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Birthday
• 1990-04-13
Gender
• Female
Location
• Earth
Member Since
• 2004-03-13
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• Seta Soujiro (not really... but...)

Personal

Achievements
• Survived middle school
Anime Fan Since
• Sailor moon i guess.... so like when i was 3 or 4
Favorite Anime
• A lot of these are mangas but i like
-Yakumo Tatsu
-I'll
-Kaine
-Petshop of Horrors
-Demon Ororon
-Under the Glass Moon
-kagerou-nostalgia
-naruto
-rurouni kenshin
-cruel fairytails
-fushigi yuugi
Goals
• create a manga/webcomic... and to learn japanese...
Hobbies
• -Anime
-Manga
-Drawing
-Gothic and Lolita
-JPop/JRock/Visual Kei
-Reading
-FRUiTS
Talents
• er...

myOtaku.com: Hardcore Otaku

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Yes, I realize I'm listening to the same song I was listening to in the last two or three entries. But I like it. So whatever.

Yuki, I know you're going to freak out about this. But I realized that I like Brian. Yes, Yuki... I like someone. And he's not a JRocker either. >D

I really wish I didn't since liking someone is a lot more trouble than it's worth (well probably...). Telling him online would kind of be weird, so I guess the best thing to do would be find him right before we go in and tell him or something. Of course I don't want to make things awkward if he doesn't feel the same way, so maybe at the end? But then he might leave before I get to tell him... and there will be all those people there...

I'm not quite sure what I'll say to him. Just like "I realized that I like you" or whatever? But that sounds kind of strange I guess. Laura told me to just say it really ummmm randomly. Like "Hey, how's summer? Did you have a good vacation? I love you," but that seems really... odd. Kathy told me I should just say what's "in my heart" but how am I supposed to know any of that stuff? It's not like I've ever liked a guy before... well not a *real* guy... Not a guy who isn't an anime character or a JRocker...

I'm afraid to say anything because when guys told me that they liked me, that kind of just made me want to avoid them, because I didn't like them back or whatever. So if Brian doesn't like me back, I don't want him to avoid me too. I know that he asked me to dance that one time and apparently he liked it, but I can't help but feel that I'll say something really stupid and make him hate me or something.

And I don't think anything good would ever actually come from me telling him since I can't think of a single reason a guy would want to go out with me. Which doesn't really explain Brad and Josh, but they're both kind of different I guess... >_>;

But maybe it could work...

By the way, guy asked me out yesterday. I think. I just got an IM from him once... We were planning a trip to Mulligans Arcade with a few friends from school~ Here's how our conversation went:

Him: I was thinking... since everyone else ins't going until next week and it would be crouded any way. Why don't just you and I go, to warm up for next week. -waits eagerly for response-
Me: ahh i would but my parents won't let me
Him: *sight*
Him: sigh*
Me: like... they don't want to let me go since i got my wisdom teeth pulled out yesterday or whatever
Him: ok then, I wish we could have gone together. But, oh well then.
Me: yeahh but i think there was another cams thing going on today anyway there..
Me: for the basketball team or something
Him: tut, no offence to the b-team but there is only a specific group of CAMS students who I don't mind hanging out with.
Him: They might only remind me of school.
Him: The one thing I'm trying to forget so that I can enjoy my vacation.
Him: But there are those who don't remind me of school. for instance, you don't.
Me: oh i see
Him: *nods*
Him: I'm not sure what I'll do today.
Him: I'm sure I'll figure something out.
Him: *yawn* well I must finish waking up.
Him: It was nice talking to you.
Him: If your parents change their mind them please call me at --- --- ----.
Me: ok
Him: If you can't reach me there then please try --- --- ---- (this isn't my cell, my mom is letting me borrow it today).
Me: oh ok
Him: Fare well
Me: bye~

Gahhh my life is turning into a shoujo manga, just like Yuki said it would... xP

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