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Sunday, November 28, 2004


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Let's see. Yesterday Joey came by. I had a conversation with him. And here it is:

"Joey, you know you make me cry everynight?

Why?

Becuz I don't get to see you or atleast talk to you on the phone.

I'm sorry. I miss talking to you too.

Then why don't you just atleast call me from a payphone or something?

I don't know. I am always on the road and I only have my stupid cell phone.

Well, I love you and I don't want to lose you.

You won't lose me. Just wait, everything will be better soon I promise.

Okay. Will you come to Miso with me tonight?

Yes, I promise. I might be a litle late but I will be there.

You sure? And if anything changes, you need to call me. Use a payphone or something if your not in range. But call me alright?

Okay. I promise. I will be there. To see you I will do this for you. I love you very much and I don't want you to go. I want you to marry me someday but everything had to get worked out. But it will work out soon.

It better. Cuz I don't like to cry at night.

Please don't cry. Promise you won't cry.

I can't promise that. If you don't come tonight, then I might. But I will try not to. But you have to come tonight.

Okay I will. Don't worry.

How can I not worry when you aren't there with me? You have me worried that something is going to happen to you or something did happen to you and that makes me cry.I don't like to cry trust me. Your the only one that makes me cry.

I'm sorry. Please forgive me. I have been stupid. But please forgive me. It will be better. No matter what. I will make it better.

Okay. I love you, okay?

Okay. I love you so much.

I do too. *kisses*

But I really have to go. I have to bring Chris home and then meet you up at Miso alright?

Okay. Bye! *kisses*

Bye."

After that I went to Miso. My mom brought me and Kayla becuz Jason found out he couldn't go. But we got up there, met up with Derek. Hung out with him all night. During the first break, me and Kellie was chasing each other cuz she insulted me by saying something. I can't really remember what thought. Then we were running down hill and I was going really fast and lost control with my feet. I tripped and I slid on my shoulder and my whole left side of my body. I sat there almost crying but I held it in. I scrached up my shoulder really bad. And I had a little bruise on my left side of my head from where I hit my head on the ground. Then I got up and walked to the bathroom.Cleaned it. Then went to get a bag of ice from Emily. Got bitched out by her. I am so suprised she didn't kick me out of there. I am also very happy she didn't. I won't be running anymore cuz I don't want to get hurt. Kellie was so tripin about all this. She was like, "I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to do it! I'm sorry." I told her it was all okay. I was use to getting hurt. Especially beatened by my ex-boyfriend. So I can take pain pretty well. I will always be use to getting hurt. There is no way in hell I would forget about getting beatened up. It was the scariest thing that has ever happened to me in my life. It will never leave me alone. I have bad dreams of my ex coming back to me telling me he loves me and starts beating me. As a matter of fact, I had a dream like that last night. But I just hope all this pain in side of me will go away soon. I just can't get it to happen. But anyways, I better be going. C-ya!

Tori

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