Thursday, September 27, 2007

Hey....
Hey, I know I haven't posted in like ten thousand years but...I know that posting on this site mademe feel better before, and I'm hoping it'll happen again. What can I say? My life is getting worse and worse. It's taking all I have just to keep going right now. I really reallly really really reallly really really reallly really REALLY want to kill myself, but I'm a wimp. I wish I could.....
Anyway, I dumped my boyfriend like, three days before homecoming, and he was cheating on me anyway. I don't care, really, I'm just trying to point out that he is a bastard. I'm really hating my first year of high school, but I knew I would. My mom said I'd like it more, but let me just add this one thing. In grade school, I switched schools after 5th grade because I came home crying everyday. Switching schools made it WORSE. SO mom tells me that I'll like Junior High better. Haha. I HATED IT. SO then she told me that I would like HIGH SCHOOL better, and by then I knew I would hate it too. Guess what? I was right. It's not even just school. It's life in general. I'm so miserable all the time for no reason at all. I just want someone to kill me, then at least it wouldn't be my fault that I died. The only thing I really want right now is to die. I mean, everything's been getting worse and worse, so it's just going to keep doing that. It'll never get better, and I get it now, but I just want to get away from it.
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Monday, January 15, 2007

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I just want you guys that bothered to add me on this site as well as the other to know how awesome you are!!!


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Sunday, December 17, 2006

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Someone please kill me.
I tried to break up with Randy, but I don't think he understood. So I'll DUMP his ass to his FACE. My "friend" Veera and he dated once, and it's OBVIOUS she still likes him. So she offered to do it for me. She 3-wayed him and I covered the part you talk into.
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Veera: Hey Randy...I just got off the phone with Emily...She wants to break up with you..

Randy: I don't care.

Veera: You don't like Emily??

Randy: No.
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That BASTARD. Then they went on to talk about his new DOG until Veera said her mom needed on the phone and hung up. And he told Veera that I asked HIM out. That's not the case, He asked me out. He flirted with me everyday, and yeah, maybe I did like the feeling of being appreciated, but now I know what he really thinks of me. I really think I might kill myself.
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