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Tuesday, September 25, 2007


Long post. Forewarned. I'm warning you. Don't read it.









HOLLA!! I am back and... well, empty handed!! lolz. Feeling a bit back in the mood cos I've been laughing my head off randomly that my friends are freaking out, hahahaha. I love doing that, ^_____^ And one of the things I like today is that I finally learned to use brushes in Photoshop. lolz, I'm such a slow person... And the outcome is... the wallpaper, I think it's a bit too confusing... @.@

So, I'm not really into drawing right now and I don't intend to draw if my heart's not into it. Cos that will make my art looks all suck-ish... >__< eh... But I have thought up of interesting characters. I was studying Math when Grimmy and Gary materialised in my head. Well, they are Death Angels (Surely, Grimmy must have tipped you off) and they do their jobs leading people into Underworld so that no malice souls stay on Earth. But knowing Grimmy and Gary, they are two lazy a$$ and they only they do their job if the Underworld boss tells them too.
I have sketched out Gary's looks, cos when I first drew him, he was wearing a cap saying F*ck #ff. Well, that was what I felt and Gary was sorta there when I'm mad... It's weird but drawing helps me to associate myself to understand my feelings better.When I draw Gary, I'm mad, when I draw Toku, I'm depressed, when I draw Cathy I feel energised and ready to live everything to the fullest. When I draw John, I feel like being sadistic... (wow, where did that come from... @___@) and so on and so on... I don't have happy cos I guess when I'm happy, I abandon them, huhuhu...

I guess that that's just how it goes... But I remember Toku most because he was there when I was really depressed and I remembered drawing Toku a LOT and even wrote a little bit about him and what he does. Basically, Toku is me when I'm down. I still have his story up in my blog and when I read back, I was like... whoa... was I THAT MAD? And... yeah, had to put him away. Now he's safely stored with my Kay (mafia dude... I hv lots of charas that I nvr really draw here...)

Oh my... that was a bit looong... Okay, tooooo long... ^.^'
wer... I'll flee now. Have History, Math and Physics tests on the next two days. Hm... @____@ I hate weekly tests, starting to feel like jinxing those papers to oblivion...




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