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Saturday, November 19, 2005

She hates me!! She really does!! T_T
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She hates me and I don’t know why. My mom heats me. This is making me very miserable! I don’t know why my mom hates me. I never did something bad to her. I guess I was born and … maybe that’s why she is mad with me. I never asked to been brought to this world. I think if I was dyeing she would let me die like she did with my twin sister. I hate my mom. She is very mean to me since I was born. Yesterday I almost slit my wrist. I couldn’t take it any more. I’m only 15. I can’t take it nooooooo moooore!!!!! T_T. I think I’m dying alive. I’m rooting inside. I’ve become numb and I don’t care if I live or die no more. I was going to see “Harry Potter”, but my mom said no because I didn’t clean my room. I clean it every morning. I told her that and she didn’t say anything. Then she said then who’s going to help me with the kinds. I told her then what do you do while I’m in school. She is in home by her self and she takes good care of my two sisters and my baby brother. So now she can’t take care of them. I’m not their mother to be taking care of them. My mom decided to have more kinds so now she has to deal with them. All the time I’m helping her with the kids. Then wen my baby brother and my little sister goes to sleep my mom treats me like crap. I’m tiered of this life. I which I was the one who died instead of my twin sister. She had a grate life with my dad. Why did she had to die? Why? T_T I miss her a lot. I didn’t even got to spend time with my twin sister and my dad. Wen I was in 4th grade my dad appeared. I thought he was my mom’s friend. He came and visited me for 2 weeks. Then one day he didn’t come. The next day my mom got very drunk. In the night she told me that the man who came was my dad. Then my mom asked me if I wanted to go with him or staid with her. I told her that I was going to stay with her. Now I regreate saying that. I wich I had gone with my dad. So now I would be with my twin sister and my dad. I hope your day was a lot better than mine.

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