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Friday, May 20, 2005

Nightmare
Um like I said I was going to come back and explain that poem. Um for past few nights I've been having this same dream over and over. Ok it like starts off with me just wandering through nothing but darkness by myself. Thats not the scary part. I'm used to that. Anywho, while I was roaming around in the darkness the ground or something just opened up. I was stuck in this like ice cold lake. Then all my friends were around it laughing. I kept coming up asking for help but everyone one stick out their hands and then take it back once I got really close and they kept laughing. The water was freezing and I could actually feel the chill going across my spine as I slept. Then all of a sudden the water turned really hot, as if it was like a gyser getting ready to blow. My body started to cook and everyone was still laughing. All the pain that I had ever felt started to pull me under and everyone who was laughing left. I screamed and thats when I woke up. Sweat was running down my face and my pillow was soak and wet. I was scared and I still am. *screams loudly* I don't want to be the loner anymore. I'm scared because I don'twant to become what I was before. Lost, empty, in pain. Everything!!! My friends wouldn't turn their backs on me would they? You guys wouldn't would you? I don't know. That dream just sticks out in my head. I don't want to go back. I can't. I think thats it. Oh yeah. I don't think I'll posting anymore poems for awhile. Later.
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