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Friday, May 6, 2005
Poem #10
This one kinda ditch all the feelings that I ever felt about my dad. I feel as though since he wasn't there for me then fuck him basically. He hadn't even seen me once and guess what. For that I have no use for him. He is really only known to me as a sperm donar. Thats it. Well here ya go.
No Living, No Mortality
If I am continuosly consumed
by the hatred and anger in
my heart for you, it would
mean for me no living, no
mortality.
If I always think that my
destiny and fate would forever
be tied to you, it means
for me no living, no mortality.
If I am always giving up
on what I truly want out of
life all because visions
of you keeps popping up in
my head, it means for me
no living, no mortality.
If I can't believe in
myself just like everyone
else believes in me, then
yes it means no living,
no mortality for me.
If I can't see what
everyone else sees in
me, then it means for
me no living, no
mortality.
If I can't understand
that I am not like your
punk ass, who leaves a
woman 7 months pregnant
with your son and you've
never even made the
attempt to see me, then
dammit there should be
no living, no mortatily
for me!
But I understand what
everyone was saying and
I understand that there
is nothing you and I
have in common therefore
that means that there
will be living and
mortality for me.
Yeah I kinda hate my sperm donar for this. Cause really he's not a fucking man. It kinda makes me mad when I see guys treating their women all wrong and shit. That's why when ever I get a girlfriend, I'm treating like a queen. She won't have to worry about anything because I will definitely love her unconditonally. Most guys say stuff and do stuff because they expect stuff in return. Me on the other hand won't do that kinda shit. I won't have a problem with buying a girl a gift or something or doing something out of the kindness of my heart. I mean I just wonder why the hell does everything have to come with some kind of an attachment. It's stupid. I don't know. Maybe I'm just very different from other guys. Well later.
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