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Thursday, July 26, 2007


poem for a certain somebody (you know who you are)
I HELD YOUR HAND

I tried to please but I failed
Falling fast over the broken rail
I held your hand and you held mine
I thought of you more than a rich man did his finest wine
You called me a liar and a cheat
I held back my tears and lifted my head high
I gave you my heart and quickly took it back as fast as I could
Trying to retrieve it before it was too late
I held my heart or what little was left in my hand
I gave you one kiss you gave me two
I laid down to try to sleep praying you were okay
I broke your heart and you broke mine
Yet we are still not even
I only have a little left so I give it to you
Ther is not much more pain you can add to it because its had its days
Here it is for you to keep or for you to give away
*hands you my heart and slowly walks away*
I thought a heart could only be broken once but I was wrong.And wrong again.

~You held my hand and I held your hand. stupid little me for trying to make you understand~


Goodbye and farewell

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Tuesday, July 24, 2007


   LIL MISS ANGEL
yeah well im proud of myself i am a volunteer at a nursing home i just went in this afternoon and i start next sat. i went to the doc found out i have TMJ and reverse swallow lil bit depressed bout that,hung out with bunch of cowboys that i met at a rodeo and picked up my southern accent again LOL ^_^ Enough about me how is everybody else doin?
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Wednesday, July 11, 2007


TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
geez!im so sorry everyone for not bein on much but ive been soooo busy this summer with my band dance lessons pickin blackberries and guys lol tee-hee!well i gotta go cuz sadly to say i went shopping (i hate shopping) and i have to find sumthin sexy to wear to the fair tonite tee-hee!
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Sunday, May 27, 2007


Chicka Chicka Boom Boom
well im tired and happy my friend Kodi called last nite asking me 2 rewrite/edit the song he wrote 4 our band (Blood Pulse-im the only girl and the lead singer) and it sounds great im really excited i cant wait to post it on here its almost done ive looked it over a lot im sure u will all love it its about a girl who has had trouble with love all her life and has finally got it rite kinda like me i know i got it rite this time . . .
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Friday, May 25, 2007


SKOOL IS OUT
yeah so we went on a class trip for 8th grade grad to six flags and it kicked ass and some freak followed me around so my friend came up to me grabbed my tummy and said its ok honey i know u cant go on the rides cuz ur pregnant it was f***ing hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!the guy stopped following me and now im getting married jk nah my uncle is tho on the 16th on june uh huh bitches im bored later ill be on myspace if u need me
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Wednesday, May 9, 2007


POEM
To:kogaofthedarkness
From:goddessofhatred

as i fall i pray u r there 2 catch me
as i cry i pray u r there 2 comfort me
as i laugh i pray u r there 2 laugh with me
as u smile i pray i am wat made u smile
as u sleep i pray that u r safe
as u leave i pray i am in ur thots cuz u r in mine
i love more than u know yet i have trouble showing it


I love you kogaofthedarkness!



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Tuesday, May 8, 2007


sometimes i wish i was never born
yet i thank God that i am living
to men i am nothing but a pretty face
to women i am nothing but trouble
many of u dont know me very well
and others do or dont care to know me
my heart is always open to everyone
whether i like them or not
i am not perfect nor do i wish to be
the tears i cry are for those that i love
my hopes and dreams have been ruined
yet i have not given up
as the tears roll down my face i wipe them away so u cant see me crying
when i see u smile i smile
when u hurt i hurt
when u r in pain so i am except mine is ten times worse
i wish i could always be there for u to save u from all ur pain but i am always way too busy
yet i feel so worthless
why can i save u but not myself

*tears slowly roll down my cheeks*


someone please save me from this hell im stuck in the devil found me and i cant escape...


(i wrote a song similiar to the devil thing ill post it soon plz remind me)


~Amber~


*beauty is often hidden*






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Monday, May 7, 2007


woohoo
my date terry the one who didnt show didnt cum cuz he thot i was going 2 go w/ another guy(robbie) it was sad cuz he was really upset about it so i told him he owes me and he pulled out a bouquet(sp) of flowers sooo sweet! so i gave him a HUGE hug and all is well ends well u know how it goes i think... lol so yah *hugs terry* awww! i always get the sweet ones lol either that or complete dickheads lol life is great pm me anytime yepyep!!! love ya


~Amber~

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Sunday, May 6, 2007


lost all of my dates 4 prom had lots of fun!!!!
toatally sucked had asked three guys first two couldnt go in the end and the last said he would be there never did show 8th grade grad. is may 21st im excited im singing the national anthem woot woot!
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Wednesday, May 2, 2007


i lost my date 4 the prom!!!!!!!!
8th grade prom is this saturday and my friend robbie said he would go w/ me and he took this snobby chick named autumn grrr!so now all i have is my waaay awesome dress and myself oh well ill show him ill go with Gabe cuz Gabe is my BEST BUDDY EVA!nah hes a really cool guy tho completely sweet tho
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