 21, 2007
-Angel.-
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So soft and gentl, as if heaven itself has kissed your face and blessed with its basking good fortune.
So blue with the sincerest stare, I only wish I could look and not be so confused.
As I see you angel, tell me...
How you glide without your wings...
Tell me how I can turn my back on you when you float away from me.
I will not know a thing, when it has happened. I only can pray for it and give praise it has happened to me.
Tell me angel, you are here for me...
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What lust can bring a person to and what curiosity can make a man a boy.
That's what she does to me...
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Monday, September 24, 2007
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Whatever life that is left inside me, can only be lead to the act of laying facedown in the middle of the street. With the intent of wishful thinking of oncoming traffic to destroy me.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
-Bones and Graveyard Soil.-
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Four days I ago, I arrived in Anchorage, Alaska around eleven a.m. I am staying with a very good friend.
Though, the city hasn't changed, everyone around has. And I'm sure I have as well. I didn't know what I was thinking when I got off that plane and into the terminal. I was aspecting to see my friends waiting and smiling to see me. But no one was there, no one is left anymore. And I feel like regretting the act of coming back. The days, since I've been here are filled with clouds and rain. I've met knew people, willing to let me in the 'circle', but I'm reluctant. I feel out of place and distant, as if I don't know a thing. I feel that way all the time.
Yesterday, I spent time with my girlfriend. I was contemplative. Secretly, I wanted to leave her. It would be wrong if I did so now, since I just got back into town. There was a moment of silence in her car as we drove. And I was ready to say "We need to stop seeing each other." But I just couldn't do it. I looked at her and just took a pause. I didn't know what I was doing, nor did I really want to. I feel frustrated and irate. I'm scared and uneasy, I'm alone in this state. And it's effecting my judgement. I can't leave her, if anything she'll leave me. I don't want to make her cry, I don't want her to be mad or sad.
I was still sketchy about everything between her and I. We arrived at the mall, surprising enough looking for Gundam Model Kits cause I wanted to get back into them. And fact that she likes Anime and Gundam, she was fine with me on the hunt for some nerdy Mobile Suit models. We ended up at this pricey comic shop and found some nice model kits. I stood there, deciding if I wanted to spend so much money on plastic things. But she just sat there and said "Pick the one you like and let me see it." So I began picking through the pile wondering why she wanted me to do that. I found that I liked and brought it to her. And told me to stay, took the model and disappeared. Three minutes later, she appears with the model in a shopping bag and hands it to me. And says "Looks like you have a new model." I was completely surprised and ashamed. That I would leave a girl who was so loving, spontenous and free. A girl never in my life spent that much money on me. It was godly expensive for a plastic robot. To find someone who is into the things I rarely have in common with everyday people is a god send. I love her...
I don't know where this post went, it's late and I'm feeling I need a cigarette. I'll post again, sometime.
Contact me:
Msn:
slitwristtheory_02@hotmail.com
Aim:
safetydate@aol.com
Myspace:
myspace.com/minniewinnie
Song: Hands In The Sky(Big shot).
By: Straylight Run.
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