Thursday, August 9, 2007

   Hi

Okay I think that many of you think it is wimmy to not fight. I want to know why that is? What do you get from knowing you have killed someone? Or why do you like it knowing that people has died. I don't get it. Why do many people think that fighting is the best thing to do? I know when I say this next thing it is going to make many of you mad. But, I am going to say it. Okay I don't like the fact that the USA is looked at as the big bully. It is something that is something that I don't that pride in. I also am tried of many people thinking cause we live in the USA that we will never be attacked and if you do we will kill them all. Because we can get attacked. I also don't think we should think of the USA as the best country. Because only reason we are free is because of wars. Which in those wars many people died that didn't need to. Like in Japan. When we bomb it we killed many people and they didn't all need to die. Just like when the Ailled forces bombed Beriln many people died that didn't have too. All over the planet people have died in wars that didn't have to. I am so sick and tried of wars and people dieing. Why can't more people see this. Why does people love death and killing? How does it make them happy?

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Wednesday, August 8, 2007

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Hi people of the otaku

How are you? Okay I understand that many of the wars and conflicts going on now will not be solved by not fighting. But, I think that in future conflicts we talk them out and don't start a fight first. I know that this is an would be again right now. But, we most try to stop fighting. I believe that fighting or killing still will not solve anything. There will still me fights and wars if we fight and kill our enemy there will just be another one. So, what I think we need to do is try to end hate. Because hate is what causes the fights the wars the killing. If there is no hate then there is no conflict. And if one does start a war that is or an conflict. Then we can have enough millitary to fight them. But, it should always be used only if they will not listen to us after many trys. Becaue I still think that we will never get anthing done killing. I need to know how you all feel about knowing our future was formed from blood. How does killing solve anything? It doesn't! How does hate solve anything? I doesn't! So, why do we all go about our days wishing these things to other people. We say that this person needs to die cause he/she killed someone how is that making anything better. We say it is bad to kill but, then we go and do it cause someone else did. If any of you can answer these with great reason then go ahead. I am not saying any of this cause I believe in God!It is cause we are going to end up killing each and everyone of us if we go on like we are. I am asking you all to post this on your sites if you agree with me that we need to change and it needs to be now!

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Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Hi everyone.

How are you? I love politics. I want to go into that field and try to fix our government and our country. I want everyone to stop fighting. We get nothing done doing that. I need to know how are we to feel better about our future knowing it is one that is formed out of blood. How does killing solve anything? It doesn't! How does hate solve anything? I doesn't! So, why do we all go about our days wishing these things to other people. Like what is going on it West Aisa. That should not be going on and it is not going to get better cause we are trying to solve it by killing. We say that this person needs to die cause he/she killed someone how is that making anything better. We say it is bad to kill but, then we go and do it cause someone else did. If any of you can answer these with great reason then go ahead. I am not saying any of this cause I believe in God. It is cause we are going to end up killing each and everyone of us if we go on like we are. I am asking you all to post this on your sites if you agree with me that we need to change and it needs to be now!

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Sunday, August 5, 2007

   Hi

Well, I am depressed like I have been for now about three years. I do have times when I am happy. But, over all I feel depressed. Some of you can and do understand how I feel. Last night I and Terra has ended the fight. We are just not going to talk to them ever again. I still don't have a job yet. I also have not bought my costume for the Anime Con.

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Saturday, August 4, 2007

Tell me what you all think

I have fought with my sister in law and my brother. And it started cause Heather my sister in law could not come over and ask me if what she it was true. ( I will tell what I am talking about) So, she just sent me this: i am very hurt by you. all i ever did was listen to your problems and all you have ever done to me is talk about me behind my back and make rude comments to me. you are a very selfish person and i don't think that you realize it sometimes. we have always done what you asked and all that you ever did was make fun of us or say really hurtful things about us behind our backs. we realize that our lifestyle isn’t one that you would choose for yourself and that is fine but you need to realize that this is our lives not yours. I understand were she gets some of that. Cause I don't agree with many things. But, I did not say this. This is what my little sister told me she told Heather "you are too immature to have another kid and you can't even take care of the one you have now". That is what she told Heather. But, I didn't know what she was talking about when Heather first sent that so I asked what she was talking about. She didn't tell me. She just sent this to me: well whatever michael. i dont believe you because you tend to lie a lot more than she does and she wouldnt say that because she knows that it would hurt my feelings and if she did make it up, then i'll find out if she did eventually and it will come back to bite her so dont worry about it. So, she sent that. My little sister is only 9 years old. So, I said whatever if you will believe an 9 year old over an 16 year old then go about it. That is what I sent her. Then she sent something to me and I sent her something. Then I told her that I was not going to talk to her or any of them until this was worked out. Also that I was not going to tell her sorry cause I did nothing. Then she sent me this: i didnt thnk that you would. your too big to apologize to little old me Then I repled to this: Everything is ok so far with the pregnancy. I had to go to the doctor today to get my hcg and progesterone levels checked and everything is where it should be. If you have any questions or comments, just let me know. *~Heather~* This is what I said. So, how far along are you? Then she said this to me which is not true since my mom is not like that and she has had four kids she knows how to act around them. For your information it does involve me and justin when everytime that they did anything my dad called to tell me all about them having sex and stuff. I can post whatever the hell I want to on myspace and if you don't like it then don't read it. Oh it was cause I repled to an blog she had about my mom. Which was not true and anyways I don't it is her buisnes who my mom dates and who her dad dates. Then I said this: So, you are saying it is okay for you to bad mouth someone. Then she said this: i didnt bad mouth anyone. i stated facts. dont worry about it your highness i deleted it so just shut up and back off my case. from now on i will be a good little girl Then I said this: It seems you are acting like an little child. Now I don't really care what you say about me or to me. Cause I know who you trully are. You are just I dramaqueen. So, when you get bored you start fights. So, you can have something to do. So, why don't you just come over here and yell at me cause I know that is what you want to do. You always get what you want. You made Justin chose between sports and you, friends and you, college and you, a better live and you, and family and you. I know this cause I read all of those notes and letters just like Terra did. But, I never told Mary those things to tell you. Why would I when I could've. I wanted to be friends wiht you cause you had my brothers child. So, if you have something to say to me just get it over with. I never told anyone any of that cause I thought you changed. But, I was wrong. You can hate me as long as you want it does not bother me. Then she said this: please go ahead and tell anyone whatever you want. i dont give a crap because no matter what i still have your brother now dont i. you never gave me a chance. i was stupid enough to give you one. remember i know your secrets. if you really want me to tell them i will. say that i want drama all you want but at least i have the guts to defend myself instead of saying it behind someone's back like you did. I said somthing more to her cause she posted something about how she only trusts her best friend cause she will never hurt her on that level. And she doesn't even trust my brother her husdand cause he can hurt her on that level. Danke for reading this please tell me what all of you think about this. Oh and Justin if you read this I hope you think about the things that your wife said. If you don't believe me that she said she can't trust you go to her site and read all of it. There are things there that you might think she wouldn't say.

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Wednesday, August 1, 2007

Hallo

Wie gehts? Ich bin sehr gut. If you have a problem with what I post pm me about it! Today I am at my grandma's house again. I am cleaning, working outside, and getting rid of things in the basement that are not needed. It is a lot of work. But, until I get the job at the Care Center I am doing work for her so I can get the money for the Con. It is also because it is needed to be done. School starts for me in about two weeks. I can't wait for it because I get to take German and a science class that I want to take. But, I have to also take classes that I don't like. Oh and I got my schedule and I saw that I have no 6th period class so I have to go into school to fix that before school starts.(how fun) I have almost all the money I need for the con. My mom is now again going to give me the money for my costume. But, I really don't know how long she is going to be in that mood to give me the money.

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Sunday, July 29, 2007

Hi

I am at my grandma's house and I am up at 7:00am which I have not been for at lest one month I think. I am going to church that is why. I am an usher this month so I have to go and do it at lest once. An usher is the one who takes up the offering, the one that rings the bell, and the one that takes the cards for communion. I can't ring the bell by myself it will take me off of my feet if I do. It is a very big bell. I got the $40:00 I need for the hotel. And so everyone knows it is in November. I think it the 16th through the 18th.

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Saturday, July 28, 2007

   Hi

I now know I will be going to the con. I am going to my grandmas today and I am going to work out there. I will clean and stuff. That is how I will get the $40.00 I need for the hotel. And I have the $22.00 so I am set to go. I don't know yet if I will be cosplaying. I want to but, if I can't then I can't it is no big deal. So, what are you all up to? Ich bin gut.

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Friday, July 27, 2007

   Hi

Today is a very bad day. I have to fight with my dad to stay home this weekend cause it is his. I also need money for the con and it looks as tho I might not me going. Cause my mom was going to pay for my costum. But, now she says she doesn't want to. And so, if I do go I will not be cosplaying Athrun Zala. I also have tryed many places trying to find a job. And on top of that I am fighting with my sister in law about her selfish self. Oh and my oldest sister is not emotionaly stable right now because of things. Oh and my little sister thinks she can do whatever she wants. I am so sick of things at my home and of my family. One minute they are all happy the next they hate each other. So, I am going to try to sleep right now. I don't think I will be able to I have so many things to think about. Also everyone who reads this please go to DarkWolfDemon's site he needs us right now too!!

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