Saturday, April 21, 2007

   love
ok guys offically are skums and jerks. they say that they love you then they brake your heart.ok let me tell u why. i was going out with this guy charles. after a while i fell in love with him then i noticed that he ws missing something in his heart and i knew that i couldnt give it to him so i broke up with him. then over christmas brake i went to arkansas. when i ws coming back to california i get a call from my friend sierra saying that charles was hit by a car.i cried myself to sleep for over two weeks every night. then one day at church my friend crysta said that charles said that he hated me, i asked him why and he said that i didnt say woopie doo when he got hit. i said i ok and ran back into the church crying. then some time passed and me and tanner got together. then i found out that my friend ivan wanted to ask me out but i was going out with tanner so he couldnt. i made sure not to fall in love tanner him because what charles did to me. but after a while i thought that mabey tanner was the one. then on march 23 he had a party and i went at that party i fell in love with him hard and fast. this love i felt for tanner was deeper than any love i felt for charles. i was looking forward to our one month anniversary on march 28 and it went perfectly. then the next day there was a huge rating festival i had to go to after i was done eating my lunch i got up to go throw away my stuff when tanner called me back. he said that he wanted to break up and wouldnt tell me why.... perfect timing. i was a complete and total emotional reck before the performance. then after a while charles asked me back out and i said that i needed more time. then two weeks later he tried again so i said yes. only to find out that ivan was going to try and ask me out again.and the worse part is that i think i want ivan also. so here i am going out with charles, wanting ivan, and still in love with tanner. so guys SUCK. but most of all love sucks. but no offince to those of you who have found love. and to those of you who have let me share one of my favorite sayings from hana-kimi spoken by minami nanba---- cherish the one you love because you can never have the same love twice. when one love ends even if you fall in love with someone else you can never have the same love. even love matures its like a flower. cherish it while it blooms--so to the people who have found true love listen to this saying and never let that love die.....
Comments (3)