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Saturday, June 11, 2005


Well anyway Laura practically yelled at me last night for not asking Brian out. And Steph found his xanga which had his aim sn on it and told me to im him. Lucky for me he "usually isn't on aim" or whatever. Otherwise i would probably im-ed him and then say something stupid and then he'd just be like "um... I don't like you..." and avoid me. XDDDDD well that's what I would have said if I were him. ummm weird example I guess. But really, if I were a guy I wouldn't want to go out with me. If that makes sense at all. So I’m almost sure he doesn't like me… even if it *did* "mean a lot" to him that I danced with him… and even if my friends are convinced that he likes me…

I suppose dating wouldn't be so bad if it weren't for the fact that I can't imagine any guy actually *wanting* to be with me. I’d probably feel bad that he would be going out with me instead of some other girl or that I wasn't good enough for him or what not.

Hm... you know, I never would have had to deal with something like this in middle school. High school life is confusing. Even though school ended on Wednesday. XD

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