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Sunday, November 27, 2005


Hi!!
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Hi all you guys. Sorry I wasn’t log inn in the last two says. On Friday I went to Disney Land. It was very fun. For once I forgot about all my problems. Then On Saturday I went to visit my uncle in jail. He is in there because he hit this lady. He hit her because she used to stalk him. Every day she would call him, but not like once a day. She called like every second. And my uncle didn’t even lived here with my family. My uncle had his girl friend. Today I was going to die my hair, but my mom accomplished her job to make me fell sad and guilty. My mom told me that it is not my uncle’s job to buy me things. I was going to tell her why she didn’t do her job. She only makes me fell sad, but she doesn’t buy me the things I need. My uncle is the one caring for me and buying the things I need for school. He took care of me when my mom didn’t want me. I don’t know why she didn’t let me go with my dad when I was a baby. If she let me go when I was a baby I would be happy with my twin sister and my dad and my nana in Spain. My stepfather made my nana go to Spain with my dad because he didn’t want me to get “special” attention. I hate him a lot. If I see him one day I think I would shoot him with a gun in the head. I’m not aggressive at all, but when I think of all the things he and my mom did to me I want to scream, but I don’t because I control myself. But from now on I won’t let my problems get to me. I’m going to ignore them, but my doctor says that’s bad for my hart because it’s weak. He says that I might die if I let my self in depression or get really mad. Still my mom doesn’t care. She still makes me feel depressed. OMG I’m sick. I have a cold and I hate it. I think my coach is going to cancel all my schedule. So I can rest and get better, but I hope she doesn’t because I don’t want to be in home all day after school with my mom. Right now my mother is mad at me because I didn’t carry my baby brother. I didn’t want to carry him because I don’t know how to make him stop crying. She expects me to know every thing. My mom is cutting some oranges and she doesn’t let me get a piece. I hate her with all my heart. I know that sounds harsh, but I do hate her and my stepfather. Well how was your day? I hope good and exiting!! Take care *hugs*

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