Ei, I've been here for quite not so long and I hope I'll have friends in here. Why heartlessangel??? - as simple as the name employs with question marks 'cause me neither I don't know. LOL I'm really stupid ^_^
I'm just a typical person who's "fortunate" enough to receive blurred-sighted eyes and have to wear eyeglasses. For me, this is not a big deal but if I was given a choice I'd prefer to see with 20/20 vision. Other people perceive me as a serious or snob kinda person - whom I really not. I hate them 'cause who the hell they think they are. They can say what ever they want to, but they can't say that they know me - no one knows me except for myself that's for sure. Even they can see that I laugh, they can't say that I'm really happy because they don't know how it feels inside of me. I'm not saying that I hide myself, 'cause I just manipulate my feelings - when I'm sad I don't want pity 'cause I'll just cope with it by myself. For short, I hate judgmental people - they annoy me.
Now done with the "not me" me, it's the "me as known by my people", I don't mean my people as in my followers, what I mean are the people who interact with me in my daily life.
They say I'm a goth, an emo, a sadist, or a brutish person but I'm not.
I know death and I can write poems from the underworld - as everyone does. I have a straight black hair and I don't comb that much - 'cause I'm lazy, combing twice a day is just enough for me. I harm animals 'cause they can't harm me. I love arthropods and other insects - they're just tiny things and it's not that complicated holding them. I beat my classmates and my even siblings but its ok with them.
They say I'm shy and quiet but I don't think so.
During class discussions, I seldom speak - it's either I'm bored or I haven't took enough sleep. In fact, now I have sore throat 'cause maybe I've talked so much.
They say I'm stubborn but I'm not.
I just know when to stick to my own principles.
They say I'm generous, I just share my possessions to the needy.
They say I'm a sinful child but for me not that much.
I was born a Catholic but I don't go to church every week. I don't read Bible and we don't have any at home. I don't pray the rosary and I don't know how to. I don't confess and I don't communion. But I still believe that there is a superior being behind all the things.
Now it's the I whom I know. I like the color blue among all colors and I hate pink the most 'cause for me it's soooooooo feminine and it doesn't suite me 'cause I'm not that kind of girly girl. I know sometimes or most of the times I hurt other people's feelings 'cause I mean that and I'm not that stupid to hurt them for no reasons. Besides, I know where I should place myself and I know when to adjust. Actually, I can also hang out with guys - not as a flirty friend but just as a pal. And I'm not different to them 'cause I know what they hate, how they think, how they act, what they want and I know that they talk about s** most of the time. Even though they may be obnoxious at times, I understand them 'cause it's in their nature. ^_^ (peace to all guys out there)
About anime, I like most of them but not all. I like Saiyuki, Getbackers, DN Angel, Bleach, Clam School Detectives, Detective School Q, Detective Conan, One Piece, Burst Angel, Fullmetal Panic, Fullmetal Alchemist, Peacemaker, Scrapped Princess, Ultramaniac, Samurai X, Tsubasa, Flame of Recca, Hunter X Hunter and things like those. I can draw anime but I haven't still mastered my abilities and I'm still working on it.
Saturday, June 23, 2007
I REALLY HATE PHYSICS!
IT'S A SATURDAY
AND I HAD TROUBLE
DOING MY ASSIGNMENTS I
N PHYSICS THEY REALLY
GAVE ME HEADACHE
AND MAYBE THAT INCLUDES SORETHROAT?
I'VE JUST DECIDED NOT TO DO IT
GOOD WORK FOR ME...
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
SORRY IF I HAD OR WILL OFFEND YOU
I CAN BE STUPID BY NATURE
AND I MIGHT OFFEND
OTHER PEOPLE IN MY WAYS
BUT I'M JUST SORRY THAT
THAT'S WHO I AM
AND NOTHING MORE